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*pict 1* Matty with a fan yesterday (@charl_bxb )
*pict 2-4* The 1975 posted on their instagram
@the1975 @trumanblack @rass1975 @bedforddanes75 @1975adam .
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Go on then I haven’t ranted for a long time actually PLEASE IGNORE IF YOU DONT WANT TO READ MY EMO BREAKDOWN IT IS FINE I JUST NEED TO VENT:
So yeah if you read my last post you can probably get the idea that I’ve been messed about a lot for a few months now by certain people in my life and it’s taken me a while to regain my ground and to figure everyone out. If you know me irl it’s most likely I have gone on and on about how everything has gone to shizzle lately but to all the other people out there my best friends have been using me for months and I wanna dieeeee :) I thought and believed all the lies every single last one of them fed to me for so long about how TRUE our friendship is and how we’re going to always stay honest and loving to each other... well that didn’t work did it 😂 I’ve always tried my best to be open and honest with everyone no matter what is going on. There’s no point being mad at someone for ages and NOT EVEN TELLING THEM?? I’m sorry I’m not a mind reader hun and the world doesn’t revolve around youuuu. Two faced people talk to em about them coz I know so many people with two heads I might as well live in a haunted house 😂 I’m so mad it’s funny. Like I just want a hug lmao. You really think that I’m gonna come running back to you after all this time because suddenly you want my attention again?? For one day? Like are you serious? I sound like I’m overreacting and stuff and it’s fine think what you want but that’s what they’ve made everyone believe. Just coz I’m not as loud or hot or charismatic as them so nobody ever listens. The whole experience has really helped me open my eyes tbh. I’m a forgiving person. I always give people second chances. But sometimes you just have to draw the line. Whether it’s my old ‘friend’ who bullied me and took advantage of my vulnerability as a lonely student for years or my ‘best friend’ who loved me dearly then decided to drop me at the first instance a boy gives her some more attention. I’m sick of the lack of respect most people give me. There are still some people I trust and love don’t get me wrong but so much has changed in the last few months. I’m sorry for ranting I just feel fed up atm x
im actually so in love with Crystal Fighters and honestly they probs arent even that good im just completely and utterly blinded by the way they pronounce words. holy fuck. its so mesmerising. i want that accent. i want my husband to have that accent. i want my family to have that accent. i want everybody to have that accent. in this essay i will