✨ Vulnerable post ✨ Idk where to start because I’ve never done if of these.... I consider myself to be a very strong person mentally and emotionally on top of that being a single mom. Always been very confident in myself but for the past few months I don’t feel like myself anymore🤷🏻♀️. Anxiety has been my best friend lately and for those of you who have gone through it know that it’s one of the worst feelings you can ever have. I don’t feel mentally and emotionally strong like I once was. 😩 I get mad at myself on a daily basis for being weak at times that I should be strong. Things I would easy walk away from before I can’t do now. Couple of people that I love walked out of my life this year and that has affected me more than I thought it would. ☹️It has been a year of ups, downs and a lot of growing. I am so thankful for the friends that have been there for me lately and dealing with my annoying ass 🙋🏻♀️💕 checking in on me. At the end of the day I’m a mom and my little girl is the only thing pushing to become the strong person I once was. 👧🏻 Felt like sharing this because some of you have been asking me wtf is up with me and just because I can 🙇🏻♀️. Thanks for reading if you did. 🤙🏽💜 #BetterDaysAreComing#AnxietyProblems#AnxietyWontWin#ImWorthIt#INeedABeer 🍺 #NewMeInTheMaking#TimeToBeABadAssAgain#AnxietyFuckingUpMyGains#NoEnergyToWorkOut
Coming to appreciate your worth can, in some cases, dramatically improve your circumstances by changing the choices you make and the actions you take. And as you begin to treat yourself with more respect, other people begin to do the same, since we subconsciously "train" others how to treat us through messages we send through body language, tone of voice, and other subtle cues and behaviors. Discovering your innate worth and living from that place allows you to make more constructive choices--to choose the higher roads of life.
Dan Millman, Everyday Enlightenment
So we were at the local butcher getting some beef when I saw these ribs... with zero planning and an equal amount of research on how best to cook this cut, I decided to cover it in brisket rub and try out the new Weber Genesis II LX in smoker mode. 6hrs at 125-150degC with smoke the first two hours, the results were pretty spectacular. It just fell apart! As a side note, tried the @woolumbi_farm Spicy Pickled Cucumbers with the smoked ribs and they complimented each other well. #lowandslow#beefribs#pickled#webergenesis2#smokingmeat#beef#ineedabeer#sundaydinner#lindenfresh#bentonsquare#goodresults