I have quite a few thoughts lately but here are a few of them.
I’m going through a season where some days I have so many things to do that I feel like I’m wading through sinking sand. the more I try to take control & get the things done that I need to, the more things get thrown in the pile & the more I sink deeper. deeper into anxiety, a place that seeks approval, & a mentality that I’m not good enough to be doing what I’m doing or serving in the capacity that I am. & truth is: there is always going to be someone better than me at something in every area of my life. & I’m okay with that. so why do I let myself get discouraged by it? we’re all just out here trying to adult & still be good people at the end of the day.
A few of my goals are: - to thrive not to just exist & to be okay with the days where putting my shirt on inside out is the best it’s going to get. - to be more honest, open, open to critique, trustworthy, loving, understanding, patient, kind, joyful, gentle, resilient & hospitable — to name a few. - to trust God with more, to sink deeper in relationship with Him rather than to get sucked under by anxiety & depression. to know that I can’t do it alone but God is with us & has created us for community. - to say no more. to not live in a place of highest capacity but to serve & love & live & work in such a way that my life is full but not be in a loop of burnouts. - to become better & more efficient & more creative in the things that I do & love — though learn to extend more grace to myself when I don’t succeed in that as quickly as I want too. - to love people better. like realllly well. to serve those around me in everyday life in such a way that they leave feeling loved, know their worth as a human being, & feel encouraged to keep going — no matter what’s troubling them or weighing them down — to keeping going, knowing they have supporters & people in their corner.
Like you, for example. you are worth the world. you impact more people than I bet you believe you do. there is no one in the world quite like you & I think you’re amazing. it’s okay to not be okay. you are resilient. you are going to make it through.
"Test Drive" of a Fiilex 416 Lighting Kit, retail $3,100.
RØDE Microphone VIDEO MIC PRO
GoPro HERO 5
I apologize for the picture quality but either I lost an SD card or for some reason they did not write to the card.
Full reviews to come on the 416 KIT once I order it DIRECT from FIILEX with my my CHALLENGES with the distributor.
To say the least I LOVE this LED kit. Once I have a chance to experience the FULL kit in another photo shoot, I'll post the review.
This was shot an iPhone SE.
Edited in Macphun Aurora HDR 2017 X-Rated HDR Don't Look
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Had just a little freedom to paint what I wanted, finally. Decided to paint my very own harpy, something I recently learned about from a friend.
This piece I wanted to experiment with both colors and subsurface scattering.
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