Tada... someone is already #10monthsold ... don't grow up so fast yet #arin .
I feel like life has come a full circle with this one popping in to popping out to bring out and about.. and how many changes in me, withiin me..calls for a gratitude dose :) mainly for who I am and what community I belong to.. .
If not for this positive energy through our my pregnancy that kept me wanting to wake up every single day.. to pop this jelly out and truly begin to discover motherhood... many times people have asked me to slow down. I didn't really know the meaning of it. I just thought 3 months post baby I would be up and running and be what I was... trust me, for those of you in that thought line, I feel like I am changed forever...but to this evolved state of being accountable in my actions for me and an another soul.. how cool is that.. it puts me in a continuous mindful state... it also means that I am a "no" for a lot of other things , bringing me to define my "yes"es and what priority actually means...that's made me question my decisions on life, on work, on teaching, on nursing , what not.. there has been this constant ambiguity and self doubt slowly emerging out of me too and no matter how much I try to ignore it or control it, it shows out some way or the other .. is it meant to be like this where I go through it to discover myself? .
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the new drawbridge at the Abbotsford Convent in the soon to be launched Sacred Heart Courtyard by @kerstin_thompson_architects here I’m enjoying a walk from @bursaria_abbotsfordconvent just through the Rosina courtyard and from where I work 🌱 #lotstodiscover everyone #seesthingsdifferently