My boyfriend takes 30-45 minutes to answer a text now and it’s only a few word text after waiting that long and it’s all because he got a new game system and now I’m being ignored for video games again just like all my other past boyfriends would do to me...
I gave you all the love I had. You say you aren't beautiful.. You say you aren't perfect... I know you are beautiful.. Maybe everyone doesn't see it.. But you stand out too much in my eyes. You are perfect for me. I always felt that you wouldn't always love me.. It seemed to real to be true. How could you have ever fallen for me? All I could think was anything was possible.. And I thought maybe it's true.. Maybe she loves me. A girl I try for. I spend all my time trying to make her happy, talk with you, be there for you.. I tried my ass off for you.. You decided you were done with me and you don't want to talk anymore.. I wish I could hold your hand.. I wish I could hug you or even kiss you 1 time.. I'm just an idiot who fell in love with someone who could never want him... I'm weak.. I try stay strong and all I can do is try give others advice and I get down myself, I cry..
When you stopped talking all I could do was cry.. I do it when I try think of our future.. Or what we could have.. We can still have it. Idk how to explain my love towards you.. It never ends.. I told you I would never give up trying for you and it's what I'm doing.. You are trying to force me not to try anymore.. We have so many promises.. Some got broken.. But alot can still stand if a little bit of love is shown... I still care about you.. I still need you. I STILL LOVE YOU! I told you nobody could take it.. And my love is all gone to you.. If you told me to move on... I would still have troubles with it because you have taken all of my love and I no longer know how to love anyone else.. I'm obsessed with you.. I know that. You never leave my mind.. And I constantly think of you. I spend my days just thinking of how it went wrong.. Will you come back for me when I'm in need of love the most?
All I think is no... You won't.. Its finished.. I fucked up my life and I can't change what's happened.. My effort doesn't matter.. I am still in Love with you.. #sad#lost#lonely#alone#iwantyou#ineedyou#brokenheart#broken#scary#fucktheworld#help#ruined#destroyed
I see the galaxy in your eyes. I see the smile on your face and the love in your heart. I feel the wind as you run around me and though I'm crying and my hearts dropping I force a smile because your happy but I want to be with you.. So please take my hand and take me home.. #imissyou#notfair#onlyhappinessgone#juniorcomehome#ineedyou
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