Also... my friends suck sometimes. Like my best friend is like too mean. Idk if you know what I mean but like you know when you joke around with your friend and say like ,”I hate you” and “you suck.” All that stuff. My friend like idk we say that to each other a lot but like it makes me wonder if she actually means it. Like I know she doesn’t but does she? I wish she would give me signs every now and then letting me know she does care about me. Like she does, but not enough. Idk if you guys understand but I wanted to share.
I can’t express how much Noah almost brings me to tears. Like I’ll look at a picture and start crying. No one understands me. My friends don’t get it. They don’t understand what it’s like to look at a picture and get so genuinely happy that it makes you cry. I wish my friends and I could share the love together. I need to force my friends to watch stranger things. Well... that puts an end to my heartfelt message