Continuation of my essay from 2016: "You look down at the land, only to find people arguing, fighting, beating and killing each other. You're amidst profane language used by people of all ages; you see garbage and filth scattered everywhere- a spreading destruction diminishing the natural beauty and topographical features of this planet. A destruction more or less like the Bubonic plague. You find no apparent sign of security in any shape or form whatsoever- the ecosystem and biosphere is rapidly collapsing to its downfall- species going extinct one after another. This life Is designed to break everyone's heart in some way or another. However, when we look up to the sky- a sky filled with astonishing sights to look at, we somewhat feel at ease. We become liberated from our miseries and melancholy. We become the sky's. The sky becomes ours." -Samavia. #writing#writers#blogging#bloggers#wordpress#life#deep#quotes#lifequotes#pain#misery#astronomy#sky#night#nightsky#love#world#tragedies#stars#imagery#scenery#aesthetic#like#follow
“they’re so pretty it hurts. im not talking bout boys, im talkin bout girls.”
first week of school is done and holyy shit i wanna die haha! Ate aki gave me the Yurio chain from japan n it’s been going everywhere with me since she gave it lol.
anyway, school’s... fine? i guess. i still wanna shoot my brains out but it’s... tolerable? for now at least. n my thoughts are going there now, like they’re going haywire. i mean i wish I could stop but it’s just how i am, i guess? things have been going to shit recently but hopefully it will liven up. maybe my brain’s doing the thing because of it. oh well :’)))
as soon as I got home yesterday though, I fucking slept for 16 hrs. Literally took a shower n went to bed at 17:30 and woke up at 4 then went back to sleep n woke up at 10! a. big. mood.
sad thing is tho, both my hamsters were found on the ground, dead :’((
that’s bullshit life!
see ya in hell.
+ps if you’re still reading this: hint to my second acc if ya wanna follow me is “kiss”. good luck finding it!
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‘ I wait. I compose myself. My self is a thing I must now compose, as one composes a speech. What I must present is a made thing, not something born…’
#MargaretAtwood ‘s #TheHandmaidsTale is a piece of work that my #mind has been wandering through in for some time. At the back of the #book cover, it says that this book is a dystopian #novel . I find this adjective very ignorant. Even in this era there are millions of #women who suffer worse than the handmaid’s of Margaret Atwood. Perhaphs the narrative tells the #story of some kind of dark ages for women and perhaphs it is a new crooked view for women in western countries but most of the world still lives under diminished conditions for mostly women but also for people .’It must be remembered, that the relatively ‘liberated and affluent women of #Europe and North #America ‘ are only a small minority of women in the world today. Women in many non-Western countries, and especially in the so-called Third World generally live in a state of subjection and #misery . Most of their energy is consumed by a hard and unrelenting struggle for sheer survival .So what they call a #dystopia , is a real life for many women.
Of course,reading the sentences of The Handmaid’s Tale make you #traumatized , thoughts get under your #skin like an itch you can’t scratch. And more to say, you feel the #pain in your heart that all those predictions can come true once and for all. But it is not #imagination . The breathe in and breathe out of the non- equality twists us, bends us like flowers cut from the middle. It leaves us the condition of a crumbled paper with lots of #literature written on it.
Margaret Atwood is a mastermind and a well developed #author who never lets any word written by chance. She always measures my #wisdom in her #books , therefore it is a pleasured challange to read her sentences . Her sense of description is one of the best features in her books. Every person should read The Handmaid’s Tale but not with ignorance, not by thinking that it is a dystopia but with #knowledge of the conditions of women throughout the world. #essay by #şerifegünaydınkaraköse . #instamood#instagood#allbyourselvesblog
Sitting awake at 2:23 am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i feel like i am going to throw up.
through the holes
moths made in my stomach.
we are going to die.
you can either
or fear the day it happens.
no matter what,
it keeps coming.
death is an ocean
death is a desert
death is a city you can't
death is lack of change.
maybe if i try
like a chicken
ill be able to avoid it.
or at the least
stop thinking about it
or anything really
for a while.
probably not. #AdventureTime#misery#heartbreakclub#depression#anxiety#poems#insomnia
ALL THE PEOPLE YOU SEE IN THIS PHOTO HAVE BEEN TO HELL, CAME BACK, AND LIVED TO TELL ABOUT IT. WE DID IT GUYS. SCHOOL IS OVER. NEXT YEAR IS HIGH SCHOOL (CLEVELAND HIGH SCHOOL). HAVE A WONDERFUL SUMMER BREAK, 2K18!!