That’s how long this world has been with out you Adam. It has never been the same since. None of us have been either. I miss you with every second that ticks by. I still think about you every day. I still smile at the memories and thoughts, laugh about the inside jokes, tear up when I hear our favorite songs. Life is harder without you, but I’m so grateful, that I could call you my best friend for as little or as long as I was able to, It is an honor.
I know everyone still misses you, and still thinks about you. Even those who never met you, know about you, your story and your life. You are, and always will be THAT important to the world. You are so loved, and so missed. Today is a hard day for sure... I will always be sorry for what happened 4 years ago, it’s something I will never be without. I hope you know, if I could change what happened- i would do it. In a heart beat.
I just hope I’m making your proud. I love you. And even though it gets harder to say... it’s Not Goodbye, it’s Until We Meet Again. #guardianangel
Today for the first time I went to visit my grandma Betty where she was buried. When she passed I always wanted the moment to be perfect when I went. Every time I wanted to go I would end up cancelling because I didn’t feel the time was right. This morning I woke up from dreaming about her and decided to go. Today is no special day like her birthday or a holiday. There is no occasion for why I went or any significance to today whatsoever. I realized the moment would never be perfect and I would never be ready to go so I pushed myself to, and I’m so happy I did. The sun was shining, there was a slight breeze, and a sense of happiness overcame me, as I wrote to her. It was perfect. I know I couldn’t physically see her, but I felt her warmth surrounding me and I know she was sitting right there with me. I love you more than the most grandma and thank you for making today beautiful so I could bring you flowers and talk to you. It was perfect. #imissyou#guardianangel#grandmainheaven
Two years ago, I lost my pure, caring and loyal big sister. Lauren was an innocent soul with a heart of gold. I loved my sister dearly and wanted to wring her neck at the same time. I hate that she had to endure so much pain during her short life however I am so blessed to have had an unconventional, quirky sister for 33 years. I wish you sweet sleep with the angels and eternal peace Nonny. 🖤🖤🖤 #GuardianAngel#Sisters#IceSkater#IHopeYouDance 👼🙏💔