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Need to make more time to create. Here’s one from a couple of weeks ago. Looking at introducing mania into my work, in contrast to the ‘low’ mood I’ve studied previously. (Can you tell I’m an Arnulf Rainer fan 🙄)
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#artsy #artstudent #artist #mixedmedia #self #seldportrait #oilpastels #doubleexposure #multipleexposure #layering #layers #mania #manic #manicart
Ever feel all alone in the vast ocean of life? Barely floating by, trying to stay calm and not drown 🌊
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#art #myart #digitalart #digitalillustration #doodlesofinstagram #doodle #doodles #illustration #h2ojustaddwater #water #float #ocean #alone #lonely #calm #manic #sad #depressed #drown #sadboy #life
Mania is sleeping 2 hours, then waking up feeling like the love child of Allen Ginsberg and Cinderella. May all your challenges result in something new and beautiful! If you’re looking for a place to create and talk and think, contact me for an appointment! ———————————————————————#HappyTree
DM FOR BOOKING
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#LifeCoach #JerseyCity #FearNothing #Life #NotforNaught #TravelTherapy
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#jcmakeityours #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #NoStigma #EndtheStigma  #Inspire #Motivate  #NeverGiveUp #writersofinstagram #Counseling #Therapy #Wellness  #manic #mentalhealthblogger #manic #youarenotalone #bipolar #poetsofinstagram #motivation #inspiration #insomnia #poetry
Mania is sleeping 2 hours, then waking up feeling like the love child of Allen Ginsberg and Cinderella. May all your challenges result in something new and beautiful! If you’re looking for a place to create and talk and think, contact me for an appointment! ———————————————————————#HappyTree  DM FOR BOOKING ————— #LifeCoach  #JerseyCity  #FearNothing  #Life  #NotforNaught  #TravelTherapy  —— — #jcmakeityours  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthmatters  #NoStigma  #EndtheStigma  #Inspire  #Motivate  #NeverGiveUp  #writersofinstagram  #Counseling  #Therapy  #Wellness  #manic  #mentalhealthblogger  #manic  #youarenotalone  #bipolar  #poetsofinstagram  #motivation  #inspiration  #insomnia  #poetry 
→ GALLAVICH FANART : To keep the boy safe
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Credits to the amazing artist @/llstarcasterll on Tumblr ♡
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#ian #iangallagher #gallagher #gallavich #gallavichisendgame #bipolar #manic #manicepisode #bipolardisorder #sick #mentalhealth #mentalillness  #video #yellow #hospital #aesthetic #edit #picture #lost #found #bringmickeyback #cam #cameronmonaghan #monaghan #cameron #noel #noelfisher #shameless #shamelessus #showtime
Mickeys face explains my day.... #manic #mum #firsttimemum #mumlife #hotchocolate #tired #son #ww #wwuk #weightwatchers #newborn
😂😂😂😂😂
Whomp whomp
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🐼 Manic Gaming 🐼
🐼 Be good or be good at 🐼
🐼 Happy Gaming 🐼 *****************************************************************
🦋 Tinkerbells' Garden 🦋
@iwannabeadragon 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Tinkerbell
@lozadarick🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Yoda
@trizzle_plays 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka BEARD
@lyunala 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka GOD
@navy1851gamer 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka Master Chief
@therockmfjones🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Mr. POTG
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🎮 For Custom Logos 🎮 🎨 @trajedi1122 🎨
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🎮  Awesome Gaming partners 🎮
@aug_gaming
@skttlzbabii
@litess
@gaminginpajamas
@evol_killer
@skillz_galore732

#manicgaming #twitchtv #twitchstreamer #videogames #xbox #ps4 #gaminggirl #games #gamer #manicmonies #giveaway #blackgirlgamers #manictee #rigged #winning #haters #ninetendo #babeswhogame #videogaming #gaming #consoles #consolegaming #livestreaming #twitchstreaming #love #lovevideogames #manic #funny
😂😂😂😂😂 Whomp whomp ***************************************************************** 🐼 Manic Gaming 🐼 🐼 Be good or be good at 🐼 🐼 Happy Gaming 🐼 ***************************************************************** 🦋 Tinkerbells' Garden 🦋 @iwannabeadragon 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Tinkerbell @lozadarick🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Yoda @trizzle_plays 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka BEARD @lyunala 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka GOD @navy1851gamer 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka Master Chief @therockmfjones🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Mr. POTG ....................................................................................................... 🎮 For Custom Logos 🎮 🎨 @trajedi1122 🎨 ················································································· 🎮  Awesome Gaming partners 🎮 @aug_gaming @skttlzbabii @litess @gaminginpajamas @evol_killer @skillz_galore732 #manicgaming  #twitchtv  #twitchstreamer  #videogames  #xbox  #ps4  #gaminggirl  #games  #gamer  #manicmonies  #giveaway  #blackgirlgamers  #manictee  #rigged  #winning  #haters  #ninetendo  #babeswhogame  #videogaming  #gaming  #consoles  #consolegaming  #livestreaming  #twitchstreaming  #love  #lovevideogames  #manic  #funny 
😂😂😂 we've all been there.
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🐼 Manic Gaming 🐼
🐼 Be good or be good at 🐼
🐼 Happy Gaming 🐼 *****************************************************************
🦋 Tinkerbells' Garden 🦋
@iwannabeadragon 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Tinkerbell
@lozadarick🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Yoda
@trizzle_plays 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka BEARD
@lyunala 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka GOD
@navy1851gamer 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka Master Chief
@therockmfjones🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Mr. POTG
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🎮 For Custom Logos 🎮 🎨 @trajedi1122 🎨
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🎮  Awesome Gaming partners 🎮
@aug_gaming
@skttlzbabii
@litess
@gaminginpajamas
@evol_killer
@skillz_galore732

#manicgaming #twitchtv #twitchstreamer #videogames #xbox #ps4 #gaminggirl #games #gamer #manicmonies #giveaway #blackgirlgamers #manictee #rigged #winning #haters #ninetendo #babeswhogame #videogaming #gaming #consoles #consolegaming #livestreaming #twitchstreaming #love #lovevideogames #manic #funny
😂😂😂 we've all been there. ***************************************************************** 🐼 Manic Gaming 🐼 🐼 Be good or be good at 🐼 🐼 Happy Gaming 🐼 ***************************************************************** 🦋 Tinkerbells' Garden 🦋 @iwannabeadragon 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Tinkerbell @lozadarick🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Yoda @trizzle_plays 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka BEARD @lyunala 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka GOD @navy1851gamer 🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️aka Master Chief @therockmfjones🔹️🔹️🔹️🔹️ aka Mr. POTG ....................................................................................................... 🎮 For Custom Logos 🎮 🎨 @trajedi1122 🎨 ················································································· 🎮  Awesome Gaming partners 🎮 @aug_gaming @skttlzbabii @litess @gaminginpajamas @evol_killer @skillz_galore732 #manicgaming  #twitchtv  #twitchstreamer  #videogames  #xbox  #ps4  #gaminggirl  #games  #gamer  #manicmonies  #giveaway  #blackgirlgamers  #manictee  #rigged  #winning  #haters  #ninetendo  #babeswhogame  #videogaming  #gaming  #consoles  #consolegaming  #livestreaming  #twitchstreaming  #love  #lovevideogames  #manic  #funny 
I would like to advise I’m not suicidal, but the rest of this resonated with me a lot #manic #crazy #sad #sadness #feelings #twosides #challenges
For I truly don't know how many times , she has saved my life. I don't feel right when she has gone away. My love for the ocean runs deep within me. 📷 @visualsanity
#mobilephotography #photography #landscapephotography #travelphotography #neverstopexploring #scenery #photooftheday #picoftheday #pic #pics #epic #pixelart #pixel2  #pixel2photography #iphonephotography #iphone #sun #sunrise  #plasticfree #ocean #sea #cornwall #devon #northdevon #bipolar #bipolardisorder #manicdepression #depression #manic #bipolar2
For I truly don't know how many times , she has saved my life. I don't feel right when she has gone away. My love for the ocean runs deep within me. 📷 @visualsanity #mobilephotography  #photography  #landscapephotography  #travelphotography  #neverstopexploring  #scenery  #photooftheday  #picoftheday  #pic  #pics  #epic  #pixelart  #pixel2  #pixel2photography  #iphonephotography  #iphone  #sun  #sunrise  #plasticfree  #ocean  #sea  #cornwall  #devon  #northdevon  #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #manicdepression  #depression  #manic  #bipolar2 
@honeymilkandsand This is the first set out of this project, "Manic Red." I want to give Morgan a special thanks for helping me get started and helping me find a few more people to participate in this project at the very beginning. She is someone I was comfortable with on the standards of model - photographer relationships, so I could get this feel of how this should work and how everything washes out in the end. It was a joy to start this with someone I work well with and trust. 
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This is a project that I have been working on for about 8 months now. It’s called, “Under the Surface of Flowers.” It is my pride and joy as an artist. I have asked all of my models to think about their life as a whole - the journey they are on, how they perceive themselves and how they think the world perceives them. They put it into words and we wrote them all over their body. Then, we did a mono-color shoot based on it.

This project has been and is so important to me. It shows that we are all on different paths with different problems and different celebrations in our life. We are all experiencing life, love, heartache, self consciousness, glory, joy, short comings, and so many other things. It gave me perspective of everyone who has participated, and perspective to grow as a person and an artist. I am so proud of everyone who took the time to really look in to themselves and put it on paper. I can not stress enough just how difficult a task it is. Look at yourself, and think about who you are as a person. Who you want to be, who you could be, who you will be, and think about the words that define you. It’s not easy. We look to the past and yearn for the future.  #Manic #red #enotinal #afraid #pride #ptsd #past #flowers #5dmarkiv #Leaves #pansexual #demisexual #athiest #24mm #annonomous #ColoradoPhotographer #colorado #Coloradophotograph
@honeymilkandsand This is the first set out of this project, "Manic Red." I want to give Morgan a special thanks for helping me get started and helping me find a few more people to participate in this project at the very beginning. She is someone I was comfortable with on the standards of model - photographer relationships, so I could get this feel of how this should work and how everything washes out in the end. It was a joy to start this with someone I work well with and trust. __________________________________ This is a project that I have been working on for about 8 months now. It’s called, “Under the Surface of Flowers.” It is my pride and joy as an artist. I have asked all of my models to think about their life as a whole - the journey they are on, how they perceive themselves and how they think the world perceives them. They put it into words and we wrote them all over their body. Then, we did a mono-color shoot based on it. This project has been and is so important to me. It shows that we are all on different paths with different problems and different celebrations in our life. We are all experiencing life, love, heartache, self consciousness, glory, joy, short comings, and so many other things. It gave me perspective of everyone who has participated, and perspective to grow as a person and an artist. I am so proud of everyone who took the time to really look in to themselves and put it on paper. I can not stress enough just how difficult a task it is. Look at yourself, and think about who you are as a person. Who you want to be, who you could be, who you will be, and think about the words that define you. It’s not easy. We look to the past and yearn for the future. #Manic  #red  #enotinal  #afraid  #pride  #ptsd  #past  #flowers  #5dmarkiv  #Leaves  #pansexual  #demisexual  #athiest  #24mm  #annonomous  #ColoradoPhotographer  #colorado  #Coloradophotograph 
@honeymilkandsand This is the first set out of this project, "Manic Red." I want to give Morgan a special thanks for helping me get started and helping me find a few more people to participate in this project at the very beginning. She is someone I was comfortable with on the standards of model - photographer relationships, so I could get this feel of how this should work and how everything washes out in the end. It was a joy to start this with someone I work well with and trust. 
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This is a project that I have been working on for about 8 months now. It’s called, “Under the Surface of Flowers.” It is my pride and joy as an artist. I have asked all of my models to think about their life as a whole - the journey they are on, how they perceive themselves and how they think the world perceives them. They put it into words and we wrote them all over their body. Then, we did a mono-color shoot based on it.

This project has been and is so important to me. It shows that we are all on different paths with different problems and different celebrations in our life. We are all experiencing life, love, heartache, self consciousness, glory, joy, short comings, and so many other things. It gave me perspective of everyone who has participated, and perspective to grow as a person and an artist. I am so proud of everyone who took the time to really look in to themselves and put it on paper. I can not stress enough just how difficult a task it is. Look at yourself, and think about who you are as a person. Who you want to be, who you could be, who you will be, and think about the words that define you. It’s not easy. We look to the past and yearn for the future.  #Manic #red #enotinal #afraid #pride #ptsd #past #flowers #5dmarkiv #Leaves #pansexual #demisexual #athiest #24mm #annonomous #ColoradoPhotographer #colorado #Coloradophotograph
@honeymilkandsand This is the first set out of this project, "Manic Red." I want to give Morgan a special thanks for helping me get started and helping me find a few more people to participate in this project at the very beginning. She is someone I was comfortable with on the standards of model - photographer relationships, so I could get this feel of how this should work and how everything washes out in the end. It was a joy to start this with someone I work well with and trust. __________________________________ This is a project that I have been working on for about 8 months now. It’s called, “Under the Surface of Flowers.” It is my pride and joy as an artist. I have asked all of my models to think about their life as a whole - the journey they are on, how they perceive themselves and how they think the world perceives them. They put it into words and we wrote them all over their body. Then, we did a mono-color shoot based on it. This project has been and is so important to me. It shows that we are all on different paths with different problems and different celebrations in our life. We are all experiencing life, love, heartache, self consciousness, glory, joy, short comings, and so many other things. It gave me perspective of everyone who has participated, and perspective to grow as a person and an artist. I am so proud of everyone who took the time to really look in to themselves and put it on paper. I can not stress enough just how difficult a task it is. Look at yourself, and think about who you are as a person. Who you want to be, who you could be, who you will be, and think about the words that define you. It’s not easy. We look to the past and yearn for the future. #Manic  #red  #enotinal  #afraid  #pride  #ptsd  #past  #flowers  #5dmarkiv  #Leaves  #pansexual  #demisexual  #athiest  #24mm  #annonomous  #ColoradoPhotographer  #colorado  #Coloradophotograph 
@honeymilkandsand This is the first set out of this project, "Manic Red." I want to give Morgan a special thanks for helping me get started and helping me find a few more people to participate in this project at the very beginning. She is someone I was comfortable with on the standards of model - photographer relationships, so I could get this feel of how this should work and how everything washes out in the end. It was a joy to start this with someone I work well with and trust. 
__________________________________

This is a project that I have been working on for about 8 months now. It’s called, “Under the Surface of Flowers.” It is my pride and joy as an artist. I have asked all of my models to think about their life as a whole - the journey they are on, how they perceive themselves and how they think the world perceives them. They put it into words and we wrote them all over their body. Then, we did a mono-color shoot based on it.

This project has been and is so important to me. It shows that we are all on different paths with different problems and different celebrations in our life. We are all experiencing life, love, heartache, self consciousness, glory, joy, short comings, and so many other things. It gave me perspective of everyone who has participated, and perspective to grow as a person and an artist. I am so proud of everyone who took the time to really look in to themselves and put it on paper. I can not stress enough just how difficult a task it is. Look at yourself, and think about who you are as a person. Who you want to be, who you could be, who you will be, and think about the words that define you. It’s not easy. We look to the past and yearn for the future.  #Manic #red #enotinal #afraid #pride #ptsd #past #flowers #5dmarkiv #Leaves #pansexual #demisexual #athiest #24mm #annonomous #ColoradoPhotographer #colorado #Coloradophotograph
@honeymilkandsand This is the first set out of this project, "Manic Red." I want to give Morgan a special thanks for helping me get started and helping me find a few more people to participate in this project at the very beginning. She is someone I was comfortable with on the standards of model - photographer relationships, so I could get this feel of how this should work and how everything washes out in the end. It was a joy to start this with someone I work well with and trust. __________________________________ This is a project that I have been working on for about 8 months now. It’s called, “Under the Surface of Flowers.” It is my pride and joy as an artist. I have asked all of my models to think about their life as a whole - the journey they are on, how they perceive themselves and how they think the world perceives them. They put it into words and we wrote them all over their body. Then, we did a mono-color shoot based on it. This project has been and is so important to me. It shows that we are all on different paths with different problems and different celebrations in our life. We are all experiencing life, love, heartache, self consciousness, glory, joy, short comings, and so many other things. It gave me perspective of everyone who has participated, and perspective to grow as a person and an artist. I am so proud of everyone who took the time to really look in to themselves and put it on paper. I can not stress enough just how difficult a task it is. Look at yourself, and think about who you are as a person. Who you want to be, who you could be, who you will be, and think about the words that define you. It’s not easy. We look to the past and yearn for the future. #Manic  #red  #enotinal  #afraid  #pride  #ptsd  #past  #flowers  #5dmarkiv  #Leaves  #pansexual  #demisexual  #athiest  #24mm  #annonomous  #ColoradoPhotographer  #colorado  #Coloradophotograph 
Kill the tyres...
Driver @felixlintang
Manic STG2 435i FBO
#donut #drift #manicmotorsport #manic #killtyres #donutdrift #tyresmoke #driver #drivingskill
I completely get this. I've always felt that for the age of 30. I don't know why I feel like this. I'm not saying I'm necessarily going to die. But I just can't envision life after that. This even applies for the way I do things. I try to travel as much as I can, learn as many things as possible, etc that by the time I reach that age, I've done what I wanted to. I've even decided not to marry anyone. Some of the Reasons being that I don't want my kids to possibly have bipolar disorder but also the fact that I have this feeling about 30. . . 
If I get older than that, good.. But if not, okay. . . #Repost from @bpd_beautiful with @regram.app ... . . 
#mentalillness #mentalhealthblogger #mentalhealthjourney #mentalillnessmemes #mentalhealth #proud #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #bipolarmemes #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolarsurvivor #bipolarawareness #bipolarquotes #suicidesurvivor #bipolar1 #bipolar2 #manic #depressed #hypomanic #yourenotalone #endthestigma #inthistogether #mentalhealth #loveyourself #youaregoodenough
I completely get this. I've always felt that for the age of 30. I don't know why I feel like this. I'm not saying I'm necessarily going to die. But I just can't envision life after that. This even applies for the way I do things. I try to travel as much as I can, learn as many things as possible, etc that by the time I reach that age, I've done what I wanted to. I've even decided not to marry anyone. Some of the Reasons being that I don't want my kids to possibly have bipolar disorder but also the fact that I have this feeling about 30. . . If I get older than that, good.. But if not, okay. . . #Repost  from @bpd_beautiful with @regram.app ... . . #mentalillness  #mentalhealthblogger  #mentalhealthjourney  #mentalillnessmemes  #mentalhealth  #proud  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealthmatters  #bipolarmemes  #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #bipolarsurvivor  #bipolarawareness  #bipolarquotes  #suicidesurvivor  #bipolar1  #bipolar2  #manic  #depressed  #hypomanic  #yourenotalone  #endthestigma  #inthistogether  #mentalhealth  #loveyourself  #youaregoodenough 
先週末の余韻其の③…年内最後のMANIC、当然レジデントの田中知之さん(FPM、doddodo)にも当然サインを頂きました。2年前の地元・和歌山に来和時から毎回手を変え品を変えレコードを持参するのですがその度に「もちろんッ!!」と色々なお話をしながらサインをして下さいます。回を重ねる毎にスゴいDJ、なかなか関西では見れない方をゲストに呼んでくれるので次回も楽しみで仕方ないですww
#MANIC 
#ALZAR 
#田中知之
#FANTASTICPLASTICMACHINE 
#doddodo
#VYNIL 
#12インチ 
#AVEX
#LAPPAREILPHOTO
#2006年リリース
#リアルタイムで購入
先週末の余韻其の③…年内最後のMANIC、当然レジデントの田中知之さん(FPM、doddodo)にも当然サインを頂きました。2年前の地元・和歌山に来和時から毎回手を変え品を変えレコードを持参するのですがその度に「もちろんッ!!」と色々なお話をしながらサインをして下さいます。回を重ねる毎にスゴいDJ、なかなか関西では見れない方をゲストに呼んでくれるので次回も楽しみで仕方ないですww #MANIC  #ALZAR  #田中知之  #FANTASTICPLASTICMACHINE  #doddodo  #VYNIL  #12インチ  #AVEX  #LAPPAREILPHOTO  #2006年リリース  #リアルタイムで購入 
The dark days before Christmas, when half the population is stressed out or down AF… Time to celebrate anxiety and depression. Friday 21 December = DIP FEST! A brand new multidisciplinary festival about mental problems, that doesn’t take life too seriously. 
There is a light at the end of the tunnel and it’s not a train: I’m teaming up with @djstpaul once again for an emotional rollercoaster, going from euphoria to the depths of hell, playing stuff from different eras and mixing different styles of music. It will be a back 2 back dj-set that will give you goose bumps, bring you to tears or will free you from your troubles and makes you dance the night away. Free hugs for all who stand in a dark corner @melkwegamsterdam and wish they could vanish from this planet. 
This is a very special one, folks! And yes: it will be huge fun too. Link in bio. 
#dipfest #djlife #back2back #djset #anxiety #depression #euphoria #manic #emoparty #celebratedepression #celebratelife #darkdaysbeforexmas
The dark days before Christmas, when half the population is stressed out or down AF… Time to celebrate anxiety and depression. Friday 21 December = DIP FEST! A brand new multidisciplinary festival about mental problems, that doesn’t take life too seriously. There is a light at the end of the tunnel and it’s not a train: I’m teaming up with @djstpaul once again for an emotional rollercoaster, going from euphoria to the depths of hell, playing stuff from different eras and mixing different styles of music. It will be a back 2 back dj-set that will give you goose bumps, bring you to tears or will free you from your troubles and makes you dance the night away. Free hugs for all who stand in a dark corner @melkwegamsterdam and wish they could vanish from this planet. This is a very special one, folks! And yes: it will be huge fun too. Link in bio. #dipfest  #djlife  #back2back  #djset  #anxiety  #depression  #euphoria  #manic  #emoparty  #celebratedepression  #celebratelife  #darkdaysbeforexmas 
先週末の余韻其の②…MONDO GROSSOの大沢伸一さんにも94年リリースの1枚にサインして頂きました。毎回違うレコードを持って行ってサインして貰ってますが快く応じて頂いた上に今回は写真も一緒に撮って下さいました。ミキサーを駆使したプレイは目の前で見てても何がどうなってこんな音が出てるのか全く理解不能なレベルで特に縦フェーダーの手捌きは鳥肌モノでしたww 
#MANIC 
#ALZAR 
#大沢伸一
#MONDOGROSSO 
#VYNIL 
#レコード
#FORLIFERECORDS
#1994年リリース
#リアルタイムで購入
先週末の余韻其の②…MONDO GROSSOの大沢伸一さんにも94年リリースの1枚にサインして頂きました。毎回違うレコードを持って行ってサインして貰ってますが快く応じて頂いた上に今回は写真も一緒に撮って下さいました。ミキサーを駆使したプレイは目の前で見てても何がどうなってこんな音が出てるのか全く理解不能なレベルで特に縦フェーダーの手捌きは鳥肌モノでしたww #MANIC  #ALZAR  #大沢伸一  #MONDOGROSSO  #VYNIL  #レコード  #FORLIFERECORDS  #1994年リリース  #リアルタイムで購入 
TOTALLY MANICALLY CLEANED MY ROOM, AND SHOWERED, CRIED ANNNND FORGOT HOW TO SOCIALIZE 
HAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#MANIC #MANIA #SOBER #MENTALHEALTH #STRETCHEDLOBES #PIERCINGS #dreads  #scribbingmantis #ascetichound #self #reflecting #mentalillness #venting #poc #realtalk
先週末の余韻其の①…ALZARのイベント「MANIC」でのゲストDJに出演した川辺ヒロシさん(TOKYO NO.1 SOUL SET、DISCO MAKAPUU)のMIX TAPEにサインして頂きました。イベント終了後に声を掛けましたが「RISE」は2001年、「SURRRRROUND」は2003年のリリースでインデックスを確認されたり付録のステッカーをチェックして当時を懐かしんでおられました。SOUL SETでのライブやフェスで来阪する事はありますがDJとしてはなかなかないので貴重な時間でしたww 
#MANIC 
#ALZAR 
#川辺ヒロシ
#TOKYONO1SOULSET 
#DISCOMAKAPUU
#RISE 
#2001年リリース
#SURRRRROUND
#2003年リリース
#MIXTAPE
#CASETTETAPE
#SKYLARKINRECORDS
#リアルタイムで購入
先週末の余韻其の①…ALZARのイベント「MANIC」でのゲストDJに出演した川辺ヒロシさん(TOKYO NO.1 SOUL SET、DISCO MAKAPUU)のMIX TAPEにサインして頂きました。イベント終了後に声を掛けましたが「RISE」は2001年、「SURRRRROUND」は2003年のリリースでインデックスを確認されたり付録のステッカーをチェックして当時を懐かしんでおられました。SOUL SETでのライブやフェスで来阪する事はありますがDJとしてはなかなかないので貴重な時間でしたww #MANIC  #ALZAR  #川辺ヒロシ  #TOKYONO1SOULSET  #DISCOMAKAPUU  #RISE  #2001年リリース  #SURRRRROUND  #2003年リリース  #MIXTAPE  #CASETTETAPE  #SKYLARKINRECORDS  #リアルタイムで購入 
I remember drawing this in hospital, it’s one of the heavy chairs that you shouldn’t be able to lift. They can be lifted, they can be thrown. Directly at the nurses station. I’ve seen it happen. I’m looking through my old note books and diary’s. I made so many notes, wrote so many things. I don’t know how I can make them into something logical. I’m going to try because it’s important. People need to know what it’s like to be institutionalised. To know how quickly it can change you mind and outlook. How it has so many positives but so many negatives too. I wish more people understood mental health and what it actually feels like to battle your own brain to have drugs constantly in your system to keep you to what appears to be a “normal” person. #whatisnormal #itsoknottobeok #bipolardisorderawareness #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthblogger #mydrawing #hospitaldrawing #thethingsiveseen #manic #mania #depression #ocd #mentalhospital #whatisnormal #mydrawing #mywords #followme
I remember drawing this in hospital, it’s one of the heavy chairs that you shouldn’t be able to lift. They can be lifted, they can be thrown. Directly at the nurses station. I’ve seen it happen. I’m looking through my old note books and diary’s. I made so many notes, wrote so many things. I don’t know how I can make them into something logical. I’m going to try because it’s important. People need to know what it’s like to be institutionalised. To know how quickly it can change you mind and outlook. How it has so many positives but so many negatives too. I wish more people understood mental health and what it actually feels like to battle your own brain to have drugs constantly in your system to keep you to what appears to be a “normal” person. #whatisnormal  #itsoknottobeok  #bipolardisorderawareness  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealthblogger  #mydrawing  #hospitaldrawing  #thethingsiveseen  #manic  #mania  #depression  #ocd  #mentalhospital  #whatisnormal  #mydrawing  #mywords  #followme 
MANIC live on air now !
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<<< ЛИСТАЕМ КАРУСЕЛЬКУ>>>
И ставим ❤️ за старания моих учениц!
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Это работа с курса повышения квалификации моего нового мастера Лены)

Те, кто давно с нами, знают, что у меня уже есть одна Лена))) поэтому, чтобы различать работы девчонок, новую Лену будем обозначать «Лена Л.».
Не теряемся и не путаемся💕
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🖤MANIC studio
☎️8-904-682-8438
🏡г. Липецк, ул. Неделина, 59.
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#manic #manic_lip #manic_team #manic_nails #manic_Ксеня
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#маникюр #маникюрлипецк #гельлак #гельлаклипецк #ногтилипецк #обучениеманикюр
<<< ЛИСТАЕМ КАРУСЕЛЬКУ>>> И ставим ❤️ за старания моих учениц! ~~~ Это работа с курса повышения квалификации моего нового мастера Лены) Те, кто давно с нами, знают, что у меня уже есть одна Лена))) поэтому, чтобы различать работы девчонок, новую Лену будем обозначать «Лена Л.». Не теряемся и не путаемся💕 ~~~ 🖤MANIC studio ☎️8-904-682-8438 🏡г. Липецк, ул. Неделина, 59. ~~~ #manic  #manic_lip  #manic_team  #manic_nails  #manic_Ксеня  ~~~ #маникюр  #маникюрлипецк  #гельлак  #гельлаклипецк  #ногтилипецк  #обучениеманикюр 
Had a small manic moment tonight and trimmed my own hair. You can’t tell and I’ve also been cutting my own hair for so long but it still felt wild. Ever just need to do something wild in the moment instead of waiting for the appointment you set up for yourself in a week?
My Pisces sun and moon were raging I guess.
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#witch #witchesofinstagram #witchy #witchythings #witchyvibes ##haircut #selfhaircut #witchcraft #pisces #manic #mania #mood #wildmoment
it's been three days
i haven't slept
still wide awake
my brain has lept
from thought to thought
it's all too fast
no way to sort
the noise amassed 
the world is slow
time is lost
my brain says go
but at what cost
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#mania #manic #ticktock #fast #toofast #fastthoughts #noise #thoughts #hypomania #hypomanic #bipolar #bipolarart #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthart #sleepless #art #anxiety #clock #time #poetry
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⚡️The CEO Show⚡️ @theceoshow_ • • • Throwback Thursday!!! Hosted by @the_ceo_official 😉 . . Going live at 12am PST spreaker.com/show/theceoshow . . . Powered by CEO Radio 🖤 . . . @onemorejude ⌛ . . . @shade45 @alloutshow @siriusxm @itunes @tunein @spreaker_ @MTV @eminem @nothiding.yru @smokegang_eroc @coko_chanell @devotedtool @_sup3rnova_ @riumore @teehop.co.uk . . . #theceoshow  #ceoradio  #poweredbyceoradio  #ceoofthewestcoast  #ceo  #manic  #teacup  #podcast  #genres  #music  #tunein  #spreaker  #itunes  #podcasts  #hiphop  #podcastcommunity  #podcastseries  #podcastinglife  #listen  #live  #podcastshow  #hiphopmusic  #hiphopnews  #pop  #hiphopaintdead  #hiphopculture  #aussiehiphop 
🔹I aspire to live my life like Christ's //
But right now I'm living through a crisis //
Lost control and lost my soul to vices //
A stream of conscious streaming through devices //
Fuck I look like taking your advice bitch //
Drop a single, double up my prices //🔹(Sean Leon - Vintage) 📸 by: @colinmontana #jahresrückblick #2018 #fotoshooting #manic #dj #youngshooter #medusarecords #saarbrücken #saarland #blessed #goodmorning #love #hiphop #trap #edm #music #fashion #smokingweed #food #art #tattoos #medusa #family #sarresidestudios #followme #like4like #picoftheday #photopftheday #tbt
🔹I aspire to live my life like Christ's // But right now I'm living through a crisis // Lost control and lost my soul to vices // A stream of conscious streaming through devices // Fuck I look like taking your advice bitch // Drop a single, double up my prices //🔹(Sean Leon - Vintage) 📸 by: @colinmontana #jahresrückblick  #2018  #fotoshooting  #manic  #dj  #youngshooter  #medusarecords  #saarbrücken  #saarland  #blessed  #goodmorning  #love  #hiphop  #trap  #edm  #music  #fashion  #smokingweed  #food  #art  #tattoos  #medusa  #family  #sarresidestudios  #followme  #like4like  #picoftheday  #photopftheday  #tbt 
To-do-Liste für 2019: Neues Fotoshooting 📸 Einige Ideen schwirren bereits in meinem Kopf rum. Startet gut ins Wochenende! Hab‘ später noch eine Videoempfehlung für euch 🎬 Die besten Momente des Jahres droppen jetzt auch täglich - Merci an jeden, der mit am Start war! 📸 by: @colinmontana #jahresrückblick #2018 #fotoshooting #manic #dj #youngshooter #medusarecords #saarbrücken #saarland #blessed #goodmorning #love #hiphop #trap #edm #music #fashion #smokingweed #food #art #tattoos #medusa #family #sarresidestudios #followme #like4like #picoftheday #photooftheday #tbt
To-do-Liste für 2019: Neues Fotoshooting 📸 Einige Ideen schwirren bereits in meinem Kopf rum. Startet gut ins Wochenende! Hab‘ später noch eine Videoempfehlung für euch 🎬 Die besten Momente des Jahres droppen jetzt auch täglich - Merci an jeden, der mit am Start war! 📸 by: @colinmontana #jahresrückblick  #2018  #fotoshooting  #manic  #dj  #youngshooter  #medusarecords  #saarbrücken  #saarland  #blessed  #goodmorning  #love  #hiphop  #trap  #edm  #music  #fashion  #smokingweed  #food  #art  #tattoos  #medusa  #family  #sarresidestudios  #followme  #like4like  #picoftheday  #photooftheday  #tbt 
#wip for #dragonheist. It's supposed to be #xanathar. It's been good #practice for when I make their manor later. Random spurt of creative energy in my #manic mind. Hope they like it. 
#dungeonmaster #dungeonsanddragons #highaf #cardboard #craft #dnd5e #wotc #waterdeep
@Regran_ed from @dallymariie -  #Manic #Neon #Pink #Artistic 😍😍 - #regrann
What have I done : A manic novel, by me

#manic #bpd #alternative #gothgf #pastel #oop
Orange 🎈
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#orange #oranges #mood #currentmood #moodcalendar #colorpsychology #energy #manic #moody #anxiety #manic #orangeaesthetic
NO RHYME OR REASON. As much as I talked about sitting with emotions and being okay with it in the previous post...sitting with bipolar depression sucks ass. There’s no rhyme or reason for it. There’s no explanation, it just happens. It’s not suppressed and stuffed down anger that turns to depression. It’s not grief that’s unresolved. It’s just there deciding to pull the lead blanket over my body at any moment it decides it likes. It’s not just a feeling of pervasive sadness and apathy, it manifests physical. My whole body aches. Moving is uncomfortable. It’s molasses in my veins and 20 pound weighs on my ankles and wrists making moving slow, sluggish, an impossible challenge. It’s just waiting. Waiting until normalcy or a manic episode decides it’s their turn. All I can do is either sit or fight my darnedest against the suffocating weight. I can either sit in my self pity or try every tool in my toolbox that has worked in the past to try to pull myself out; however, with each attempt and tool used that doesn’t work brings me closer to hopelessness. Right now I’m on about tool #7...wish me luck.
NO RHYME OR REASON. As much as I talked about sitting with emotions and being okay with it in the previous post...sitting with bipolar depression sucks ass. There’s no rhyme or reason for it. There’s no explanation, it just happens. It’s not suppressed and stuffed down anger that turns to depression. It’s not grief that’s unresolved. It’s just there deciding to pull the lead blanket over my body at any moment it decides it likes. It’s not just a feeling of pervasive sadness and apathy, it manifests physical. My whole body aches. Moving is uncomfortable. It’s molasses in my veins and 20 pound weighs on my ankles and wrists making moving slow, sluggish, an impossible challenge. It’s just waiting. Waiting until normalcy or a manic episode decides it’s their turn. All I can do is either sit or fight my darnedest against the suffocating weight. I can either sit in my self pity or try every tool in my toolbox that has worked in the past to try to pull myself out; however, with each attempt and tool used that doesn’t work brings me closer to hopelessness. Right now I’m on about tool #7 ...wish me luck.
g.o.d. prayer,
two parts

image source: Kali Devi, R.B. Godfrey

#deathgoddess #goddessofdestruction #ritual #renewal #initiation #mysteries #rebirth #kali #isis #mania #hecate #mora #morta #poetry #poet #writer #witch #intentions #manic #sibyl
Not going to lie... I'm only just about functioning... was this time of year always this manic? No time to write anything new today so settling for this #tbt poem from last year (and not sure it counts as a #throwbackthursday If it's ten to midnight??? Swipe to read! #poetrycommunity #poetry #poem #seasonal #funfunfun #tisthesrasontobemanic #parenting #parentingmemes #parentingpoetry #parentingproblems #christmas #christmad #writer #writersofig #instapoet #instapoetry #lifewithkids #motherhoodunplugged #mum #mother #toddlerlife #inlaws #family #threenager #manic #ordinarypeople #creative #creativepeople
Not going to lie... I'm only just about functioning... was this time of year always this manic? No time to write anything new today so settling for this #tbt  poem from last year (and not sure it counts as a #throwbackthursday  If it's ten to midnight??? Swipe to read! #poetrycommunity  #poetry  #poem  #seasonal  #funfunfun  #tisthesrasontobemanic  #parenting  #parentingmemes  #parentingpoetry  #parentingproblems  #christmas  #christmad  #writer  #writersofig  #instapoet  #instapoetry  #lifewithkids  #motherhoodunplugged  #mum  #mother  #toddlerlife  #inlaws  #family  #threenager  #manic  #ordinarypeople  #creative  #creativepeople 
i met a guy and he's so so sweet to me. he's called me twice and even slept on the phone with me. i hope he realizes i'm a piece of shit and i don't deserve him (( #sociopath #psycho #psychopath #empathy #crazy #mentalhealth #loner #reject #lilpeep #psychiatry #dead #blood #gore #noemotions #help #depression #anxiety #edgy #alcohol #sad #manic #depressed #modernbaseball #hotelbooks #selfharm #rant #vent #angst #angry #joji )
Quick reminder that my dog is possessed. #haylo #dog #dogsofinstagram #derp #instadog #manic #crazy #womansbestfriend
Went to the @batyraus end of year Trivia night last night. And it was really inspiring to be in a room of my peers of young people who work so hard destigmatise mental illness. Everyone’s passion was infectious and it got me thinking about how anyone can make a difference, no matter how small they may feel or seem.
Went to the @batyraus end of year Trivia night last night. And it was really inspiring to be in a room of my peers of young people who work so hard destigmatise mental illness. Everyone’s passion was infectious and it got me thinking about how anyone can make a difference, no matter how small they may feel or seem.
I've never shared anything I've actually written in a journal or notebook. Also get ready for some corny end of the year bullshit... But @renrathbone found this in my craft supplies while we were organizing and they left and I read it and I just got a little feely. 
At the beginning of the year I was tasked to write this List of Expectations for the year. It was a therapy thing. Manifest my destiny. So I wrote this list of things that I expected of myself and others this year. I thought about the ways I was unsettled and off balance and what were the things I should expect differently. They are my expectations both for myself and others in my life as well as the things to be brought about. 
This year I saw each and every single one of these expectations manifest even though I forgot I even wrote this. I see my new world of dogs and setting my own schedule and finding new opportunities and finally, even with my bipolar and other mental and physical health struggles, I can breathe. It's still a fight, but a new fight. I made the change my old therapist always meant when she said, "in order to make change, you have to make change." Pieces of the puzzle are coming together and I'm so grateful for #SelfCare2018 but am greatly looking forward to bringing those lessons into #GetShitDone2019 
I would change the one about reciprocity. I did a lot of work on myself this year on learning to be more reciprocal in my relationships. It's not just on others, it's me as well and I look forward to continuing that work. 
#bipolar #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #endthestigma #Bipolar2Disorder #bd #anxiety #PMDD #manic #depressed #hypomanic #suicodeawareness #expectations #selflove #selfcare #building #growing #cornyendofyearpost
I've never shared anything I've actually written in a journal or notebook. Also get ready for some corny end of the year bullshit... But @renrathbone found this in my craft supplies while we were organizing and they left and I read it and I just got a little feely. At the beginning of the year I was tasked to write this List of Expectations for the year. It was a therapy thing. Manifest my destiny. So I wrote this list of things that I expected of myself and others this year. I thought about the ways I was unsettled and off balance and what were the things I should expect differently. They are my expectations both for myself and others in my life as well as the things to be brought about. This year I saw each and every single one of these expectations manifest even though I forgot I even wrote this. I see my new world of dogs and setting my own schedule and finding new opportunities and finally, even with my bipolar and other mental and physical health struggles, I can breathe. It's still a fight, but a new fight. I made the change my old therapist always meant when she said, "in order to make change, you have to make change." Pieces of the puzzle are coming together and I'm so grateful for #SelfCare2018  but am greatly looking forward to bringing those lessons into #GetShitDone2019  I would change the one about reciprocity. I did a lot of work on myself this year on learning to be more reciprocal in my relationships. It's not just on others, it's me as well and I look forward to continuing that work. #bipolar  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #endthestigma  #Bipolar2Disorder  #bd  #anxiety  #PMDD  #manic  #depressed  #hypomanic  #suicodeawareness  #expectations  #selflove  #selfcare  #building  #growing  #cornyendofyearpost 
This. Semester. Is. Over. 
I am passing all of my classes except one, Accounting 212 or Managerial Accounting. I had a 72 in the class before the final and I calculated that I needed at least an 80 on the final to raise my grade high enough over the 75 mark so I actually pass and get credit for this class! (You have to get 75 or higher in your major related courses at CCSU for the credit to count towards graduating) I really hope I pass, but I have to wait until January 3rd for the grades to be posted! Ugh. Oh well. Damn this semester really took a lot out of me and I didn’t do as well as I had in my classes as I did in the past. It’s always due to my medical issues as well. My bipolar always gets a little worse around this time of the year- could be psychosomatic. Anyone else have their bpd get worse around the holidays?
#bpd #bipolar #bipolardisorder #mania #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicfatigue #dysautonomia #endometriosis #fibromyalgia #fibromyalgiawarrior #goodvibes #goodvibesonly #hypermobile #hypermobility #hypermobilitysyndrome #invisibleillness #invisibledisability #lovelife #loveyourself #mania #manic #manicepisodes #posturalorthostatictachycardiasyndrome #pots #passingoutparade
This. Semester. Is. Over. I am passing all of my classes except one, Accounting 212 or Managerial Accounting. I had a 72 in the class before the final and I calculated that I needed at least an 80 on the final to raise my grade high enough over the 75 mark so I actually pass and get credit for this class! (You have to get 75 or higher in your major related courses at CCSU for the credit to count towards graduating) I really hope I pass, but I have to wait until January 3rd for the grades to be posted! Ugh. Oh well. Damn this semester really took a lot out of me and I didn’t do as well as I had in my classes as I did in the past. It’s always due to my medical issues as well. My bipolar always gets a little worse around this time of the year- could be psychosomatic. Anyone else have their bpd get worse around the holidays? #bpd  #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #mania  #chronicpain  #chronicillness  #chronicfatigue  #dysautonomia  #endometriosis  #fibromyalgia  #fibromyalgiawarrior  #goodvibes  #goodvibesonly  #hypermobile  #hypermobility  #hypermobilitysyndrome  #invisibleillness  #invisibledisability  #lovelife  #loveyourself  #mania  #manic  #manicepisodes  #posturalorthostatictachycardiasyndrome  #pots  #passingoutparade