Every VA case worker, service officer, psychiatrist and even our families want ONE reason. I've begun to reimmerse into the "why". I cannot give "one" reason. 8 years, 3 tours back to back. There is no "one" reason to "fix or address". Last week I tried to explain but I couldn't, so I used the movie The Never Ending Story as an analogy. The NOTHING is coming, you cannot stop it. Before the NOTHING appears, it's agent, the wolf, makes his call. When you see the wolf you do your best to get away. However, you KNOW, the wolf will catch you. We often refer to the harbinger as the "black dog". The black dog is you. The wolf is you. You soon realize you are an agent of the NOTHING. Others, they try to kill you or get away, yet, they know, that there are other agents of the NOTHING. We (naturally) had to cheapen "their" lives. But,,, then your friends die,,, you soon realize your lives are as cheap as "theirs"... living in fear for YEARS, every sense of your Self is simply, fight or flight and yet we overcame flight very early in training. So for YEARS we were "functioning" in fight mode. Then, we are told "thank you for your service", we are sent away from the closest thing to a tribe we've had, a tribe built on sacrifice, honor and killing. Now we are told to adjust back into this world of cheap things, no sense of tribe, no mission. It's go to work, pay your taxes, buy things and support the NOTHING.
And,,, we are the crazy ones.
This time, the wolves have no master. This time the black dog wears no collar. As Fenris, we are. - Warbuddha .
The traditional wooden boat has 2 engine and 2 shaft of propeller.
This mooring boat has 2 engine at their traditional wooden boat, that's brilliant things. Imagine in traditional wooden boat you got trouble at the night scare on your voyage.
How you can fix it? At the night in the tradisional wooden boat?
#engine#risk#marine#surveyor &adjuster #safety
Lovin’ life. Got some crazy sh%t coming soon. I know I keep saying it but just do you. Drown out the BS sh%t that people use to bring you down. One thing I hate the most is when someone is “indirectly” trying to bring you down. You know they do it to try to get under your skin that it somehow makes it even worse than the face value of it. Climb over that pile of BS someone is throwing your way and move on. Whether it’s a relationship, social media, business... whatever. Just do you and life will start to mean something. Taste the fruit of competition with yourself and you’ll be amazed how far you can go. If you let petty bullsh%t bother you... you don’t deserve to be the best. Keep up the great work. Again, do it for you. 💪❤️🔥