You don't even know how long I spend "in my head" each day. I call it "manic social review." Lol. I walk it out. Daily. I have to walk daily. It's how I process shit and how I function. 👽😎✌ A pic from a month or two ago on one of my walks.
It's winter. And I'm maintaining weight so that means I'm just kinda doing what I want and eating a lot of veggies and protein. Cold, dreary, gross weather hits me like a sack of bricks and makes me lethargic. So I reorganized my closet, took a bath, and went kitchen crazy. In case you don't know...shortbread cookies are basically just butter. And sugar. And soooooo delicious. Especially when dipped in dark chocolate ganache. It was beautifully tempered but Alba was just sitting in the kitchen staring at then so I had to pop them in the fridge so she would eat her actual food. Ja feel puppy.
So I think today is 7 days just #cannabiscoconutoil , no pot smoking, and here's my observations. Taking the oil was almost a scary thing for me in the beginning because for some reason my brain associated dosing #cannabisoil like taking a drug or a pill. Idk why. I'm still getting past that. And the body high for myself is like being on medication but only sometimes. I take a third of a teaspoon of cannabis oil for dose. And I make a third of a cup of cannabis oil on the stove with 2 grams of shredded bomb a week. This next week I'm using Green Crack. I'm using Zest Tea( which has 155mg caffeine per cup) and mixing in the oil 3x a day with the tea. I'm still struggling with not smoking pot every 15 minutes. Really. I could smoke 2 grams to a quarter ounce a day or more no problem lol. But I've been using sunflower seeds and gum to help with the wanting to smoke urges. The high from the oil lasts about 4 hours for me. So it comes on in about an hour and then lasts for 4 or 5 hours. And I've realized if I don't take too much it's like a long ass smoking high. So I take my oil around 7:30 in the morning, 2:30 in the afternoon, and then 8 or 9 at night with decaf tea at night. If I do take too much then my whole day is trash because I'll sleep all day. The only downside I guess. So far, its okay. I'm not totally used to it, and I'm coughing up all kinds of black shit all day long, but this is an extremely responsible decision for my health and to let my lungs finally heal. I like that i can get my high on but still be healthy. Anyway, this is my path, and I am digging this choice. Eventually I'll get to just CBD alone at night and just two doses of THC oil during the day. Going to keep experimenting with different strains, and types of edibles but it seems to be working out for me So far.
Hi👋🏼Hey👋🏼 How you doin’? Life has been wild these last few months but I’m still doin’ thangs in the kitchen! Exhibit A is this jumbo cupcake, Godmother to the colorful crew of cupcakes and marshmallow pops posted to my stories earlier. I love the idea of a big ol’ cupcake instead of a cake for a first birthday treat! Did I make extra jumbos to treat myself with? Sure did. Did I have one with my coffee today? You know it. 🧁#cupcakesarelife#cakeforbreakfast