Re-upload of my drawing of legendary wonderful human being freddie mercury as a lovely gentlemen on facebook pointed out a spelling error i hadnt seen. Since i had made myself blind in this drawing and it faults. From staring at it so long. Also if you like this please check out the other two portraits that belongs with this. Havent gotten to do brian yet but he will be uploaded as soon as possible 🌸
sanctuary! I came back with wonder ..?
After the fifteenth time I saw this movie ..? What is the real message of it..? Because I know all the messages ..?
And then what is the real sanctuary..?
Certainly not in human ..
This is what i learned ..
Do not tell me parents .. There are parents who hate their children .. I saw this thing with eyes of my heart ..
Do not tell me Brothers .. Cain kill Abel ..
Do not tell me about something in the hearts of humans ..
Because all that mercy is temporary ..
I wonder what if the monk did not delay in opening the door for gypsy .. Would she survive?
Because.. I can feel her between the lights and prayers of peace ..
I painted her because she was fantastic and very perfect..
She died for her son
Whatever the painting is full of scars and mistakes, it carries my love for her ..
Yes she could not protect her son ..
She did not kill him because he is different ..
But she loved him ..
This is what I can not understand.
God created love but did not make it inevitable in the hearts of mothers .. So when I ask, they always say that all mothers are like that and I know that this is not true
That is why we find the mother who gets rid of her son with all cold blood ..
But her love for him was like that church ..
Such as a safe haven ..
So when she asked for sanctuary before she died ..
Humpback lived under her request without feeling it..
That's why Frolo went to hell before he hurt hunchback
What a wonderful gypsy
I know a lot of people around me have been having a hard time lately, including me. Regardless of yesterday being an important day for my grandma, I was horribly depressed. I felt alone, terrified, and doomed. Because honestly, lately I’ve felt like a disappointment. I’ve hated myself for a while. I feel like nothing I ever do matters. I feel like sometimes, I’d be better off gone, and everyone would be better off without me. And you know what? I’m not ashamed of it like I always was. When you mention a mental illness, people tend to get uncomfortable. They tend to not know what to say or do, because they ARENT TAUGHT. It isn’t even really their fault. But it sucks. I shouldn’t have to hide how I really truly feel because it makes someone uncomfortable... I’m not saying I have an excuse to ruin other people’s days but my point is, I’m allowed to say how I feel. And I’m not scared to anymore. Here is my love to everyone who needs it, including me.
I talk about my thoughts and my mental health because, there was a time where I felt all alone, like nobody understood. People do understand. They do. It just doesn’t always feel that way. I aim for the goal of others knowing that I understand.
I get it ✨