...from time to time in life, you must reevaluate everyone and everything; like work you must demote, promote, or expunge... even when i was (still am) sick, in and out of the hospital, working, making moves... and no one was there for them, i still loved them extra to make up for that loss, to make up for the support they lacked, the support they should have had... they made me suffer, they schemed and stole, they made me take the hits, they made me eat choices they already had planned out for me, they didnt even give me a choice... i just had hoped they learned, that they didnt take my suffering in vain, especially when everything ive done, ive done for them, the betterment for all; even over myself... it didnt matter as long as everyone was good, to make lives easier... i truly wanted them to finally be happy; but over time i realized you cant want something more for someone than they want for themselves... i literally gave my soul, my life, my everything, bent over backwards, plus more... i fed them, clothed them, gave cash, paid their bills and others, made sure they dont go empty, gave them everything and anything, guided them, supported them, and loved them when they couldnt love themselves... but where were they when i needed them most? where were they for birthdays? holidays? celebrations? when i was sick? when their own ppl hurt me? when i needed help? when im sad? how about to just chill? to eat? how about hmu for happy events, not only when they needed something or someone to clean up messes... i never needed anyone nor ask, but it sure wouldve been nice knowing ppl had my back when i never hesitated to have theirs... you try to forget and forgive so much, that theyll take that for granted; they learn to believe its okay "she can take another hit, and another, and another, and so on" ...at least i can move on knowing i did my absolute best when they didnt deserve 1%... you were 100% selfish when i was 110% selfless... for years, you did what you werent supposed to and chose to not do things you should have... but thank you, thank you for letting me learn what i want, dont want; and what i do, and dont deserve... in the end, i judge myself [cont'd]
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So true. 👌🏽 I couldn’t imagine stopping Luke from seeing jack, not for any other reason than jack. Unless there is a real safety or wellbeing reason, you have no right to let your bitterness get in the way of your child’s bond with its father.. just because you don’t like him, doesn’t mean your children feel the same. #iftheshoefits#probablyisaboutyou#yesitisaboutyou#bitchplease#selfish
Without getting all political or personal, you matter... just not to me. Keep in mind that, you are and will always be your #1 cheerleader. Your financial stability, your personal goals, your mental health, etc MATTER because it’s YOUR life. That is what matters, not the negative vibes or anything else that is trying to kill your mood. If you’re down and unfocused how do you expect to help others or better yet do better— for you? #IfTheShoeFits 🤷🏽♀️ #HitTheRoadJack 💅🏽