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I had so much fun creating this little nativity and tuning out the rest of my thoughts. If I can appreciate something from any given religion, it is often the art, and those depictions of those most natural, beautiful parts of humanity. Often, these are basic beliefs and venerations of life and death, respectively beautiful. Iconography should be inspiring in both its creation and representation. Dedication to detail, and the process of creation and art, is a form of worship. #nativity #nativityscene #iconography #christmasdecorations #religiousart #art #foundart #holidayart #holiday #christmas2018 #christmasdecor #goddess #virginmary #lifeanddeath #christmas🎄 #christmasornaments #ornament #sculptureart
I had so much fun creating this little nativity and tuning out the rest of my thoughts. If I can appreciate something from any given religion, it is often the art, and those depictions of those most natural, beautiful parts of humanity. Often, these are basic beliefs and venerations of life and death, respectively beautiful. Iconography should be inspiring in both its creation and representation. Dedication to detail, and the process of creation and art, is a form of worship. #nativity  #nativityscene  #iconography  #christmasdecorations  #religiousart  #art  #foundart  #holidayart  #holiday  #christmas2018  #christmasdecor  #goddess  #virginmary  #lifeanddeath  #christmas 🎄 #christmasornaments  #ornament  #sculptureart 
Fanart of Persephone and Hades from Lore Olympus by the incredible @usedbandaid 
#art #loreolympus #hadesandpersephone #hades #persephone #cinamonroll #lifeanddeath
The last #leaf #mandala from this series. (check out the previous posts for more info)

#leaves #flowers #WildFlowers #nature #colourful #foliage #art #patterns #drying #LifeAndDeath #Ontario #Canada #LoveLife #MattMolloy #photography
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Life {earth}, death {space} & the dreamerrr {you}
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Painted this on a roll of butcher paper about 4 years ago after my first time sitting with mama Aya 🌱
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This story is the romance of polarities forever giving one another meaning.
She (less describing her gender and more her symbolic qualities..) is drawn to his spaciousness, to the infinite formless
and he is drawn to her form, to her waterfalls, wings, mountain peak shoulders.. to her DNA tendrils, and Stoney complexion.. to the sensuality that is inherently in all things living and textured.
He receives from her a taste of life, enough to give him a... face (lol) & to tie them to each other.
He, death, the skeleton man, is forever tearing into millions of scattered stars and dust, dissolving into the void.. a black hole or a central sun? becoming nothing.
Between their polarities is where the magic happens, the star of consciousness.
Then there is the dreamer.. absent themself in color laying beneath the hues of 7 layers of consciousness. This is the one who’s vision makes the dance of the two possible, and yet without them could not exist. A tear rolls down their cheek as they witness the dream that is our universe in its infinite unfolding.
They another lover inextricably tied to the dance.
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This is one story anyway.. it can also be whatever you make it out to be.
*SWIPE* Life {earth}, death {space} & the dreamerrr {you} * Painted this on a roll of butcher paper about 4 years ago after my first time sitting with mama Aya 🌱 • This story is the romance of polarities forever giving one another meaning. She (less describing her gender and more her symbolic qualities..) is drawn to his spaciousness, to the infinite formless and he is drawn to her form, to her waterfalls, wings, mountain peak shoulders.. to her DNA tendrils, and Stoney complexion.. to the sensuality that is inherently in all things living and textured. He receives from her a taste of life, enough to give him a... face (lol) & to tie them to each other. He, death, the skeleton man, is forever tearing into millions of scattered stars and dust, dissolving into the void.. a black hole or a central sun? becoming nothing. Between their polarities is where the magic happens, the star of consciousness. Then there is the dreamer.. absent themself in color laying beneath the hues of 7 layers of consciousness. This is the one who’s vision makes the dance of the two possible, and yet without them could not exist. A tear rolls down their cheek as they witness the dream that is our universe in its infinite unfolding. They another lover inextricably tied to the dance. . This is one story anyway.. it can also be whatever you make it out to be.
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella
▪️Artists: Âme/Kristian b2b Dixon🧞‍♀️💌🍬
▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸
▪️Track: 🎵ID - ID🎵
▪️Video by: @cariiiig 
#Rakastella #Rakastella2018 #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Miami #USA #OneTechnoTrackADay
@rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella ▪️Artists: Âme/Kristian b2b Dixon🧞‍♀️💌🍬 ▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸 ▪️Track: 🎵ID - ID🎵 ▪️Video by: @cariiiig #Rakastella  #Rakastella2018  #Innervisions  #LifeAndDeath  #Miami  #USA  #OneTechnoTrackADay  @rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella
▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸
▪️Track: 🎵ID - ID🎵
▪️Video by: @vanro_ 
#Rakastella #Rakastella2018 #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Miami #USA #OneTechnoTrackADay
@rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
Join me with special guest @Janeduncanrodgers on GUY’S GUY RADIO to discuss how to prepare for the end of life! #nyc #mypodcast #guysguyradio #spirituality #death #life #lifeanddeath #iTunes #TuneIn #Stitcher #blogtalkradio #blogtalkradioshow
By @zackdunn_art:  She Walks At Night
By @zackdunn_art: She Walks At Night
Three airports, 5 potty breaks, 1 fall and 10 hours of travel later... we arrived to #WDW with #notantrums or #meltdowns from the kids! The only meltdown was mine! 🤣🤣🤣 #travelingwithkids #disneyfamily #doctormom #doctordisney #doctorparents #disneyfans
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In my anesthesia world, I prepare for big events multiple times a day! And they have to be as perfect and prepared as possible! #lifeanddeath Those useful anesthesia skills translate to almost every part of my life. However, unlike in the OR, life is not a controlled setting. So sometimes I need to turn it off and not feel like I have to prepare for every possible outcome! Packing for a big trip for the whole family can be stressful when I feel like I have to know and be prepared for anything! So I had to let that go! Told myself we can do with what we have, buy what we need and it doesn’t have to be perfect. Instead, I have to be present! So I reset myself and there I was, present in the best moments of travel! The kids had the cutest questions and most adorable expressions as every turn was a new discovery! So yes, I turned in perfection for #presence  That’s a #mindset I want to keep living with! Outside the OR, of course! 🤣 #beauthentic
Three airports, 5 potty breaks, 1 fall and 10 hours of travel later... we arrived to #WDW  with #notantrums  or #meltdowns  from the kids! The only meltdown was mine! 🤣🤣🤣 #travelingwithkids  #disneyfamily  #doctormom  #doctordisney  #doctorparents  #disneyfans  . . . . In my anesthesia world, I prepare for big events multiple times a day! And they have to be as perfect and prepared as possible! #lifeanddeath  Those useful anesthesia skills translate to almost every part of my life. However, unlike in the OR, life is not a controlled setting. So sometimes I need to turn it off and not feel like I have to prepare for every possible outcome! Packing for a big trip for the whole family can be stressful when I feel like I have to know and be prepared for anything! So I had to let that go! Told myself we can do with what we have, buy what we need and it doesn’t have to be perfect. Instead, I have to be present! So I reset myself and there I was, present in the best moments of travel! The kids had the cutest questions and most adorable expressions as every turn was a new discovery! So yes, I turned in perfection for #presence  That’s a #mindset  I want to keep living with! Outside the OR, of course! 🤣 #beauthentic 
A #timelapse of #leaves #drying.
I made the #mandala "digitally" since I only did timelapses of one leaf per species. 
I might give this another try, photographing a whole mandala instead of creating it later in post.

#leaf #colourful #red #green #yellow #brown #LifeAndDeath #time #art #nature #foliage #Ontario #Canada #MattMolloy #photography
A few more shots of the skull from some different angles. Looking down the nostrils of the little beast. Not sure what animal, but perhaps a fox 🦊 
#deadstuff
#lifeanddeath
#natureart
#beautyofdecay
Not sure what to do with theses pieces, but I really like them. I don’t recall exactly where I found the skull 💀 I think it was on a dog walk a few years or so ago. 
#natureart
#lifeanddeath
#whatwillbe
#beautyofdecay
Sunrise with Dixon b2b Âme 🤩😍 .
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I was definitely mind blown with this one. Rakastella 2018 was everything I ever dreamed of and more. Glad I was part of this. .
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#rakastella #rakastella2018 #virginiabeach #innervisions #lifeanddeath #raving #plurmom #artbasel
Rakastella was beautiful this year.. ugh #Rakastella #Ame #Dixon #Pl0t #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Sunrise #ArtBasel
Lately I’ve been really fascinated by the concept of sacred geometry. This idea that ❄️ and 🌲 rings and all the things from which we are made, at the core makes these crazy replication patterns ⚛️ that fit together perfectly (can I get a hell yeah for your DNA🙌🏻). That our whole universe is acting out through patterns we can’t even begin to conceptualize. Now get this... cuz I’m bout to 🤯 your mind... .

I taught at a women’s health event yesterday, and the woman who went before me was a pelvic floor expert. She explained that on female-bodied people, the muscles that comprise the pelvic floor, from around the vaginal opening to the anus, form the shape of an infinity symbol (go look that shit up!!) ∞ 🙌🏻 Heterosexual, life-producing sex is consummated through the penetration of an infinity symbol. And vaginal birth is delivered through this infinity symbol. 🤯 .

In card readings, the death card tends to freak people out. But any witch who’s worth her salt will tell you that the death card represents TRANSFORMATION. That death and life both represent endings and beginnings, that continue and continue and continue. Not unlike an ∞. If this isn’t your jam, feel free to leave this here, but I love this little reminders of the infinite nature of our whole transcendent self. ❤️
Lately I’ve been really fascinated by the concept of sacred geometry. This idea that ❄️ and 🌲 rings and all the things from which we are made, at the core makes these crazy replication patterns ⚛️ that fit together perfectly (can I get a hell yeah for your DNA🙌🏻). That our whole universe is acting out through patterns we can’t even begin to conceptualize. Now get this... cuz I’m bout to 🤯 your mind... . I taught at a women’s health event yesterday, and the woman who went before me was a pelvic floor expert. She explained that on female-bodied people, the muscles that comprise the pelvic floor, from around the vaginal opening to the anus, form the shape of an infinity symbol (go look that shit up!!) ∞ 🙌🏻 Heterosexual, life-producing sex is consummated through the penetration of an infinity symbol. And vaginal birth is delivered through this infinity symbol. 🤯 . In card readings, the death card tends to freak people out. But any witch who’s worth her salt will tell you that the death card represents TRANSFORMATION. That death and life both represent endings and beginnings, that continue and continue and continue. Not unlike an ∞. If this isn’t your jam, feel free to leave this here, but I love this little reminders of the infinite nature of our whole transcendent self. ❤️
Death Is Normal is hoping to make someone’s season bright with a GIVEAWAY!!! This thermal tumbler will keep your cocoa hot, and your spirits cold. By completing the following you will be entered to win! 🎄👻 ✨ 1. Like this picture ✔️, 2. FOLLOW this page ✔️, 3. Tag a friend in the comment section below ✔️. A winner will be chosen on Wednesday. 🌟 TAG as many people as you’d like for more chances! 😘
Death Is Normal is hoping to make someone’s season bright with a GIVEAWAY!!! This thermal tumbler will keep your cocoa hot, and your spirits cold. By completing the following you will be entered to win! 🎄👻 ✨ 1. Like this picture ✔️, 2. FOLLOW this page ✔️, 3. Tag a friend in the comment section below ✔️. A winner will be chosen on Wednesday. 🌟 TAG as many people as you’d like for more chances! 😘
Can you tell how happy I am with my finished tattoo?!?! 😁💀🌹😁🤘 Absolutely buzzing with this piece of amazing work courtesy of the phenomenal artist @pablohernandeztattoo
With the great people of @ultimate_skin 
Thank you so much for coming up with such an epic design and doing an unbelievable job 🙏😁🤘❤💀🌹 #tattoo #finishedtattoo #epictattoo #absolutelyloveit #pablohernandeztattoo #ultimateskinleeds #besttattooshopinleeds #skulllover #skullandroses #lifeanddeath
Can you tell how happy I am with my finished tattoo?!?! 😁💀🌹😁🤘 Absolutely buzzing with this piece of amazing work courtesy of the phenomenal artist @pablohernandeztattoo With the great people of @ultimate_skin Thank you so much for coming up with such an epic design and doing an unbelievable job 🙏😁🤘❤💀🌹 #tattoo  #finishedtattoo  #epictattoo  #absolutelyloveit  #pablohernandeztattoo  #ultimateskinleeds  #besttattooshopinleeds  #skulllover  #skullandroses  #lifeanddeath 
Mars Return in Pisces
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If I were to get hit by a truck, it’d be this one & the last thing I’d see is “Smile 100% guaranteed.”
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#irony #marsreturn #kawaii #cutenessoverload #bizarre #toocute #hellokitty #holidaymart #scorpios #darkhumor #blackhumor #gothic #morbidthoughts #popculture #twisted #killerkawaii #thereisalightthatnevergoesout #dumbwaystodie #angst #kawaiigirl #roadkill #kawaiimart #livedeathwatch #lifeanddeath #popupshop #xmasshopping #hellokittylove #mortuary #marsinpisces
Mars Return in Pisces Whaaa? __ If I were to get hit by a truck, it’d be this one & the last thing I’d see is “Smile 100% guaranteed.” __ #irony  #marsreturn  #kawaii  #cutenessoverload  #bizarre  #toocute  #hellokitty  #holidaymart  #scorpios  #darkhumor  #blackhumor  #gothic  #morbidthoughts  #popculture  #twisted  #killerkawaii  #thereisalightthatnevergoesout  #dumbwaystodie  #angst  #kawaiigirl  #roadkill  #kawaiimart  #livedeathwatch  #lifeanddeath  #popupshop  #xmasshopping  #hellokittylove  #mortuary  #marsinpisces 
This page is meant to be a page to celebrate life no matter what your background or beliefs. Here is a picture where life and death live side by side. Everything comes to an end but only to make space for something new! #circleoflife #lifeanddeath #positivevibes #existence
This page is meant to be a page to celebrate life no matter what your background or beliefs. Here is a picture where life and death live side by side. Everything comes to an end but only to make space for something new! #circleoflife  #lifeanddeath  #positivevibes  #existence 
Night one: Rakastella success 🎶🌅✨ @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever #artbasel #miami #sunrise #wholeteamstrong
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#rakastella #virginiakey #virginiakeybeach #artbaselmiami #innervisions #lifeanddeath #collabo #dixon #ame #virgilabloh #sunriseset #disco #melodictechno #techno #funky #beautiful #vibes #teamnosleep #friendship #shipfam #preparty #afterparty #rip
"life and death" on my lips, on air now... thank you @avishkes for this tune! #lifeanddeath @ecm_records #intothesilence
A wise person once told me laughter is the key to happiness. I think it’s doing what makes you happy. @lifeanddeath_forever x @innervisions_official curated the most amazing party last night. I have no video evidence, but you best believe my disco soul danced my ass off until sunrise. 🌅 #artbasel •
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#love #miami #virginiakey #rakastella #artbasel #housemusic #techno #disco #lifeanddeath #innervisions #dixon #ame #djtennis #sethtroxler #miamibeach #happy #me #party #fun #travel #sunrise
A wise person once told me laughter is the key to happiness. I think it’s doing what makes you happy. @lifeanddeath_forever x @innervisions_official curated the most amazing party last night. I have no video evidence, but you best believe my disco soul danced my ass off until sunrise. 🌅 #artbasel  • • • • • • • • • • • #love  #miami  #virginiakey  #rakastella  #artbasel  #housemusic  #techno  #disco  #lifeanddeath  #innervisions  #dixon  #ame  #djtennis  #sethtroxler  #miamibeach  #happy  #me  #party  #fun  #travel  #sunrise 
Stolen Life. Hand painted Notebook. Acrylic A4. #stolenlife ,#cemetery,#lifeanddeath ,#angel,#death ,#grey,#enniscorthy ,#irish ,#acrylics ,#art,#artistoninstagram
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella
▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸
▪️Video by: @griffin_ent 
#Rakastella #Rakastella2018 #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Miami #USA #OneTechnoTrackADay
@rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella
▪️Artist: Trikk🌲☘️
▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸
▪️Track: 🎵ID - ID🎵
▪️Video by: @lisaplay
#Rakastella #Rakastella2018 #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Miami #USA #OneTechnoTrackADay
@rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella
▪️Artist: Apparat🔉💀🧞‍♀️
▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸
▪️Video by: @bbakhta & @tranceitmag 
#Rakastella #Rakastella2018 #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Miami #USA #OneTechnoTrackADay
@rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
A year ago today I nearly lost my life, I got behind the wheel of my vehicle knowing how intoxicated I was and drove myself into a pole at a high rate of speed. I was hooked on life support for two days fighting for my life. the doctors told my family that my chances of making it were less then 2%, I know I shouldn’t be alive today but I am and I’m more then grateful to still be here today, It’s been such a long road to recovery but I’ve worked so hard at getting myself back together. I still have issues with my injuries and within myself but I’m slowly but surely getting better. I was so depressed after my accident that being in that position honestly made me wish I had just died, but I’m here for a reason, my life has a purpose, God had other plans for me that night, and it wasn’t to die alone in a car or in a hospital bed. My mother was there with me in spirit, I swear she’s the reason why I’m still alive. I’ve been through so much hell this year but I can still stand here with a smile on my face and say I’ve weathered the storms, over came my battles when I thought the odds would always be against me. Life is good, life is great, I’m grateful to still be here and thankful for everyone who’s supported me in this life changing journey to get back on my feet! 🙏🏼💯💪🏼👊🏼🔥
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#life #lifequotes #mylife #yxe #saskatchewan #saskatoon #canada #lifeanddeath #betterdays #blessed #grateful #thankful #motivationalquotes #motivation #motivated #love #positive #positivevibes #inspiration #feelings #hope #lovinglife #instagood #instapic #instaquote #instagram #likeforlikes #likeme #followers #followforfollowback
A year ago today I nearly lost my life, I got behind the wheel of my vehicle knowing how intoxicated I was and drove myself into a pole at a high rate of speed. I was hooked on life support for two days fighting for my life. the doctors told my family that my chances of making it were less then 2%, I know I shouldn’t be alive today but I am and I’m more then grateful to still be here today, It’s been such a long road to recovery but I’ve worked so hard at getting myself back together. I still have issues with my injuries and within myself but I’m slowly but surely getting better. I was so depressed after my accident that being in that position honestly made me wish I had just died, but I’m here for a reason, my life has a purpose, God had other plans for me that night, and it wasn’t to die alone in a car or in a hospital bed. My mother was there with me in spirit, I swear she’s the reason why I’m still alive. I’ve been through so much hell this year but I can still stand here with a smile on my face and say I’ve weathered the storms, over came my battles when I thought the odds would always be against me. Life is good, life is great, I’m grateful to still be here and thankful for everyone who’s supported me in this life changing journey to get back on my feet! 🙏🏼💯💪🏼👊🏼🔥 . . . . . #life  #lifequotes  #mylife  #yxe  #saskatchewan  #saskatoon  #canada  #lifeanddeath  #betterdays  #blessed  #grateful  #thankful  #motivationalquotes  #motivation  #motivated  #love  #positive  #positivevibes  #inspiration  #feelings  #hope  #lovinglife  #instagood  #instapic  #instaquote  #instagram  #likeforlikes  #likeme  #followers  #followforfollowback 
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella
▪️Artist: Job Jobse🙋🏻‍♂️🚀
▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸
▪️Track: 🎵Johannes Albert - Fountain of Youth [Frank Music]🎵
▪️Video by: @bbakhta
▪️ID by: @capaebomba 
#Rakastella #Rakastella2018 #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Miami #USA #OneTechnoTrackADay
@rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever @johannes_albert_
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella ▪️Artist: Job Jobse🙋🏻‍♂️🚀 ▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸 ▪️Track: 🎵Johannes Albert - Fountain of Youth [Frank Music]🎵 ▪️Video by: @bbakhta ▪️ID by: @capaebomba #Rakastella  #Rakastella2018  #Innervisions  #LifeAndDeath  #Miami  #USA  #OneTechnoTrackADay  @rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever @johannes_albert_
Innervisions X Life and Death in Rakastella
▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸
▪️Thanks to: @dirtydisco_ 
#Rakastella #Rakastella2018 #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Miami #USA #OneTechnoTrackADay
@rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
Kristian is the sweetest, thanks to @perelmusic for this pretty moment
▪️Artist: Âme/Kristian🗣📞
▪️Location: Rakastella 2018 at Historic Virginia Key Beach Park in Miami USA🇺🇸
#Rakastella #Rakastella2018 #Innervisions #LifeAndDeath #Miami #USA #OneTechnoTrackADay
@rakastella_official @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
Thank you everyone who came out to my 1st art collab show. It was amazing to everyone supporting, laughing, and simply enjoying their time at the event. Great turn out! Sold all these pieces last night! Thank you for giving these guys a home. Til next time!
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#hellabovestarsbelowartshow #artshow #artist #panda #gangsterpanda #skulls #mandala #lifeanddeath #geometricart #skeleton #acrylicpainting #socialsuicide #csquaredart
sometimes the sun comes out exactly when you need it most #sunnyday #sunnysunday #lifeanddeath #lightsandshadows #babyitscoldoutside #abouttoday #whatisee
We were like fireworks 
Exploding in bright colors, beautiful. We eventually lost our colors.. and fell back to earth.
♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾ (tags, ignore) #dark #aesthetic #darkness #feelings #love #broken #brokenheart #darkangel #death #quotes #life #devil #heaven #evil #darkaesthetic #melancholy #crimson #blood #lifeanddeath #brokenthings
The trick is to give yourself to your work, and don't forget to use your brain, you don't have to fuck every attractive one you meet 🦅🦅🦅
Incoming freestyle video next week ☺ 🔥 
#lifeanddeath
#Nigeria 
#enemiesofprogress
#quotesaboutlifequotesandsayings
Uncontrollable coughing, chest pressure and rapid breathing are some of the indicators of an asthma attack. Here’s how you can help the person affected Credit ER24 EMS (Pty) Ltd.
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#safetyfirst #helpingsomeone #emergency #medicaladvice #trauma #lifeanddeath
#yingyangtwins 
#Repost @ileanamakri with @get_repost
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Beautiful exhibition at the Guggenheim Museum of Hilma af Klint. Swedish artist and mystic. Here her black and white swan. 🖤⚪️
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#dualities #lightanddark #maleandfemale #lifeanddeath #oppositeforces #symbolism #abstraction #hildaafklint #guggenheim #Swedishfolkart #spiritualsymbols #inspiration #IMtravels
I have struggled with chronic depression my entire life. I’ve tried yoga, meditation, writing, therapy, and eventually, medication. And I still get rocked. I’ve had plenty of time to study depression, and my relationship with it; I’ve got novels worth of logs and emotions poured onto paper. I thought at one point that I must be crazy, I must have a mental illness, because this is Not Right.  Well, I do have a mental illness. I will have it until the day I die. And I will learn every day what I need to be able to succeed at life. Because sometimes, it is hard to breathe. Sometimes, just staying alive is my biggest challenge of the day.  I don’t seem that way. People tell me often, “You are just always smiling, how do you do it?” When people are first finding out about it, they are always surprised to find that I, of all people, have depression. It’s unfathomable to them. And its so clear when they start talking about ‘their depression’ that they still have no idea what I go through every single day.  And I’m just going to take a moment to say how much I love my mom. Because when I am emptying what little I have to her, confessing to her that living is hard, much less everything else that is needed or expected of me, she pins this to the heart of my jacket that I wear virtually every day (for about 13 years). She doesn’t freak out on me. Insists upon therapy, yes; but when most people would look at this as a potential suicide case, my ma looks at me with such tenderness in her eyes, and told me she loved me. Me. For who I am. I am loved, even like this. . .  I have always been very open to people about my depression if they inquire, because I don’t feel like I need to pretend it doesn’t exist or hide from it. And I don’t often publish anything like this socially, because even though I know that this is normal for me and I’m ultimately fine, I also know that t would freak people out.  But when my ma pinned that on me, I thought I’d reach out and extend that love. To people who are struggling with depression; to people whose loved ones are struggling with depression. Remember that You Are Loved. And say it to yourself, every damn day. I am loved.
I have struggled with chronic depression my entire life. I’ve tried yoga, meditation, writing, therapy, and eventually, medication. And I still get rocked. I’ve had plenty of time to study depression, and my relationship with it; I’ve got novels worth of logs and emotions poured onto paper. I thought at one point that I must be crazy, I must have a mental illness, because this is Not Right. Well, I do have a mental illness. I will have it until the day I die. And I will learn every day what I need to be able to succeed at life. Because sometimes, it is hard to breathe. Sometimes, just staying alive is my biggest challenge of the day. I don’t seem that way. People tell me often, “You are just always smiling, how do you do it?” When people are first finding out about it, they are always surprised to find that I, of all people, have depression. It’s unfathomable to them. And its so clear when they start talking about ‘their depression’ that they still have no idea what I go through every single day. And I’m just going to take a moment to say how much I love my mom. Because when I am emptying what little I have to her, confessing to her that living is hard, much less everything else that is needed or expected of me, she pins this to the heart of my jacket that I wear virtually every day (for about 13 years). She doesn’t freak out on me. Insists upon therapy, yes; but when most people would look at this as a potential suicide case, my ma looks at me with such tenderness in her eyes, and told me she loved me. Me. For who I am. I am loved, even like this. . . I have always been very open to people about my depression if they inquire, because I don’t feel like I need to pretend it doesn’t exist or hide from it. And I don’t often publish anything like this socially, because even though I know that this is normal for me and I’m ultimately fine, I also know that t would freak people out. But when my ma pinned that on me, I thought I’d reach out and extend that love. To people who are struggling with depression; to people whose loved ones are struggling with depression. Remember that You Are Loved. And say it to yourself, every damn day. I am loved.
One year and some time ago I stood in this moment and wondered...how would the world be different without my sister in it. How would I feel not hearing you laughing about something we said.

I stood here and shot this clip the day we got back with your news of how far the  cancer had already moved.

I feel still inside myself. The world is emptier with you not in it.
It's been 68 days since I held you in my arms and caressed your heart until still, while whispering a chant of flight softly to your last breath. 
Pond Life is abundant again. Only now days there are up to 9 royal crisp white egrets finding fuel in our waters. I'm grateful to see them. I'm grateful to still hear you gental in my mind singing and dancing through the kitchen. 
To you Face♡ 
#onsacredgrounds 
#pondlife
#wildlife
#doingLife
#doingme
#lifeanddeath
#neverlettinggo 
#healing
#sister
#cancer
#onyourown
One year and some time ago I stood in this moment and wondered...how would the world be different without my sister in it. How would I feel not hearing you laughing about something we said. I stood here and shot this clip the day we got back with your news of how far the cancer had already moved. I feel still inside myself. The world is emptier with you not in it. It's been 68 days since I held you in my arms and caressed your heart until still, while whispering a chant of flight softly to your last breath. Pond Life is abundant again. Only now days there are up to 9 royal crisp white egrets finding fuel in our waters. I'm grateful to see them. I'm grateful to still hear you gental in my mind singing and dancing through the kitchen. To you Face♡ #onsacredgrounds  #pondlife  #wildlife  #doingLife  #doingme  #lifeanddeath  #neverlettinggo  #healing  #sister  #cancer  #onyourown 
Today six years ago I had to let you go, it's the hardest thing I ever had to do. At least that's what I thought.. Living without you is harder, at least when I let you go you were free of pain and worries. 
Right now, today, it's all pain and worries for me. You were always the one to make those feelings go away. I miss you mom. 
I wish you were here.. .
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#mom #love #lifeanddeath #grief #griefjourney #motheranddaughter #depression #fighting #wishyouwerehere #cancerisabitch
Today six years ago I had to let you go, it's the hardest thing I ever had to do. At least that's what I thought.. Living without you is harder, at least when I let you go you were free of pain and worries. Right now, today, it's all pain and worries for me. You were always the one to make those feelings go away. I miss you mom. I wish you were here.. . . . . . . . #mom  #love  #lifeanddeath  #grief  #griefjourney  #motheranddaughter  #depression  #fighting  #wishyouwerehere  #cancerisabitch 
King Dix alongside Âme, for a sunrise at Rakastella, Miami.
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#innervisions #âme #deeptech #maceoplex #deephouse #istanbul #marcocarola #lifeanddeath #solomun #deephouse #deephousemusic #housemusic #electromusic #technomusic #miamibeach #rakastella #virginakey @ame_innervisions @dixon_innervisions @innervisions_official @lifeanddeath_forever
finch. 2018. 
Here it is in all its glory, a drawing I’m actually 100% ok with lol, enjoy.
finch. 2018. Here it is in all its glory, a drawing I’m actually 100% ok with lol, enjoy.
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©Visor's "Heaven's Rhapsody"
Is a shot collection that represents the sacred act of honoring our beloved ones who passed away already.

#NIKOND3300 #503 #SanSalvador #graveyard #camposanto #cripta #tumba #grave #sorrow #dolores #rememberme #passedaway #heaven #love #timeless #eternal #lifeanddeath
Twilight saga book 📚 "Life and Death 💀" #novels #books #twilight #lifeanddeath #beauswan #edythecullen