________________________________When you ask me why I studied psychology i always lie.
It's more than a passion.
I studied psychology to save myself, to give me a reason for my story. [...]
Being a child of a schizophrenic person is like feeling inside a strong pain for a lifetime without losing consciousness.
Grow with the knowledge of how she or he feels, grow in the same prison.
I feel to bring evil within me with the conscience that is not mine but i can not abandon it, i have to protect it.
I feel fragmented, fragile, alone and confused, compromised, judged.
I feel guilty and angry with myself, frustrated and powerless for not being able to help.
Staying in the balance all the life between wanting to live better and not really succeed.
It is a struggle that love will never leave, in which everyone is still alive, someone in a form that the human mind does not easily understand.
I can not describe how difficult it has been, how difficult it is.
I can only express it with art because words frighten me, as much as being understood without being stigmatized and endangering my love ones.
All good things come to an end..
But that does not mean there is an end to the impact the good things made.
Being a white male my statement to some might not be impactful enough and that's understandable.
This week we have lost 2 of the brightest lights in this world. And while it is true and has always been said that Aretha and kofi are 2 of the most empowering members of the black community over the years....
That's not how I see it... Why??
Because I do not see race, skin colour, culture, language, or any other differences.... we are ALL.... HUMAN.
SO... to me Aretha Franklin the queen of soul and kofi Annan former secretary general of the United nations are and were 2 of the most influential human beings across all walks of life in our short history here...
In general, people are not drawn to perfection in one another. People are drawn to shared interests, shared problems and an individual’s life energy. Humans connect with humans. Hiding one’s humanity and trying to project an image of perfection, makes a person vague, slippery, lifeless and uninteresting. #human#soul#energy#life#connection#desire#humility#humanity