I’m just keeping those who asked informed-i basically need two surgeries and help. Again. Because I’m basically almost bedridden. Venmo stripping for dollars ha
Few days ago I got Some really great news, a chance to be a part of something that I am so lucky to be a part of. That was the morning
. At 2pm I went to a IBD specialist who I thought was going to save me but he turned out just like the other racist stereotyping ass doctors, and he actually physically hurt me so bad I was crying and yelling for him to stop. All of my scans and tests results clearly show what’s going, on but of course they all think you just want painkillers to get high or sell. Doing a colonoscopy on Wednesday. Sounds like a blast. The other G.I. doctor called today and told me results of the biopsy they took and basically they have to cut off one Extremely in large nodule in my small intestine because it Is evil and keeps getting bigger. And yes, I have Altered my diet. What I learned from that is, my stomach fucking hurts no matter what I eat or don’t eat LOL.
Anyway, leaving from the specialist, I went home crying because I finally understand what it’s like to just not be believed again and again and again, it makes you just want to shut up and not mention it again. And then I’m thinking am I going to be in pain for the rest of my life? Even though my life at this point is like 90% physical pain
Cut to : I get off the train, still crying and in excruciating pain, and I immediately get a text from a family member, whom I know is reading this now, being all Petty Labelle . Family members do not like it when you call them out for doing wrong. Since then I am getting calls I guess from her friends that want to curse me out, 1 being a family member. I can’t I pay my fucking phone bill Or my fucking rent. It’s funny cuz I had an AMAZING night the other night and then BOOM, f u bitch. Im still paying for walking around that much. It’s so painful and Tylenol does nothing. Can’t hardly eat much anymore. Scroll for the Venmo scan thingy. PayPal in bio. Plz 😫 Ps @siennathing thank you and i love you #crohnsdisease#venmo#fuckmyluck#pretty#sick#crohns#donate#venmo