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“Alone in my heart, I’ve been lost in time, your not there, the morning kisses are gone and as you left my heart empty so is your bed!” - Adison Barton
#missinghim #lostintime #lostmyself #lostmyheart #emptybed #emptyheart #iwillalwayswantyou #iwillmissyou #iwillalwaysloveyou
#musicquotes #red #letitburn #sadness #lonely #lostmyself #alone #sadquotes #down #pain #youandme #itreallove ?

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ASHES TO ASHES, DUST TO DUST. WHEN LIFE'S A BITCH, BEER IS A MUST.

#photooftheday #smile #look #igers #picoftheday #drink #beer #magpie #bestoftheday #instacool #style #travel #peacefullday #alone #simplIfe #dreadlocks #lostmyself #vsco

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Anytime I feel lost, I pull out a map and stare. I stare until I have reminded myself that life is a giant adventure, so much to do, to see.
#summer#adventure #lostmyself #lostmyway #ijustfindmyhappiness
Have you ever been so sad you were unable to cry but felt all of your feelings slowly exploding inside you? 
Yup that's how I feel
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#depressed#sadness#suicidal#dead#numb#worthless#ugly#emo
#depression#anxiety#suicide#deadinside#cryinginside#hatemyself
#cuttingmyself#killme#selfharrrm#suicidaledits#triggerwarning
#depressededits#sadedits#selfhate#lonely#lonliness
#lostmyself#lost#pain#dark#pathetic#broken
I still see your shadows in my room, can’t take back the love that I gave you, it’s the the point where I love and I hate you, and I cannot change you so I must replace you, easier said than done #startingover #hebrokeme #tryingtorepairthedamageheleft #imbroken #lostmyself #tryingtostaypositive #imbarelyholdingon
Everything in this relates, to the last two years of my life. #narcissisticabuse #narsissist #goaway #cheating #truecolors #fuckyou #youmakeiteasy #sociopath #drake #lostmyself #lies #control #noteveryoneisyourfriend #neverspeaktomeagain #painandsuffering #done #toxicpeople #manipulationends #wolfinsheepsclothing #toxicrelationships #next #goodbye #hesallyours #goodluck #lovemyself 
I’ll be crazy and you can play the victim. 
I’ll find myself again. You no longer have control over my life.
Everything in this relates, to the last two years of my life. #narcissisticabuse  #narsissist  #goaway  #cheating  #truecolors  #fuckyou  #youmakeiteasy  #sociopath  #drake  #lostmyself  #lies  #control  #noteveryoneisyourfriend  #neverspeaktomeagain  #painandsuffering  #done  #toxicpeople  #manipulationends  #wolfinsheepsclothing  #toxicrelationships  #next  #goodbye  #hesallyours  #goodluck  #lovemyself  I’ll be crazy and you can play the victim. I’ll find myself again. You no longer have control over my life.
Remember, from every tear running down your rosy cheeks a flower will grow and blossom 💫
Remember, from every tear running down your rosy cheeks a flower will grow and blossom 💫
i fear that i have finally lost myself... •
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#tumblrinspired #tumblr #tumblrgirl #photography #fashion #treschic #parisian #frenchgirl #poetry #poems #poet #vogue #aesthetics #tumblraesthetic #parisianchic #likeforlikes #art #coffee #paris #beigetheme #lostmyself #poetrygram
Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life. #invisibleillness #recovery #lostmyself #okaytonotbeokay
It's over for good. I'm tired of trying and giving chances. And Letting myself get hurt.❤ #heartbreak #hurting #forhim #lost #lust #lostyou #lostmyself #depression #0daysclean #cut #over #wereover #hate #ihateyou #hurtmeagain #explore #explorepage #💔 #😭 #youbrokeme #breakupquotes #ugh #overyou #breakup #brokenheart #sadthoughts #thoughts #4amthoughts
An afternoon walk and some sun was just what this mumma needed after not feeling herself for a couple of days 😍🐶
An afternoon walk and some sun was just what this mumma needed after not feeling herself for a couple of days 😍🐶
Losing someone you love is one of the hardest thing to experience.
May your soul find peace and comfort in this time . . .
Image @idadarksky
#hurt #pain #sorrow #grief #griefquotes #painful #heavyheart #lostyou #lostmyself #findingpeaceinthepresent #learning #loss #death #departedsoles
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Probably the worst thing you can do is give up on yourself but how many times can you pick yourself up before you can’t anymore #givenup #nofightleft #lost #lostmyself #anxiety #igiveup #toohard #life
“Io sono la porta più bella del Marocco. Sono come la luna in cielo.  Possesso e ricchezza sono scritti su di me.”
#babmansour#inscriptions#themostbeautifulgateofmorocco#loves_morocco#travelphotography#architecture#legends#discovermorocco#travelling#lostmyself#pieceofheart
How many times a day do you say “I wish I had a new job”?
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“I wish I was traveling”?
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“I wish I was in a better place right now”?
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“I wish I could just let it go and move forward”?
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Change you “wish” to “will” and start getting in action!
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What have you been wishing for?
How many times a day do you say “I wish I had a new job”? . “I wish I was traveling”? . “I wish I was in a better place right now”? . “I wish I could just let it go and move forward”? - Change you “wish” to “will” and start getting in action! - What have you been wishing for?
And people like to talk like they know what's true
But what's truth for them, it may not be for you
And at the end of the day, in the darkest of night
I hope that you know, that you got to look inside
#lookinsight #livelife #sundown #summerevenings #thinking #thinkaboutlife #mightyoaks @mightyoaksmusic #lostmyself #findmyselfagain
Tonight I am really struggling with feeling lost in life. I feel like I've lost myself and have changed beyond recognition. I suppose that is part of growing up. Truth is I've never known myself truly. And that is a scary thought. I do not know how I am anymore. It will a slow process but I am learning. 
#lost #lostmyself #wanderingsoul #henrydavidthoreau #findyourself #mind #soul #journey #discovery #growth #change
"have you seen me?"
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THE OUTFIT AND... HEAD?? MILK CARTON WERE HIGHLY INSPIRED BY OTHER ARTISTS. NOT QUITE MY IDEAS. DONT @ ME LMAO
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#missing #milk #milkart #aesthetic #recoloring #alcoholmarker #blue #green #ghost #haveyouseenme #lostmyself #artoninstagram #instaartist #creativity #teal #gradient #youngartist
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realize there's nothing left
coz I've been blastin and laughin so long, that
even my mama thinks that my mind is gone #gangsta #lostmyself #fucksunday #satc
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I take a look at my life and realize there's nothing left coz I've been blastin and laughin so long, that even my mama thinks that my mind is gone #gangsta  #lostmyself  #fucksunday  #satc 
Its like, i dont know that to do. I have two options. Stay 1 month in Spain and travel around. Or stay for a month to work and life in Madrid. I don't know, do you have some options for me? 
#dontknow #spain #midlifecrisis #travel #lostmyself #journey #life #whattodo #biby #lifequotes #timeisticking #struggles
Dom nie jest już domem, ty nie jesteś już sobą, szczęście schowało się za szafą. Myśli kontrolowane przez bodźce zewnętrzne - gdzieś po drodze zgubiłeś sam siebie, zostało coś co jest tylko twoim obrazem nad którym nie masz kontroli...#sunday #itsnotme #lostmyself #whereiam #whatido #losingcontrol #mind #fixme #pleasehelp #waitforwhat #lookingformyself #loveisthekey #cantsleep #cantlive #findme #follow4follow #photooftheday #why #iwantbetterfuture #friends #peoplelie #bad #instagirl #destiny #willbebbetter #maybe #pleasebewithme
Dom nie jest już domem, ty nie jesteś już sobą, szczęście schowało się za szafą. Myśli kontrolowane przez bodźce zewnętrzne - gdzieś po drodze zgubiłeś sam siebie, zostało coś co jest tylko twoim obrazem nad którym nie masz kontroli...#sunday  #itsnotme  #lostmyself  #whereiam  #whatido  #losingcontrol  #mind  #fixme  #pleasehelp  #waitforwhat  #lookingformyself  #loveisthekey  #cantsleep  #cantlive  #findme  #follow4follow  #photooftheday  #why  #iwantbetterfuture  #friends  #peoplelie  #bad  #instagirl  #destiny  #willbebbetter  #maybe  #pleasebewithme 
Put a dread in my hair cause why tf not, might even color it a different color 😂 #dreadlock  #whynot #expressyoself #loveyourself #lostmyself #mightcolormydreadlock
Stuck in the same routine
Living an empty dream
When am I gonna wake up
Thought we had it right
Now it's an endless night
Where is it gonna take us ~ @oneokrockofficial 
#oneokrock #taka #takahiromoriuchi #japan #tokyo #kyoto #germany #japanese #dark #room #nature #not #morning #night #sport #food #takingoff #thankyou @rotes_karo #bestfriends #life #loveyou #lostmyself #sleep #wakeup #forever #foreveryoung #dreams #like
L҉x҉s҉t҉ ҉M҉y҉s҉e҉l҉f҉ ҉t҉r҉y҉i҉n҉g҉ ҉t҉o҉ ҉p҉l҉e҉a҉s҉e҉ ҉e҉v҉e҉r҉y҉o҉n҉e҉ ҉n҉o҉w҉ ҉I҉’҉m҉ ҉l҉o҉s҉i҉n҉g҉ ҉e҉v҉e҉r҉y҉o҉n҉e҉ ҉t҉r҉y҉i҉n҉g҉ ҉t҉o҉ ҉f҉i҉n҉d҉ ҉m҉y҉s҉e҉l҉f҉ ҉
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I changed my username cause I’m getting tired of the old one and I might change it again just waiting til the name I want pops up I guess I promise I’m not depressed y’all just waiting for a good username
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#lostmyself #lost #myself #losingfriends #fuckpeople #l4l
L҉x҉s҉t҉ ҉M҉y҉s҉e҉l҉f҉ ҉t҉r҉y҉i҉n҉g҉ ҉t҉o҉ ҉p҉l҉e҉a҉s҉e҉ ҉e҉v҉e҉r҉y҉o҉n҉e҉ ҉n҉o҉w҉ ҉I҉’҉m҉ ҉l҉o҉s҉i҉n҉g҉ ҉e҉v҉e҉r҉y҉o҉n҉e҉ ҉t҉r҉y҉i҉n҉g҉ ҉t҉o҉ ҉f҉i҉n҉d҉ ҉m҉y҉s҉e҉l҉f҉ ҉ . . . I changed my username cause I’m getting tired of the old one and I might change it again just waiting til the name I want pops up I guess I promise I’m not depressed y’all just waiting for a good username . #lostmyself  #lost  #myself  #losingfriends  #fuckpeople  #l4l 
20180714

Day one

An empty seat, a hollow spot in my heart.

Could still feel your presence wherever I go.
It has been so real and unreal.

Couldn't help to think of all our wishes, joys, laughters, tears and regrets.

Photoes may fade, but memories stay. I said.

Promise me you will be good.
Promise me that I will not be forgotten.

Please rest well and have your strength restored.

May you can always find the way back.

Because I will be waiting, here.

#timeout #dilemma #backtoinstagram #whatsnext #lostmyself
20180714 Day one An empty seat, a hollow spot in my heart. Could still feel your presence wherever I go. It has been so real and unreal. Couldn't help to think of all our wishes, joys, laughters, tears and regrets. Photoes may fade, but memories stay. I said. Promise me you will be good. Promise me that I will not be forgotten. Please rest well and have your strength restored. May you can always find the way back. Because I will be waiting, here. #timeout  #dilemma  #backtoinstagram  #whatsnext  #lostmyself 
Just finished working on this collab with @p_wizyt 🔥🔥 #mockten #hiphop #soundcloud #rap #music #lostmyself
Before the Sting make over for me it’s amazing  so stoked thanks @kolorinnkustoms #mytime #workhard #littlebitselfish #newbike #custompaint #timeout #recharged #stingfitnessnz #colours #lostmyself #foundmymotivation #foundmyself #realme #reallife #ptlife #hondavtx1800 #poorman #harleydavidson
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自分に自信をもつ方法ってなんですか?
#moon #lostmyself
 自分に自信をもつ方法ってなんですか? #moon  #lostmyself 
#befreefriday

I love watching him explore. It reminds me of all of the excitement, creativity and adventure that is possible. 
In one hour, we have locked a teddy in the drawer so they needed rescued, shouted “a boat!!”, waved at passersby, sang nursery rhymes and ate while criss-crossing the deck. 
Fridays are one of my fav days of the week. It’s a time where, like my son, I get creative. Today, it was e-books, checklists and inspiration cards... I can’t wait to share them with you over the coming weeks. Think journals, journal prompts and inspiration card packages. Think inspiration cards you can save to your screensaver or buy to put on your desk. 
There’s just so much stationary, so many quotes and pictures involved, I can barely contain my excitement. 
And in the meantime, this guy will keep reminding me why I create... for freedom.

Love, Amanda
#befreefriday  I love watching him explore. It reminds me of all of the excitement, creativity and adventure that is possible. In one hour, we have locked a teddy in the drawer so they needed rescued, shouted “a boat!!”, waved at passersby, sang nursery rhymes and ate while criss-crossing the deck. Fridays are one of my fav days of the week. It’s a time where, like my son, I get creative. Today, it was e-books, checklists and inspiration cards... I can’t wait to share them with you over the coming weeks. Think journals, journal prompts and inspiration card packages. Think inspiration cards you can save to your screensaver or buy to put on your desk. There’s just so much stationary, so many quotes and pictures involved, I can barely contain my excitement. And in the meantime, this guy will keep reminding me why I create... for freedom. Love, Amanda
Dear diary.

I don't write often, but it's a night and sleep is not coming, so I'm thinking about my life. As you may know, I don't count year from January 1st, but from birthday to birthday. From what I remember, my life was a sine wave: sometimes better, sometimes worse, no purpose, no prospects.

But in 26th year something changed, it was year of big changes and big losts. I lost my unborn child, I lost my grandpa after grueling battle with cancer, I lost faith and hope, I lost myself. My life has hit rock bottom.

In 27th year I met a lot of people who helped me get back on my feet, and I would like to thank them now as I'm really grateful for their support. I got the most amazing gift - my son Alexander. And I decided to change my life's direction.
Dear diary. I don't write often, but it's a night and sleep is not coming, so I'm thinking about my life. As you may know, I don't count year from January 1st, but from birthday to birthday. From what I remember, my life was a sine wave: sometimes better, sometimes worse, no purpose, no prospects. But in 26th year something changed, it was year of big changes and big losts. I lost my unborn child, I lost my grandpa after grueling battle with cancer, I lost faith and hope, I lost myself. My life has hit rock bottom. In 27th year I met a lot of people who helped me get back on my feet, and I would like to thank them now as I'm really grateful for their support. I got the most amazing gift - my son Alexander. And I decided to change my life's direction.
Part of me wants to die tonight.
 Part of me want it to be an accident. 
Part of me wants to cut and bleed to death. 
Part of me wants to jump off the bridge or a fucking building. 
Part of me wants to overdose somehow.
Part of me wants to get saved from the shit that goes in my fucking mind every fucking day.
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#depressed#sadness#suicidal#dead#numb#worthless#ugly#emo
#depression#anxiety#suicide#deadinside#cryinginside#hatemyself
#cuttingmyself#killme#selfharrrm#suicidaledits#triggerwarning
#depressededits#sadedits#selfhate#lonely#lonliness
#lostmyself#lost#pain#dark#pathetic#broken
Part of me wants to die tonight. Part of me want it to be an accident. Part of me wants to cut and bleed to death. Part of me wants to jump off the bridge or a fucking building. Part of me wants to overdose somehow. Part of me wants to get saved from the shit that goes in my fucking mind every fucking day. _ _ _ _ #depressed #sadness #suicidal #dead #numb #worthless #ugly #emo  #depression #anxiety #suicide #deadinside #cryinginside #hatemyself  #cuttingmyself #killme #selfharrrm #suicidaledits #triggerwarning  #depressededits #sadedits #selfhate #lonely #lonliness  #lostmyself #lost #pain #dark #pathetic #broken