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ive felt like this for over a year. almost a year and a half. ive counted calories and cried over gaining weight and gotten excited over losing weight and looked at thinspo and "tips" and started hating my body more and crying and celebrating the pain of starvation and excersizing until i feel faint for almost a year and a half. wild
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
ive felt like this for over a year. almost a year and a half. ive counted calories and cried over gaining weight and gotten excited over losing weight and looked at thinspo and "tips" and started hating my body more and crying and celebrating the pain of starvation and excersizing until i feel faint for almost a year and a half. wild . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
the more i think about it, the more i feel like im not truly sick. like i dont deserve help. i probably dont and im just being dramatic. dumb boy.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
the more i think about it, the more i feel like im not truly sick. like i dont deserve help. i probably dont and im just being dramatic. dumb boy. . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
i want to be worse, i feel like im not bad enough, i feel like theres nothing wrong with me, but the thought of gaining weight makes me feel sick and panicky and actually gaining weight makes me fucking cry and i know its not healthy and that im sick and i probably need help but how can i truly believe that when im 205 lbs and obese and disgusting. god. i want to go to a gym but i dont have the money, nor the courage to do that bc id be alone and out of place. fuck. i feel pathetic.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
i want to be worse, i feel like im not bad enough, i feel like theres nothing wrong with me, but the thought of gaining weight makes me feel sick and panicky and actually gaining weight makes me fucking cry and i know its not healthy and that im sick and i probably need help but how can i truly believe that when im 205 lbs and obese and disgusting. god. i want to go to a gym but i dont have the money, nor the courage to do that bc id be alone and out of place. fuck. i feel pathetic. . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
hey u ever sit w/ ur friends and realize how annoying and fat you are.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
im so dumb im so dumb im so dumb im so dumb !!!! im so dumb!!!! im so dumb!!! im!!! so!!! dumb!!!! a dumb baby, cant fucking do anything right, gross.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
im so dumb im so dumb im so dumb im so dumb !!!! im so dumb!!!! im so dumb!!! im!!! so!!! dumb!!!! a dumb baby, cant fucking do anything right, gross. . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
im finally counting calories after not doing so for like. a week. and i dont feel as horrible as i thought i would? i thought the pain would be unbearable but its okay.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
im finally counting calories after not doing so for like. a week. and i dont feel as horrible as i thought i would? i thought the pain would be unbearable but its okay. . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
im so dysphoric i hate this iw ant to die die die my body is horrible and wrong!!! .
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
im so dysphoric i hate this iw ant to die die die my body is horrible and wrong!!! . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
i wanna cry, im so lonely, im always so lonely, all i do is sit at home all day. i have no one to hang out with everyones busy. i just. i want more friends and i want to wanted and needed and fucked. and i want to be happy, but im starting to think that thats too much to ask. instead, ill just. let people use my body. that's close enough to happiness. being useful. thatll be nice. i want to be useful. yes please. let me be useful.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
i wanna cry, im so lonely, im always so lonely, all i do is sit at home all day. i have no one to hang out with everyones busy. i just. i want more friends and i want to wanted and needed and fucked. and i want to be happy, but im starting to think that thats too much to ask. instead, ill just. let people use my body. that's close enough to happiness. being useful. thatll be nice. i want to be useful. yes please. let me be useful. . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
comment some cute love songs, im making a playlist  thank u
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
damn 😔😔im really out here crying because im lonely
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
one of these days im gonna end up punching someone in the face lmao. i get so angry over the smallest things. hm.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
one of these days im gonna end up punching someone in the face lmao. i get so angry over the smallest things. hm. . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
i feel so gross and full no one will want me if i stay this gross fuck fuck fuck fuck!!
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
i feel so gross and full no one will want me if i stay this gross fuck fuck fuck fuck!! . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
Blue moon I rest 
My head on your 
Soft light that 
Fades with the blue sky 
I look to you 
When I am down 
I feel so small 
In this blue world 
Are you lonely in the space that you've made only for yourself 
Do you wish sometimes that you could be somebody else 
Are you worried for a future that you haven't got all planned out 
Are you scared of facing those feelings that you've never felt 
On a dark night cold night laying on the bedroom floor 
Looking up to the ceiling wondering what im here for 
Haven't slept in a while but the sun will come up soon 
looking in a mirror thinking one day ill love you 
One day ill love you 
Blue tears that fall 
Down from my face 
They fill my view 
Like the blue sea 
I drift alone 
Through restless waves 
To navigate 
Through this blue world 
This blue world
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
Blue moon I rest  My head on your  Soft light that  Fades with the blue sky  I look to you  When I am down  I feel so small  In this blue world Are you lonely in the space that you've made only for yourself  Do you wish sometimes that you could be somebody else  Are you worried for a future that you haven't got all planned out  Are you scared of facing those feelings that you've never felt On a dark night cold night laying on the bedroom floor  Looking up to the ceiling wondering what im here for  Haven't slept in a while but the sun will come up soon  looking in a mirror thinking one day ill love you  One day ill love you Blue tears that fall  Down from my face  They fill my view  Like the blue sea  I drift alone  Through restless waves  To navigate  Through this blue world  This blue world . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
i was supposed to be born with a flat chest and a dick!! what the fuck!!! i hate this!!!
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
i was supposed to be born with a flat chest and a dick!! what the fuck!!! i hate this!!! . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
i wanna sob, i miss you so much, im sorry.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
everytime i see you i basically have a anxiety attack!!! fuck!!! i hate this!! i wanna go home!!! i dont wanna go to school!! i dont!! wanna!!! be!!! here!!! fuck!!! go away go away go away!!! please!!!
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
everytime i see you i basically have a anxiety attack!!! fuck!!! i hate this!! i wanna go home!!! i dont wanna go to school!! i dont!! wanna!!! be!!! here!!! fuck!!! go away go away go away!!! please!!! . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
I want to shoot myself!! i dont want to miss you!! but i do!! i had a dream about you last night. fuck. this is just proof nobody truly wants me. fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck. the only people that care about me are nicole, morgan, jordan and pierce. hng.
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
I want to shoot myself!! i dont want to miss you!! but i do!! i had a dream about you last night. fuck. this is just proof nobody truly wants me. fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck. the only people that care about me are nicole, morgan, jordan and pierce. hng. . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
this is all my fault!! lmao. im horrible
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
he shouldn't. love me. he deserves someone so much smaller and skinnier and attractive and not as fucking sensitive and gross. and just. he deserves so much better. he wants me and that should be a enough but its not. im. a pathetic excuse of a boy. no one should love or want me im gross and disgusting and fat and a parasite and a bitch and just!! horrible!! its just a matter of time before everyone leaves no one ever wants me forever its a lie its all lies no one loves me
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
he shouldn't. love me. he deserves someone so much smaller and skinnier and attractive and not as fucking sensitive and gross. and just. he deserves so much better. he wants me and that should be a enough but its not. im. a pathetic excuse of a boy. no one should love or want me im gross and disgusting and fat and a parasite and a bitch and just!! horrible!! its just a matter of time before everyone leaves no one ever wants me forever its a lie its all lies no one loves me . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
"My life really is turning into a horror movie. And you know how they end." Coming-of-age movies are especially resonant today, since so many people hold the entertainment from their childhoods sacred in this treacherous land of remakes and reboots... but every now and then, we will get something like today's hardcore double feature. These are both coming of age movies, but they are not washed with nostalgia, rose-tinted glasses, or good old days rhetoric. These movies are unwholesome descents into depravity, through the lens of young boys confronting adulthood. 
FOUND. Marty is a horror obsessed fifth grader, and he's dealing with a lot. Despite being a good kid, he's bullied unfairly, and lacks friends... and he has just discovered that his older brother, Steve, is a serial killer who keeps an assortment of heads in a bowling ball bag. This is a really grim movie. It takes it's time, building on drama over frights and never giving in to typical slasher scares. Really, if it weren't for the last ten minutes, I would hesitate to call this a horror movie. Until then, it's more of a mystery. But when this film gets going, it's a horrifying and disturbing experience with a conclusion that will leave you shaking. I adore Found. It's an incredibly low budget film that crafts a realistic experience with very little. The performances are solid, the shocks are tangible, and the narrative is haunting and poetic. 
PIG PEN: Written and directed by Jason Koch, Pig Pen is a gritty revenge story. 13 year old Zach has to grown up fast when his mother's sadistic boyfriend, Wayne, boots him out of the house. Living on the streets isn't easy, and one violent act after another sets Zach on a confrontational path back home. This one is insanely gory and harsh, with sequences that have to be seen to be believed. It pushes itself into territory you never expect it too, but never sacrifices its down-to-earth vibe to do so. It's a very masculine movie, focusing on the conflict between two very different men and the blurred lines between aggression and vengeance. Pig Pen was a complete surprise and has gone unrecognized for too long.
"My life really is turning into a horror movie. And you know how they end." Coming-of-age movies are especially resonant today, since so many people hold the entertainment from their childhoods sacred in this treacherous land of remakes and reboots... but every now and then, we will get something like today's hardcore double feature. These are both coming of age movies, but they are not washed with nostalgia, rose-tinted glasses, or good old days rhetoric. These movies are unwholesome descents into depravity, through the lens of young boys confronting adulthood. FOUND. Marty is a horror obsessed fifth grader, and he's dealing with a lot. Despite being a good kid, he's bullied unfairly, and lacks friends... and he has just discovered that his older brother, Steve, is a serial killer who keeps an assortment of heads in a bowling ball bag. This is a really grim movie. It takes it's time, building on drama over frights and never giving in to typical slasher scares. Really, if it weren't for the last ten minutes, I would hesitate to call this a horror movie. Until then, it's more of a mystery. But when this film gets going, it's a horrifying and disturbing experience with a conclusion that will leave you shaking. I adore Found. It's an incredibly low budget film that crafts a realistic experience with very little. The performances are solid, the shocks are tangible, and the narrative is haunting and poetic. PIG PEN: Written and directed by Jason Koch, Pig Pen is a gritty revenge story. 13 year old Zach has to grown up fast when his mother's sadistic boyfriend, Wayne, boots him out of the house. Living on the streets isn't easy, and one violent act after another sets Zach on a confrontational path back home. This one is insanely gory and harsh, with sequences that have to be seen to be believed. It pushes itself into territory you never expect it too, but never sacrifices its down-to-earth vibe to do so. It's a very masculine movie, focusing on the conflict between two very different men and the blurred lines between aggression and vengeance. Pig Pen was a complete surprise and has gone unrecognized for too long.
hit me!!! bruise me!!!! make me useful!!!!! please!!! take ur anger out on me!!!! make!!! me!!!! useful!!!!! i want to be worth something!!!! make me useful make me useful make me useful make me useful make me useful!!!! please!!!! use me use me use me use me use me!!!! please!!!! i wanna be useful!!!! bruise me mark me!!! .
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
hit me!!! bruise me!!!! make me useful!!!!! please!!! take ur anger out on me!!!! make!!! me!!!! useful!!!!! i want to be worth something!!!! make me useful make me useful make me useful make me useful make me useful!!!! please!!!! use me use me use me use me use me!!!! please!!!! i wanna be useful!!!! bruise me mark me!!! . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
i want to shoot myself!! I m a disappointment to everyone around me!!!!!!! :))
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin
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{tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3}
#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin i wanna be thin . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
all ive had today is like 3 oz of juice and im not. that hungry.
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
#Repost @ass_theticz (@get_repost)
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I don't want to be this way for good
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im so horrible and toxic and manipulative. fuck.
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
yo what up!! im horrible at relationships!! i get obsessive!! and the bad kind of obsessive!! i hate this!! i hate it so much!!
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
yo what up!! im horrible at relationships!! i get obsessive!! and the bad kind of obsessive!! i hate this!! i hate it so much!! . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
when ever my boyfriend touches me im reminded on gross and big and fat my body is and i hate it so much. i just wanna be small and tiny and skinny. fuck.
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#depression #depressed #suicidal #lonely #lonelynights #crying #sad #sadboyhours #sadboy #sadgirl #anorexia #ana #pining #heartbroken #heartbreak #disgusting #grunge #grungetumblr #grungeaesthetic #gore #goreaesthetic #goreaesthetictumblr #softgore #hardgore #blackaesthetic #black #darkaesthetic
when ever my boyfriend touches me im reminded on gross and big and fat my body is and i hate it so much. i just wanna be small and tiny and skinny. fuck. . . . . . . . . . {tags bc i need that sweet sweet validation <3} #depression  #depressed  #suicidal  #lonely  #lonelynights  #crying  #sad  #sadboyhours  #sadboy  #sadgirl  #anorexia  #ana  #pining  #heartbroken  #heartbreak  #disgusting  #grunge  #grungetumblr  #grungeaesthetic  #gore  #goreaesthetic  #goreaesthetictumblr  #softgore  #hardgore  #blackaesthetic  #black  #darkaesthetic 
Sitting at the top with my two best friends, ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of gin
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