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Wednesday -> Today
Take me back to coffee ☕️ and journal 📓 
Take me away from this couch where I lie day after day, week after week... curled up in a foetal position....
Take away the meds, the need for them, their side effects
Take me back to having hope for a fruitful future
I don’t want this chronic illness! How do I send it back?
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Not coping today because I’m huge and gross - bloating has me not only doubled over in pain, but I pass as 6 months pregnant. It’s been getting gradually worse and worse but it’s getting ridiculous.
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Not coping today because I’m useless and pathetic - it hurts to move even breathe... I can’t get off the couch. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. Never mind all the things I thought I would be doing by now... driving; studying; working; flatting; training...
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Not coping today because life is cruel - I lost all my teens to mental illness and now I’m losing my 20’s to a failing body... crippling pain around the clock; constant nausea; hideous bloating; bed bound days from fatigue and dizziness.
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Not coping today because my life is a joke - crutches and meds and appointments. Can’t make my own bed; unreliable; losing all my friends; losing my dignity, worth, identity...
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I’m not coping today and I can’t even think of a way to sugarcoat it or twist it to a positive.
This life is brutal.
I live an invisible war against my body and mind and have done every second for the last 14 months and counting.
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I cried to mum. I washed down more pills with more sachets and am back curled up on the couch trying not to throw up what I’ve taken.
This is not living. 
This is not what I fought for, so I guess the fight is not over yet...
Wednesday -> Today Take me back to coffee ☕️ and journal 📓 Take me away from this couch where I lie day after day, week after week... curled up in a foetal position.... Take away the meds, the need for them, their side effects Take me back to having hope for a fruitful future I don’t want this chronic illness! How do I send it back? ————— Not coping today because I’m huge and gross - bloating has me not only doubled over in pain, but I pass as 6 months pregnant. It’s been getting gradually worse and worse but it’s getting ridiculous. • Not coping today because I’m useless and pathetic - it hurts to move even breathe... I can’t get off the couch. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. Never mind all the things I thought I would be doing by now... driving; studying; working; flatting; training... • Not coping today because life is cruel - I lost all my teens to mental illness and now I’m losing my 20’s to a failing body... crippling pain around the clock; constant nausea; hideous bloating; bed bound days from fatigue and dizziness. • Not coping today because my life is a joke - crutches and meds and appointments. Can’t make my own bed; unreliable; losing all my friends; losing my dignity, worth, identity... ————— I’m not coping today and I can’t even think of a way to sugarcoat it or twist it to a positive. This life is brutal. I live an invisible war against my body and mind and have done every second for the last 14 months and counting. ————— I cried to mum. I washed down more pills with more sachets and am back curled up on the couch trying not to throw up what I’ve taken. This is not living. This is not what I fought for, so I guess the fight is not over yet...
#NSV Today was the first day I’ve been to an amusement park since I was child and the first time I have been since I’ve lost close to 100lbs. When I started gaining weight I was terrified that I wouldn’t fit onto the rides, so I simply just avoided them. 
Today when I sat on my first ride and everything clicked into place how it should I can’t quite explain the feeling I had. But it was amazing and honestly it makes all the hard work and dedication to this journey so worth it. Nothing can ever replace the quality of life I have gained!
#NSV  Today was the first day I’ve been to an amusement park since I was child and the first time I have been since I’ve lost close to 100lbs. When I started gaining weight I was terrified that I wouldn’t fit onto the rides, so I simply just avoided them. Today when I sat on my first ride and everything clicked into place how it should I can’t quite explain the feeling I had. But it was amazing and honestly it makes all the hard work and dedication to this journey so worth it. Nothing can ever replace the quality of life I have gained!
Everybody please wish @Adrians_Army a very happy 7th birthday!
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Keep up the fight we love you 💛
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Everybody please wish @Adrians_Army a very happy 7th birthday!
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Keep up the fight we love you 💛
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#beanie #cancerfighter #fuckcancer #child #happybirthday #nevergiveup #strong #brave #hope #prayers #seven #keepfighting #superhero #childhoodcancerawareness #followforfollowback #follow #childhoodcancer #cancer #cancersucks #fightcancer #cancerawareness
是日屁股開花☹️ #😅 #nopainnogain #sportsday #sunday #🏸️ #keepfit #keepfighting
To that one soul reading this: I know you’re tired, you’re fed up, you’re close to breaking, but there’s strength within you. Even when you feel weak, keep fighting. 📸- @shackd_photography 
#Arizona #Model #AZModel #Tucson #Mountains #Sunlight #Strength #KeepFighting #IllWinThisBattle #Abs #Fitness #PromoModel #MichelleRenée
#WhenRealityHitsU😶
There are days when things just become unbearable. I mean, I try, honestly, to keep everything going, on a positive note, to be patient, to work hard, to understand, to keep quiet, everything and anything that should be done, tried and attempted. I doubt that some people realize how easily they can ruin things for someone.
People get tired of it. I get tired of it. Patience and understanding can only go so far sometimes. I wonder why I always feel somehow shortchanged with everything. Its not a nice feeling, nor are these nice thoughts, but almost every day I’m reminded, one way or another. Sometimes I’d like to feel that I get the attention that I should be getting, I’d like to feel that I’m at the center of someone’s thoughts, even for maybe a day, or even just an hour maybe. I’d like to sometimes get that support that I’ve never had from anyone else, and sometimes I’d like to have my way, even with the pettiest of things. Give and take, that’s what they always say. I’m not sure I know how that feels like right now.
#behappy
#benatural
#lifemustgoon
#keepsmiling
#keepfighting
#WhenRealityHitsU 😶 There are days when things just become unbearable. I mean, I try, honestly, to keep everything going, on a positive note, to be patient, to work hard, to understand, to keep quiet, everything and anything that should be done, tried and attempted. I doubt that some people realize how easily they can ruin things for someone. People get tired of it. I get tired of it. Patience and understanding can only go so far sometimes. I wonder why I always feel somehow shortchanged with everything. Its not a nice feeling, nor are these nice thoughts, but almost every day I’m reminded, one way or another. Sometimes I’d like to feel that I get the attention that I should be getting, I’d like to feel that I’m at the center of someone’s thoughts, even for maybe a day, or even just an hour maybe. I’d like to sometimes get that support that I’ve never had from anyone else, and sometimes I’d like to have my way, even with the pettiest of things. Give and take, that’s what they always say. I’m not sure I know how that feels like right now. #behappy  #benatural  #lifemustgoon  #keepsmiling  #keepfighting 
Good morning! Breakfast today was porridge with banana and cinnamon and one bounty spread crumpet and one malteaser spread 😋 I’m so sleepy this morning! I think I’ll head back to sleep for a little while 💤 I hope you all have superb mornings💕 #anawho #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #slay #fuckana #breakfast #yummy #goodday #mealplan #staystrong #staymotivated #staypositive #keepfighting #keepslaying #nourishtoflourish #nourishyourbody #nevergiveup #neverlosehope #positivevibes #sundaymorning #haveagoodday 🌈
Good morning! Breakfast today was porridge with banana and cinnamon and one bounty spread crumpet and one malteaser spread 😋 I’m so sleepy this morning! I think I’ll head back to sleep for a little while 💤 I hope you all have superb mornings💕 #anawho  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #slay  #fuckana  #breakfast  #yummy  #goodday  #mealplan  #staystrong  #staymotivated  #staypositive  #keepfighting  #keepslaying  #nourishtoflourish  #nourishyourbody  #nevergiveup  #neverlosehope  #positivevibes  #sundaymorning  #haveagoodday  🌈
Boot or not, I may be broken & injured 
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But I’m still going to race you! .
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Ain’t giving up. Always Training
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Gunnin with @troy_mutha_fuckin_winters & @eliotabe556 .
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#mk18 #carbine #rifle #blackrifle #ar15 #arpistol #handgun #pistol #glock #mindset #stayhumble #staydeadly #staywoke #alwaysastudent #alwaystraining #keeptraining #keepfighting #consistency #flannel #magpul #geissele #surefire #aimpoint #556 #9mm #dixxonflannel #maximdefense #reloading
Boot or not, I may be broken & injured _______________________________________________ But I’m still going to race you! . . Ain’t giving up. Always Training . . . Gunnin with @troy_mutha_fuckin_winters & @eliotabe556 . . . . . . . . . . #mk18  #carbine  #rifle  #blackrifle  #ar15  #arpistol  #handgun  #pistol  #glock  #mindset  #stayhumble  #staydeadly  #staywoke  #alwaysastudent  #alwaystraining  #keeptraining  #keepfighting  #consistency  #flannel  #magpul  #geissele  #surefire  #aimpoint  #556  #9mm  #dixxonflannel  #maximdefense  #reloading 
It’s not always easy to smile.
It’s not always easy to smile.
Difficult roads often lead you to beautiful destinations

#quoteoftheday #keepfighting #nevergiveup #throwback #yolo #lifestyle #liveyourbestlife
外出放風一下
第一次跟同學來去咖啡廳K書📖
晚上順便買一些綁頭髮的東西
#希望我們不會都在聊天🤪

明天繼續受訓的日子
希望除了慢慢習慣
還能順利的調適完心情
#keepfighting #flight #worthit
I ant express how upset the referring made me this game. Sky Blue was robbed and it’s all the refs fault. He could have called the game any moment but for some reason decided to go way over. Nothing can be changed but I hope @skybluefc can see the fight they played with tonight and build on it! ⚽️
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#soccer #nwsl #worldcup #football #instasport #2017 #carlilloyd #sad #keepfighting #work #instagood #firejillellis #ftheREF #skyblue #NJvUTH
#happybirthday to my favorite boy #percy I love u so much, you're my favorite character from my favorite book series from my favorite autor & because of you I'm still here #keepfighting 
Even when I don't belive in myself I belive in you ♡
Love ya buddy ★
#percyjacksonandthelightningthief #percyjacksonandtheolympians #percyjackson #toa #hoo #heroesofolympus #boy #draw #cute #happybirthdaypercy #blue #triallsofapollo #rickriordan #fanart #babe #traditional #medibang #magnuschase #kanechronicles #sonofposeidon
#happybirthday  to my favorite boy #percy  I love u so much, you're my favorite character from my favorite book series from my favorite autor & because of you I'm still here #keepfighting  Even when I don't belive in myself I belive in you ♡ Love ya buddy ★ #percyjacksonandthelightningthief  #percyjacksonandtheolympians  #percyjackson  #toa  #hoo  #heroesofolympus  #boy  #draw  #cute  #happybirthdaypercy  #blue  #triallsofapollo  #rickriordan  #fanart  #babe  #traditional  #medibang  #magnuschase  #kanechronicles  #sonofposeidon 
Keep fighting my friends 💚 the world needs your strength and resilience. Believe in yourself. 
#mentalhealthawareness #keepfighting #chooselife #recoverywarrior
Good game Iskandar !!!! Fight game in semi final match ... Iskandar upset seed [ 1 ] 16-21,,21-19,,21-10 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻... Thanks to En Abas cause keeping iskandar today 👍🏻...Goodluck Iskandar keep fighting till the end ... .
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#Sjbc #Sjbcwarrior #Finalmatchlater #Hardluck #Keepfighting #badmintonlovers #badmintonmalaysia #badmintonnegerisembilan
Kerala is continuing it's fight with rain, my prayers are with you, just hang in there folks, you'll survive this!
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#community #allforoneoneforall #hope #wecandothis #kerala #keepfighting #savekerala #love #thegoodquote🌻#keralafloods
No one ever said growing a #mortgage business was easy.  #keepfighting & #dontgiveup.  We started #mortgagealtitude to help you in the fight and grow your business.
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#mortgagemarketing #mortgagemarketingexpert #mortgageleads #mortgagelife #digitalmarketing #clients #customerservice #businessgrowth  #mortgagebusiness #entrepreneur #dontstop
Berbeda fokus itu hal biasa karena setiap org pnya tujuan berbeda beda. Asal jangan salah fokus apalagi kehilangannya 😊😊
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#smkm2
#keepcool
#keepfighting
Berbeda fokus itu hal biasa karena setiap org pnya tujuan berbeda beda. Asal jangan salah fokus apalagi kehilangannya 😊😊 . . . . . #smkm2  #keepcool  #keepfighting 
Time to work...happy together...healthy together...happy sunday all...💟👍😍💪 #sunday #sundaymorning #timetowork #keepteaching #keepworking #keephappy #keepsmile #keepfighting #keepfit #keephealthy #keepstrong #keepspirit💪 #motivations #inspiration #spirit #instasport #instawork #instame #followme
เตรียมพร้อมสำหรับ Qualify Day ในวันพรุ่งนี้ บอกกับตัวได้แค่ สู้ตายโว้ยยย ทำให้ดีที่สุด เต็มที่กับทุกช็อต
#KeepFighting #KeepWalking #KeepWorking
เตรียมพร้อมสำหรับ Qualify Day ในวันพรุ่งนี้ บอกกับตัวได้แค่ สู้ตายโว้ยยย ทำให้ดีที่สุด เต็มที่กับทุกช็อต #KeepFighting  #KeepWalking  #KeepWorking 
#familytime , a light #row and #rudy ... #lifeisgood #blessed @annette0898
@hannah2mc @hailey.kc @hayhayhockey
This will forever and always be one of my FAVORITE songs and videos ever.
This will forever and always be one of my FAVORITE songs and videos ever.
TheDestinyChild101 Is Typing... Dear fake friends,
Honestly when i met you i thought we would be friends forever. Turns out i was wrong. 
I've been punched, beaten, lied to, talked about and used by you. You only want to bring me down. 
You are not real friends and you will never be real friends to me.
And yet i proceeded to trust you and thought that you could be there.
I was wrong...Again.
I have found real friends who have actually cared about me and will proceed to be there my entire life. 
You were not the right ones for me.
And that's ok.
So here is my finale question for all of u.

Why wasn't i good enough? *repost to share the love between your awesome friends*
#keepfighting
@jadeblazingale
TheDestinyChild101 Is Typing... Dear fake friends, Honestly when i met you i thought we would be friends forever. Turns out i was wrong. I've been punched, beaten, lied to, talked about and used by you. You only want to bring me down. You are not real friends and you will never be real friends to me. And yet i proceeded to trust you and thought that you could be there. I was wrong...Again. I have found real friends who have actually cared about me and will proceed to be there my entire life. You were not the right ones for me. And that's ok. So here is my finale question for all of u. Why wasn't i good enough? *repost to share the love between your awesome friends* #keepfighting  @jadeblazingale
People often tell me that I always smile and have a zest for life... The truth is I enjoy my life... but sometimes my disability can get the better of me and challenge my self worth and overall well being. Tonight for no real reason, was one of those nights. This picture doesn’t show much. But maybe it’ll show that even  the people who seem the strongest, struggle too. #MyLife #KeepGoing #KeepFighting
People often tell me that I always smile and have a zest for life... The truth is I enjoy my life... but sometimes my disability can get the better of me and challenge my self worth and overall well being. Tonight for no real reason, was one of those nights. This picture doesn’t show much. But maybe it’ll show that even the people who seem the strongest, struggle too. #MyLife  #KeepGoing  #KeepFighting 
.Recovery. 
No one said it would be easy. There will be days when it feels like you took 3 steps forward but 6 steps back. There will be days when you question if the mental pain is worth it.

Well I am here to reassure you, you ARE worth it! The feelings of uncertainty ARE normal! You are NOT alone. 
We must face the darkness in order to find the light. 💜 Keep fighting every day, my friends. You deserve to be free. You deserve to be ALIVE 💜

#mentalhealthawareness #journeytopurpose #keepfighting #youareworthit #chooselife
.Recovery. No one said it would be easy. There will be days when it feels like you took 3 steps forward but 6 steps back. There will be days when you question if the mental pain is worth it. Well I am here to reassure you, you ARE worth it! The feelings of uncertainty ARE normal! You are NOT alone. We must face the darkness in order to find the light. 💜 Keep fighting every day, my friends. You deserve to be free. You deserve to be ALIVE 💜 #mentalhealthawareness  #journeytopurpose  #keepfighting  #youareworthit  #chooselife 
|Love Yahh Auntieee💞 #Keepfighting
เปลี่ยนที่บ้าง รูปเบลอชิบ 🤦🏻‍♂️💪🏻#keepfit #keepfighting
เปลี่ยนที่บ้าง รูปเบลอชิบ 🤦🏻‍♂️💪🏻#keepfit  #keepfighting 
Tdk akan merasa mudah, jika seseorang belum pernah merasakan sulit..
#keepfighting #workhard #stayhumble
Jaga kandang lagi...sepi banget di ruangan eh ketemu orang stresse...gpp deh buat temen... 😂😂😂 #havefun#silentbutnotdeadly#keepfighting
20180819 breakfast 
銅鑼燒 一個半 
一杯小杯咖啡 
昨天晚上吃一個很開心

結果今天哭哭
不過還在可以接受範圍內 
46.2 
繼續努力💪

#keepfighting #ondiet #fights
20180819 breakfast 銅鑼燒 一個半 一杯小杯咖啡 昨天晚上吃一個很開心 結果今天哭哭 不過還在可以接受範圍內 46.2 繼續努力💪 #keepfighting  #ondiet  #fights 
A lot of life hinges on belief: belief in yourself, belief in others, belief in the circumstances and how situations will end up. You HAVE to believe that good will come, and if you do, it will. Your mindset determines the outcome. Positive thoughts translate into positive results, it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. As difficult as it can get to maintain that belief when results just aren’t showing, if you continue to hold fast, you will be rewarded with success. Maybe a different kind of success than you anticipated, but success nonetheless as long as you accept it as such. Don’t give up, don’t give into the negativity that plagues the world. You can do this, it will be okay. Stay strong lovelies!! 😘💕
A lot of life hinges on belief: belief in yourself, belief in others, belief in the circumstances and how situations will end up. You HAVE to believe that good will come, and if you do, it will. Your mindset determines the outcome. Positive thoughts translate into positive results, it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. As difficult as it can get to maintain that belief when results just aren’t showing, if you continue to hold fast, you will be rewarded with success. Maybe a different kind of success than you anticipated, but success nonetheless as long as you accept it as such. Don’t give up, don’t give into the negativity that plagues the world. You can do this, it will be okay. Stay strong lovelies!! 😘💕
Car Free Day 19 agustus 2018 @marcokakiay @sebentar_ @toyotabalipromo @ekymayndra @retnosuminar_toyota @buditopan 
#cfd #carfreeday #cardreedaydenpasar #carfreedaybali #carfreedayrenon #salestoyota #auto2000sanur #promotoyota #promotoyotamurah #keepfighting
你知道嗎?
我需要多大的良善和自持,
才能面對你無比自私的一家人?

#婚姻是種修行 #keepfighting #lifeisnoteasy #alwaysalone
“Cuando te fijes un objetivo , no quites la mirada de él, no te distraigas, aún cuando tropiezas... sigue adelante , el éxito está en mantenerse firme , confía en ti” #makeupoftheday #makeupbyme #makeuplover #makeupartist #makeupartist #mexicanascontalento #dontstop #keepfighting #listenyourheart #coloryourlife #coloryourworld #feetthesoul #trustinyourself
Rambo had a mean fight on Saturday against Sony the NZ No. 1. It was a close bout but we never got the decision this time. Well done boy, on to the next one. A big thanks to Mark (Smiling Tigers) for cornering Rambo and putting on another great boxing event. #keepfighting #boxinglife #morefightsnextweekend #nzfightandfitness #nzffaboxingteam #nzffa
ปีหน้าเอาเหรียญไรดีน้า เบื่อทองแดงแล้ว
#KeepFighting
ปีหน้าเอาเหรียญไรดีน้า เบื่อทองแดงแล้ว #KeepFighting 
M’s V Dodgers haha!!! #GoMs, #KeepFighting!!!
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مسابقات بين المللي اصفهان
بازي هاي سال ٩٧ ما هم با يك جدول ٥٦ نفره با فايترهاي قوي استارت خورد
فيلم بازي سومم با خوزستان سه راند ( باند قرمز )
بازي چهارم هم بعد از دو راند، بازي رو واگذار كردم بخاطر آسیب دیدگی
#فيلمبرداري_يواشكي_با_عذاب😨
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@aki_ramina
@shahrzadfdk
@neda_hassani_1994
@zeinalifaezeh
#dojo #bestdojo #lovedojo #AKI_RAMINA #bestteam #kyokushin #kyokushinkai #kyokushinkarate 
#kyokushinmatsushima #kyokushingirl #workhard #keepfighting #keeptraining #kyokushin_iran #training  #shahrzad_fadakar #osu
___ مسابقات بين المللي اصفهان بازي هاي سال ٩٧ ما هم با يك جدول ٥٦ نفره با فايترهاي قوي استارت خورد فيلم بازي سومم با خوزستان سه راند ( باند قرمز ) بازي چهارم هم بعد از دو راند، بازي رو واگذار كردم بخاطر آسیب دیدگی #فيلمبرداري_يواشكي_با_عذاب 😨 ___ @aki_ramina @shahrzadfdk @neda_hassani_1994 @zeinalifaezeh #dojo  #bestdojo  #lovedojo  #AKI_RAMINA  #bestteam  #kyokushin  #kyokushinkai  #kyokushinkarate  #kyokushinmatsushima  #kyokushingirl  #workhard  #keepfighting  #keeptraining  #kyokushin_iran  #training  #shahrzad_fadakar  #osu 
Success is consists of just getting up one more time than you fall 💪
#keeptrying #keeppracticeyoga
#yoga #armbalance #fitness #power #bodymindsoul #keepfighting
NO MATTER HOW BAD LIFE MAY SEEM, YOU MUST ALWAYS SMILE. IT IS INFECTIOUS IN A GOOD WAY. IF I CAN MAKE AT LEAST ONE OTHER PERSON SMILE A DAY JUST BY A SIMPLE GESTURE OR SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS A HELLO I FEEL GOOD AND SO SHOULDN'T YOU. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND KEEP ON SMILING.  BECAUSE EVEN AT YOUR LOWEST YOU NEED TO LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE, YOU CAN ONLY GO UP FROM THE BOTTOM. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT DAY 😉🤙
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#motivation #motivationalquotes #stayfocused #focus #overcome #nevergiveup #determination  #ambition #inspire #inspirationalquotes #instagood #quotes #instaquote #wisdom #dailyinspiration #dailyquotes #quotes #quote #staystrong #keepgoing #staypositive #daybyday #keepfighting #knowledge #instaquote #positivevibes #positive #success #qotd
NO MATTER HOW BAD LIFE MAY SEEM, YOU MUST ALWAYS SMILE. IT IS INFECTIOUS IN A GOOD WAY. IF I CAN MAKE AT LEAST ONE OTHER PERSON SMILE A DAY JUST BY A SIMPLE GESTURE OR SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS A HELLO I FEEL GOOD AND SO SHOULDN'T YOU. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND KEEP ON SMILING. BECAUSE EVEN AT YOUR LOWEST YOU NEED TO LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE, YOU CAN ONLY GO UP FROM THE BOTTOM. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT DAY 😉🤙 - - #motivation  #motivationalquotes  #stayfocused  #focus  #overcome  #nevergiveup  #determination   #ambition  #inspire  #inspirationalquotes  #instagood  #quotes  #instaquote  #wisdom  #dailyinspiration  #dailyquotes  #quotes  #quote  #staystrong  #keepgoing  #staypositive  #daybyday  #keepfighting  #knowledge  #instaquote  #positivevibes  #positive  #success  #qotd