I often go through times where I get so caught up with everything that’s happening with the “now” in my life, that all of those loose ends, suppressed memories, and untended broken bridges are somehow... briefly forgotten... Well luckily, when you’re bored one night, and decide to go through old Snapchat memories, then happen upon a picture like this one... you allow yourself to remember. Unfortunately, with that remembrance, comes the guilt of allowing yourself to forget, not only the passing of one of your best friends, but also everybody you hurt during your time of mourning... Now all you can hope to do is slowly work into repairing those wounded relationships, and make damn sure never to hurt them again. Well with that, I’d just like to say, don’t forget to appreciate what you have, for even the slightest mistake may lead to the losing of such things... hope everybody is having a great night. Love and miss you guys..❤️ @wildpat70 @Kyle, @tay.lancaster , @the_akhenaten_ @ozramrod #regretful#goodnight#missed#missyou#seeyousoon
I was 6-7 years old when I was learning how to swim with those gigantic inflatable floaties on my arms, in the shallow end (of course). Every day I kept thinking of how cool it would be to jump from the diving board in the deep end.
I kept telling my mom that one day I would do it but I was too scared to do it alone. She went and asked the lifeguards if we could jump together. I remember that day like it was yesterday, we jumped together holding hands. I never felt so confident, So loved, she went beyond every time and I knew she would always be there for me. She was. She held my hand every day with her support, her love, her kind words and her smile. I still don't know how to do life without you. Today would have been your 60th birthday. I'd still be waiting to see your smile while I read my card to you. Happy birthday mom, I hope you are celebrating with us from Heaven. Take a moment today to just be, be happy, laugh with your fam & friends and hold your peeps' hands when they need you. ❤️#mom#rip#angel#happybirthday#bday#loveyou#missyou#blessing#life#fam#friends