Is anyone else getting tired of how fake social media is? It’s like the concept of money. How did we all buy into this shit? There’s some wonderfully talented people online for sure and I’m truly grateful at how much technology can keep me connected to my family members all over the world but fuck me... it’s exhausting. ...It’s late... I wonder if this post will survive the night.... even though it’s honest creativity.
Biasanya hanya melapak, tapi kali ini akan menggambar juga, sambil mencari uang kembalian mungkin. Perdana di #GEGAMBAR nya @mycolugo besok. Sampai jumpa 👋🏻 Gegambar vol 06
Minggu, 22 July 2018
10 pagi - 7 malam
I’ve always liked to draw strange and unusual characters. Big noses, long limbs. I like the freedom of breaking the rules and stretching anatomy. I’m having a lot of rough days lately and a friend said to me that it’s probably because I’ve completed the Times of Rhymes and after that high comes a crash. I’m trying hard to stay functional. Can’t wait to go back home and see my family next month and walk on the hills. I need a break.
Sketch and color testing for my illustration. My mentor suggested using tea to prime my papers for creating a rustic feel to my works. I didn't have tea while working on this, so I decided to use my iced americano instead. .
I fell absolutely in love with the brown hue and staining of the paper, and decided to stick with this technique in every drawing that I make
「And I am back from the depths where you first left me. Where I've remained all this time hoping you'd find yourself coming back. So I could be there and I would've been there to welcome you back, but you never came so instead I'm the one who ended up coming back from there. Still carrying the same heavy weight on my chest, but it feels a little less heavy now. Perhaps, I've become stronger after carrying it all this time? But after spending all those times letting it weigh me down, it would be a shame if I wasn't able to come up w/ a far more better excuse to have been carrying all this negativity & toxicity to this day. So I've come to say that, I've realized they may not be people, memories, experiences, or feelings worth holding on to nor remembering as not only were they not all that beautiful if not actually ugly, they were also pretty awful if not really horrible to be carrying inside you all bottled up ready to explode at any time. However, they are still parts of me I probably can't ever let go of for the reason that maybe if it had not been for it I wouldn't be the me I am today. I regret them, will never want to experience them ever, if given the chance perhaps I would've chosen not to have met certain people or be born at all if it meant having to experience it and meet them anyway, but despite that I will carry it anyway and never forget. Only, this time however, it does not weigh me down like it used to nor will it ever. I can breathe better and easier, it's also a lot less painful now because I've accepted that I can't forgive them and perhaps not ever, but who's to say, so maybe for now, that's okay, that there are things I will probably never be okay w/ or probably be okay w/ in my own time. As it means I am more capable of feeling more emotions than I thought and that's a good thing that I can actually still feel genuinely, no matter if it's a negative one, tho I'd prefer positive ones, but rn I'm grateful and actually a little free. From the depths, to here and maybe someday there too.」
『Maybe it's my photography skills, maybe it's the lighting, but I want a better camera anyway. It doesn't look this bland and dark in real life, I swear.』
First Chapter of Telkom Health Book 2018
Banyak ilmu kesehatan baru yang didapat setelah 1.5 bulan lamanya diskusi ilustrasi & layout ☘️
Dari porsi olahraga sampai makanan apa aja yang pas untuk dimakan, ada semua di buku ini 🍞
Plus team dokternya kooperatif & ramah2 ❤️
Penulis : Tim Dokter @yakestelkom
Ilustrator : @savitri_kinanti
Desainer Grafis : @pambudiyoga
2015 vs 2018. I kept and kept on pushing myself and finally I am here. I cant wait to see how much i will improve in the next couple of years!!!!!!! Again thanks everyone for sticking with me!!!! Cant wait to show you vol 2!!! This feels so surreal since I would just kept talking about this story and how epic is going to be and it is time show you how epic it is!!! Again so happy!!!