I was able to get off work a little early get some sleep. We have a full day of horse back riding , Christmas luncheon and a birthday party before I work again tonight ! ❤️ Thanks @pharanoel you made me functioning today possible with a few hours of sleep today 😂😍 this is what’s important my angel girl 💓😍 she is so excited coming here to ride ! #blessed#happy#healthy#horselover#ineedtobuyahorsenow
Had such a nice start to the weekend this morning and enjoyed a LIVE workout class for a little change. Needed to refresh my memory on how to do it before I kick off my classes in 2019 🙌🏻 I’ve put off doing it for so long now for a number of reasons, mostly the fact that I did my training and then in that same week I lost my best friend 🐴💔 which has given my confidence a HUGE knock.
It made me suddenly remember how fragile life is, and how in the quickest moment your whole world can change. But it didn’t have the impact on me of “just go for it anyway!” Instead it’s plagued every day since with thoughts I’d rather not have. I just haven’t felt ready to be up in front of people motivating them like that. Instead I’ve tried to remain focused on my own health & fitness as much as I can in a way to help deal with it. I focused my energy on me and helping my online clients for the time being. But as the 1 year mark of the loss of comet approaches and with so many other milestones coming up this year, it’s time to start being more adventurous again, stepping outside what’s comfortable for me and pushing myself to grow in different ways. And yes standing in front of a group of people running a class for them will be the sort of growth I need.
My girls have seen my cry, smile, mope around, get angry, depressed, cry some more! It’s time to start re-focusing and working on my new life and try not to dwell on my old life I miss so much. Comet is and still will be in my thoughts every day for a very long time that I know for sure, and this isn’t me moving on, just changing direction. Not sure I’ll ever move on. I’ve felt sorry for myself a hell of a lot and still can’t fathom that she’s not here. On occasion I’ve had to remind myself that I don’t need to worry about how warm she is in this freezing cold!😞 I’m looking forward to a new challenge, and meeting lots of lovely new people.
Fitness is my therapy and I hope that I can help anyone else who has been/going through a hard time find a little bit of confidence again that they need in their life. Now to get searching for a fab venue to run my classes and helping the masses get fit both online & personally.👊🏼
Work hard for what you want because it won't come to you without a fight. You have to be strong and courageous and know that you can do anything you put your mind to. If somebody puts you down or criticizes you, just keep on believing in yourself and turn it into something positive.
So I met this dude today, anyone know what breed he is? Pretty drafty fellow, cool as a cucumber, luxurious grey salt and pepper mane and forelock. I am in Portugal but this ain’t no Lusitano! Your guess of breed is as good as mine. 💖🐎🏞🏰🏰🏰
Bild by @whoiscara (Danke nochmal für die Erlaubnis❤).
Heyy💗 Ich hoffe ihr seit alle gut ins Wochenende gestartet.🙈 Ich habe einige Sachen erledigt. Geschenke besorgt und wir haben den Tannenbaum gekauft 😍 Mittlerweile bin ich so richtig in Weihnachtsstimmung🎄 Morgen gehe ich dann zum Stall und reite,dannach geht es noch zum Weihnachtsmarkt. Das ganze Wochenende ist schon wieder verplant 🤪