you can’t just remove hurt from your skin like it never happened.
people are mobile tattoo machines and the marks they leave on us
are pretty easily seen like for example maybe his fingerprints aren’t
really burned on my skin but i still don’t feel clean whenever i
think of him and maybe the bones he broke healed long ago
but i still flinch when someone raises their voice and
maybe I’m technically whole but i still feel like
i’m missing my soul
people don’t get it, they don’t. unless you’re
covered in blood, they think you’re okay. unless
your story is raw enough, they dismiss your pain.
last night i thought i heard him laughing and
i almost passed out. four days ago someone was
wearing his cologne in the hallway and i
had to throw up. it doesn’t wash out. he’s still
in your hair, but people get tired of hearing you
mention it. he’s still under your sheets, but people
get used to how you don’t sleep. it doesn’t
wash out. you just get better at handling it.
my mother says time heals all wounds. it’s really
that you gain experience in dealing with the pain.
i don’t know if it ever goes away. you
just learn how to be strong despite it one day.
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VALLE AURINA, July, 2017.
Hard day today. I had to take care of my father the whole morning, changing his colostomy bag twice because the adesive flap do not stick enough on his thin wrinkly and irritated skin. I am not a nurse, but today was Assumption Day, so find one if you can. I made a mess at the first attempt, and I won't tell you details 😓; a little better second time. Anyway, we all were tired, embarassed and upset.
After lunch I had my medicine and went to bed to rest a little. I slept TWO HOURS and my husband could not wake me up. I waffled, I fell asleep over and over again, I was dopey and out of sync, I cryed in dispair pointing out the sky and shouting things like "there is no one! Anyway he's a bastard, he's a son of a bitch, we did anything wrong, its all crap! I want mum, mummy help me please" and so on. I DO NOT remember anything. 😱 I was wide awake only one hour later. Surely we have to check the medicine doses.
During this show Max was very worried and helped me wakening me, Bonnie first tried to help me licking off my tears, then run away sad and scared. Poor little girl.🧡
The good thing was that my jaw today was looser and I ate and talked easily. But I don't want be so shockingly dazed no more.
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‘Prometo ser pra sempre o seu porto seguro
prometo dar-te eternamente o meu amor
Promete aproveitar cada segundo
Desse tempo que já passa tão veloz
Me lembro quando você chegou nesse mundo
Sorrindo aos poucos quando ouvia a minha voz
Promete ser pra sempre a minha menina
Me deixar cantar pra te fazer dormir
Que eu prometo que vou te cuidar pra sempre
Eu te amo infinito’
Ana Vilela .
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Эмоции - роскошь(с) На этом кадре я в расфокусе. Даня как раз забрал у меня шляпу на пляже и я бежала за ним, успев схватить за ленты. И в этот момент муж нажал на кнопку. Я люблю ч/б. Я обожаю ч/б. Считаю, что это классика, которая была, есть и будет. Когда пройдёт мода на современные цветные фильтры, чб останется. Потому что именно черно-белый кадр оголяет сущность, пряча в тень ненужное. Выделяет эмоции, задаёт настроение, раскрывает характер. Мне нравятся зернистые пленочные фотографии, будь-то архитектура, портреты, репортажная съемка. Когда меня посещают идеи о фотовыставке, то в первую очередь, это именно чб. Знаю, что среди вас есть любители таких кадров, поэтому сделала небольшую подборку в сториз▪️▫️