“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
Pipi Luka boleh tampal handyplast..hati Luka handyplast boleh tampal tak?? This is what we call life.. kadang2 kegembiraan itu muncul hanya sekelip Mata..tapi penderitaan hadir sepanjang masa.. #whatalife#stoptouchingme#ideservetobehappy
I was sent this today...it was exactly what I needed to read. Things haven’t been great lately. I feel like I’m loosing a battle daily. I’m in a boat that’s filling with water, slowly sinking into the ocean. My good days are good and my bad are close to my breaking point. I’m trying my best to keep myself afloat. Everyday is a new day, which brings either new joys or new struggles. All I know is I’m not giving up. I know the happiness I want and I know the happiness I truly DESERVE.
“Don’t expect anyone to save you and don’t expect anyone to have all the answers. If there is something i can say to save a life, then it is this....is no one can save you but yourself. All you have to do is put the work in. Anything and everything can be accomplished with a little dedication.” r.m. drake #ideservetobehappy#onedayatatime#empowered
Don't waste 95% of your life to weigh 5% less! I need to hit the reset button... A few months ago I did a keto cut and It was very restrictive. I tracked macros religiously and became very obsessive and extreme. It was not good for me mentally. I went off the cut and couldn't control myself around food (even though it was all keto food) I was paranoid about eating and about gaining weight and I would feel guilty over silly things like eating a few peanuts or a salad. That is NOT the relationship I want with food. I have concluded no more tracking no more (forced) fasting no more weighing myself daily. I want to listen to my body. I want to be grateful for where I am now. I have a lot to be proud of I am wearing a size 4 /small... That is great! I am healthy, i feel good, I am strong. I have maybe 10 lbs to lose and there's no point in obsessing over losing 10 pounds. #bodypositivity#selflove#iamenough#iamworthy#ideservetobehappy#tlc
Got in a morning brisk walk around the neighborhood. So humid! Feels like #peasoup out there. I then treated myself to a seriously overdue haircut at #heavenandearthsalonandspa ! The truth is when you feel like shit and negative self talk you tend to let things go. I have lived to long like this!!! Its my time to shine. Its my time to take control of my life. Its my time stop complaining and start doing. So today 22+ pounds down its my time for #selflove because #ideservetobehappy ! You also deserve to be happy! Take a bubble bath, lock yourself in the closest (so the kids can't find you😜) read a book, get your nails done, and most importantly look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself you are beautiful because God made all things beautiful! #jesuscontinuestoteachme#blessedeveryday#beachbodycoach#positivityiscontagious#gratefulheart
It has all said and done. Things that some people has been expecting has happened. 4 years of self inflicted emotional abuse. I was not going to talk as a victim of someone here. I am a victim of my own wrongdoing. All my bad decisions, mistakes lead to this emotional state that I had put myself into. Honestly it was hard. Finally putting up the flag, cutting the connections both physically and emotionally. To at last removing each other from the page, to walk on different road. The regret was there. Lingering. Because I know I had done a lot, given my everything, I had tried my best, I had fought for it to make it work. But on the other side of the story, I’ve had enough. Despite everything, I got nothing. I was interrogated, questioned on why did I become bitter by a person who boldly walked over me, trampled on my feelings and cheated on me under my nose. All I can say is that a rebel was not born. They’re made rebel. Though I had put a good fight on the last battle, one thing I learned, we couldn’t win against a narc. I was blamed for not being patient enough while he verifies his cheating by saying we weren’t tied with any legal tie so I don’t have the right to question his action. Yeah. Right too. And wrong. Depends. So I decided that I’m going to stop acting like his wife. He went berserk and thats how the strings loose. It hurts like hell but I’m no puppet anymore. Time will heal right? Been watching KUWTK lately and Kourtney Kardashian finally able to drag herself from Scott Disick and getting hawt with Younes Benjima though she and Scott has 3 kids together plus long history of breaking up-getting together momentos. So, gonna take my time, cross the sea, going abroad maybe. I just want to live my life as Kourtney says in the show. #donetrying#thoughtoftheday#freed#endofabuse#emotionallydrained#ideservetobehappy#narcissisticabuse#throwback#imgoingonvacation#mymoneyismymoney
My Mantra for today! Even though I feel like I’m broken.. and my life is completely in a state of anxiety and chaos.. because of all the personal development, my faith and new found love for myself.. I say this today over and over. I may say it with tears, I may say it with pain.. but I say it because I know it to be true! I deserve to be loved!! I will scream it from the rooftops!! All my life I choose men who don’t deserve me.. men who do everything to disempower me.. men who continually hurt me and want nothing more but to get their fill by controlling me. Although I feel broken today, and I am in utter shock with what I’ve encountered over the past few months. For the first time I have hope.. because I now know differently. I know that I will never allow this crazy type of mental abuse to control my life again.. I will never put a man before me.. I will never wear my heart on my sleeve again. My addiction of the search for love from someone who can’t love is over. Yes Today I’m fearful of any relationship moving forward. But my focus will be my girls and to teach them to love and respect themselves and not to allow anyone to mistreat or control them. To be loved, taken care of and treated like the princess’ they are. 👑That’s my purpose. To guide and shape them to be successful, strong, 💪🏼 confident and kind 💗 human beings and to help empower other women to do the same. 💪🏼 I’m anxiously awaiting the day this pain will fade. 💔 I was told today by one of my mentors.. your not broken.. your just wounded. 💗 He was right.. and even though today it doesn’t feel this way.. this too shall pass. 🙏🏼🙏🏼 #ideservetobeloved#ideservetobehappy#empoweredwomen#selflove#thistooshallpass#anxiouslywaitingforthestormtopass#somuchpain#somuchhurt#happydaysahead
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It’s my birthday week! Today i decided to not be held back by the bad choices I’ve made, the weight of what others think about me, or the selfishness of others that has/had the potential of setting me back. Bound to go into 32 with a new attitude. A new way of life. A new way of being happy! ❤️❤️👑💯🙌🏾💜💜#FeelingGood#JuneBaby#Level32Loading#iDeserveToBeHappy#Queenin#MoneyMondayz