My beating heart ...♥️ .
I was born ready. The universe knows. See? Life is funny that way. It plays you, in order to achieve a better version of yourself each day. Why? It won’t matter. We live trapped in constant, magical moments/instants in which a yes or a no have the power to change our entire existence.
Who holds the pen? We! We create our story. And we withhold the power to write and rewrite it as many times as it is necessary. Who do you want to be? You can be the victim, the villain or the artist. Ink, ink can be love (yes!), choose love to trace the delicate lines as the base of your masterpiece. Use multiple colors... don’t use words but be the words: actions, actions first!
See? I was born ready. Tomorrow is an illusion (or a delusion). Yesterday is a trap. Today a gift and now is your only and real chance. Breathe, heart, breathe and keep beating - you don’t have to be loud.
And our entire existence is constantly changing, pause and you will see... there are no accidents, your yes or your no are moving the pages of your own book. .
(I am still ready... waiting for our time❣️😇)
PS. Throw a puppy in the picture, would ya?! My happy-happy place.. 🤗
If only you knew why i said no ,if only I had the courage to tell you how I really felt about you how your smile and hugs brighten my days back then . if only you knewthe real reasons that made me walk away. We all learn to live regreting something about our past and I regret not staying I regret not saying yes... #inspired#poems#fromdeepwithin#iwokeupfeelingdifferent
#BookReview of #FromDeepWithin from #ReadersFavorite - https://readersfavorite.com/book-review/from-deep-within
Reviewed by Viga Boland for Readers' Favorite
More than likely, you’ve most often seen the people that Susan J. Lewis writes about in her book, From Deep Within, in TV crime shows. Now and then, you might even have come across some of them wandering around your neighborhood. Odds are, of course, that these people are the ones you’d avoid: smelly derelicts, foul-mouthed hookers, tattooed drug users, pedophiles and though you might not recognize them as such, schizophrenics or even murderers. And it might be hard, when you see or meet one of these people, not to make assumptions or pass judgement on how or why they became who they are. But that is what a forensic and clinical psychologist like Susan J. Lewis had to do from the first day she began working with folks like these, and as you’ll find out when you read From Deep Within - and you should - that is anything but easy.
The nice thing about reading psychological thrillers is being able to read the last page and think, “That was a riveting read; thank heaven it’s only fiction!” From Deep Within is more than riveting: it’s shocking, eye-opening, often very frightening, but sadly, non-fiction. Erin was found in her bed, covered in blood and lying next to her dead son, while her poisoned daughter lay dead nearby. Did she really kill them? She says she didn’t. Susan believed her until…? Ralston, 60 years old and sexually abused as a child, abused one boy after another until he was convicted of murdering one during sex in the woods. He told Susan the boys wanted it and that he wasn’t dangerous. Why then did she feel so tense and frightened when she interviewed him?
And what of all the people who find relief from inner pain by cutting themselves? Why do they do it? Or what about all the rehab and institution programs that are supposed to help these unfortunate souls who hear voices telling them to commit atrocities they don’t remember or think they didn’t do? Why don’t they...
What can I say here. He's growing so quickly, I probably say that every time I post a picture of him, now with a little mustache and all. I'm raising a beautiful & brilliant young man in 2017 America, the ugliest America I've witnessed in my lifetime. To tell you the truth, I have nightmares from time to time because I know I can't be there every moment to protect and guide him and knowing, sadly, that even the right decisions in a bad moment can bring him harm and it's terrifying. We are connected on so many levels, all new levels to me because of him. I'm blessed to be his mother and will forever be his advocate, advisor, and biggest fan. Neither my husband or I were raised by our parents so we are committed to being the parents of our wildest dreams and marvel in the security we see within him. The thing is, as our son, he has already exceeded ours 💖 #sundaymoments#mommyandson#thestoryofus#allforhim#fromdeepwithin
#WCW my woman crush wednesday for today, the bombastic @yogawithjoelle she inspires me in a profound way, she is raw, free, with the most beautiful and juicy curves, with an evident flow of consistence practice, not at all one who copies and paste already nicely made wisdoms quotes for eyes to see and not for soul to feel, but one who truly lives wisdom in the most simple of her actions. This is what I feel from her, and that always strikes and touches me in very few souls out there. What a #beauty ! #Yoga#YogaAngel#YogaLover#Raw#Real#fromDeepWithin#UnfoldingTheTruSelf
My second day of P R I D E!
Having 'the colors' underneath my costume.
The rest is still Scar: no further adjustments.. Enjoy this 'last day' on the PRIDElands!
@prideamsterdam @thelionkingnl #pride#scar#fromdeepwithin#nature#rainbow ❤Scar
Most man made bullshit doesn't really matter,
In fact it makes the majority sadder,
It robs us of clarity and truth,
It makes things facts when there is no proof,
It seduces us with pipedreams and makes anything seem possible,
All you have to do is sell your soul and you'll be unstoppable,
Unstoppable though it may seem,
You're surely caught up in a man made dream,
Nothing will ever be enough,
How can it be when there's so much stuff?!,
You're told you'll make it if you play the game,
But what they do not tell you is the game will drive you insane,
Chasing things you think you need,
Clear judgement fogged up by selfish greed,
"But such things are things I can't live without!",
Like taking candy from a baby and watching them pout,
Sad such trivialities have taken the mind,
What I wouldn't give to live in a world where everyone is kind,
No longer enslaved to the man in the wig,
Why uproot your soul for something dirtier than a pig?,
You must realize they cannot give you the answer,
What they can give you though is a heap-load of cancer,
Creating more problems than problems exist,
Just makes you crave for that next fix,
Eases the mind; makes your load feel much less,
Feels like your getting addicted to this level of stress,
Planning tomorrow; remembering yesterday,
And today always seems to just slip away,
Two steps forward; ten steps back,
Always being reminded of what you lack,
The cost of winning the game is not worth it,
If only you knew what you'd gain if you forfeit........🖤⚡️🌱
Churches that break growth barriers have members who are willing to set aside their own needs and preferences for the sake of the Gospel. That’s the kind of healthy culture where growth happens naturally.
One of the many and most important truths, I learned throughout my journey! 🙏
4 1/2 years Endo strong, still standing, still breathing, still smiling, still me, just stronger, wiser, more resilient, kinder, more excited about the little things, but also more sensitive. Know what? I love it though, because it also makes me more receptive towards others and their struggles and I'm grateful for it. For the insight it gives, the feelings that accompany it and the love and bond you share with a person in need.
An Empath, through and through. That'd be me! 😋😁🙌🙌 So if they can't hear you when you're quiet, they're not for you, because they won't hear you when you scream it in their faces either. No loss there my lovelies, believe it! God gave us unique gifts. Use them! .......preaching stops here lmao.