#truthtime About a month ago I had a colonoscopy and when it was over my doctor gleamed with happiness and told me I was going to live a normal life and the hard parts were behind me.. once again I felt the superwomen I was raised to be, come out of me and everyday. I went to work early and I tried to make all the events and in my heart I was leaping towards my dreams finally feeling like I can have the life I know I deserve.. Then Tuesday came.. I woke up so excited to take my kids trick or treating and steal their candy, but by noon I knew I wasn't gonna make it. By 2pm I couldn't keep anything down and the sharp pains weren't getting better and by the end of the day I had to make plans for my children for a few days and figure out where am i going to find the money to pay the rent this month? This year wss supposed to be my first year doing thanksgiving. Being in the hospital is a financial burden in itself. My support team is strong but they have their own crosses to bare and they cannot carry this one for me.. It has not been easy for me these past few years but God has never forsaken me, my only question to him now is how? HOW am I going to make this work? I can't give 40 hours to a job because my time and energy is precious and when I'm finished I have so little left for what matters.. #crohns#crohnslife#spoonie#fightlikeagirl#fighttoeat#love#power#remicaide#inflaximab
As gotas de esperança que passam por minhas veias mostram que aquele que começou a boa obra é fiel e Justo para cumpri-las até o fim .
Dono do meu ser Guardião dos meus anseios O conhecedor do meu coração
Eu me entrego a ti
Eu me entrego a ti
Meu coração é só teu Eu sou achado em teu amor Meu coração é só teu Eu sou achado em teu amor
Dono do meu ser Guardião dos meus anseios #crohn#retocolite#inflaximab#imunossupressor
Parece inofensivo ... Mas os dias também tem sido assim . Remédios , exames e tudo mais ... Jaja vamos saber se vou poder iniciar meu tratamento com imunossupressores .
Vida que segue , o importante vai ser fuçar bem para poder zelar por aqueles que eu quero bem ❤️🙏🏻🌟#retocoliteulcerativa#dii#crohn#inflaximab