i missed tmh anniversary so this one is for up all night and take me home. these two albums bring back so many memories. memories of the early days which will always be held dearly in our hearts. thankyou 1D❤️ @onedirection
There was still so much at stake and we still needed to be really careful with the public aspect of our relationship, which was always on my mind, but I so quickly and easily fell into a routine with y/n that gave me so much peace and comfort. I never realized how lonely I actually was until I had someone to fill my time with aside from Ellie; to have the company of an adult (that didn’t work for me) was something I was sorely missing but wasn’t aware of. Until y/n I was pretty content in my loneliness but once I had a taste of what life could be like with her, I needed her as often as possible. Of course we couldn’t be together every day, and I still needed my days of just Ellie and I, but if there was even the remote possibility of having y/n come along, Ellie and I both jumped at the chance. “Is that, you know, healthy?” Niall asked one Saturday afternoon as we sat in a bookstore with the girls. The park was covered in a fine layer of snow so we opted for an indoor activity instead, setting up camp in a bookstore/cafe with hot cocoas and cookies while the girls rummaged through the books for stories they were interested in. Ellie was a little behind the learning curve and wasn’t as good of a reader as Henley or her classmates, but with y/n’s help, she was steadily improving and one of the ways she came to make such improvements was by constantly finding new books to devour. It was a hobby I could joyfully get behind so I didn’t mind that her pile of books would cost me a pretty penny the higher it got. “Is what healthy?” Niall and I were near enough to keep an eye on the girls but not close enough that they could overhear our conversations. “The fact that she’s become like another limb to you. Is it healthy to all but need her around twenty-four/seven?” “I don’t need her around twenty-four/seven, I just enjoy her company. It’s just so…peaceful with her around.” “What do you mean?” He asked the question I didn’t have an answer to so I heaved a sigh but tried to find the right words anyway.