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For anyone that feels the need to question my PNES. These have all been in the last few weeks and I can assure you are not β€˜for fun’ or β€˜faked’ the right hand side shows what it’s like to come round from a seizure and I think you can tell how shit it is. So please don’t assume things you don’t know about. Thank you πŸ‘
Ps you think I’m so good at it that I tricked a consultant neurologist into believing me?? Haha god I must be a good actor!
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For anyone that feels the need to question my PNES. These have all been in the last few weeks and I can assure you are not β€˜for fun’ or β€˜faked’ the right hand side shows what it’s like to come round from a seizure and I think you can tell how shit it is. So please don’t assume things you don’t know about. Thank you πŸ‘ Ps you think I’m so good at it that I tricked a consultant neurologist into believing me?? Haha god I must be a good actor! . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #eeg  #neurology  #seizures 
Attempted to smash it this enormous lunch πŸ™ˆ got most of it!! AND I’m eating before a meeting?!!!! Whattt?? Yes. Girl is going for recovery.
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Attempted to smash it this enormous lunch πŸ™ˆ got most of it!! AND I’m eating before a meeting?!!!! Whattt?? Yes. Girl is going for recovery. . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Starting off a new day back on Rice Krispies form πŸ’ͺ last test this morning and then hoping for discharge back to the crazy hospital this afternoon πŸ™Œ
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Starting off a new day back on Rice Krispies form πŸ’ͺ last test this morning and then hoping for discharge back to the crazy hospital this afternoon πŸ™Œ . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #sectioned  #breakfast  #mostimportantmealoftheday 
GUESS WHO GOT SOME GOOD DRUGS AND SOME SLEEP?!!! (Legitimate ones, not illegal ones). Feeling a little brighter just hoping neurology comes and makes a decision soon.
Anyway, here’s my late breakfast. For future reference, cornflakes are gross.
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GUESS WHO GOT SOME GOOD DRUGS AND SOME SLEEP?!!! (Legitimate ones, not illegal ones). Feeling a little brighter just hoping neurology comes and makes a decision soon. Anyway, here’s my late breakfast. For future reference, cornflakes are gross. . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #sectioned  #breakfast  #mostimportantmealoftheday 
Managed lunch as well 🌟 quite impressed by this hospital food! And my nurse rang to check I’ve got my snacks with me πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
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Managed lunch as well 🌟 quite impressed by this hospital food! And my nurse rang to check I’ve got my snacks with me πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Besides, I got to have my afternoon snack with this gorgeous girl πŸ’• (not that I totally exceeded my leave because I didn’t give a s*** and neither did the staff πŸ˜‚) @ames.recovers
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Besides, I got to have my afternoon snack with this gorgeous girl πŸ’• (not that I totally exceeded my leave because I didn’t give a s*** and neither did the staff πŸ˜‚) @ames.recovers . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #sectioned  #snack  #smashingit 
Review all done βœ… 
Lunch all done βœ… .
So update. Review went awesome. Despite initial anxieties of being told everyone was running late etc it turns out they were together and waiting for me πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
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Got my initial plan from my residential placement and I’m not horrified by it, and they’re coming to see me next week! Also by not horrified I also mean I’m really excited as it includes alone time which I think will be so good for me! Got a bit of work to do to get there but I got it πŸ‘
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Got my OT sensory report which is amazing and although I already do some there are some really interesting things she’s gonna try with me when I get back!
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Review all done βœ… Lunch all done βœ… . So update. Review went awesome. Despite initial anxieties of being told everyone was running late etc it turns out they were together and waiting for me πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ . Got my initial plan from my residential placement and I’m not horrified by it, and they’re coming to see me next week! Also by not horrified I also mean I’m really excited as it includes alone time which I think will be so good for me! Got a bit of work to do to get there but I got it πŸ‘ . Got my OT sensory report which is amazing and although I already do some there are some really interesting things she’s gonna try with me when I get back! . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Choc pretzels and lord of the rings.
I’ve tried not to bring it up too much but seizures are getting to me a little. Adding in extra snacks as I can to make up for them but it’s hard to want to do anything when I’m getting quite nervous about it. .
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Choc pretzels and lord of the rings. I’ve tried not to bring it up too much but seizures are getting to me a little. Adding in extra snacks as I can to make up for them but it’s hard to want to do anything when I’m getting quite nervous about it. . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Dinner. Frustrated and still lonely and very full but surviving and so much better intake today πŸ˜† also continuing my Lord of the Rings marathon which makes everything better until you pass out at one of your favourite scenes πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
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Also TW but my 1:1 was chatting with the kitchen lady who said they can both see I’ve lost weight in my face but I don’t think I look any different?!! .
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Dinner. Frustrated and still lonely and very full but surviving and so much better intake today πŸ˜† also continuing my Lord of the Rings marathon which makes everything better until you pass out at one of your favourite scenes πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ . Also TW but my 1:1 was chatting with the kitchen lady who said they can both see I’ve lost weight in my face but I don’t think I look any different?!! . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Yes. Giant piece of Swiss roll and a Ferraro rocher for night snack no 2. Feel like I’m living off cake but sometimes you gotta do things you gotta do πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ
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Yes. Giant piece of Swiss roll and a Ferraro rocher for night snack no 2. Feel like I’m living off cake but sometimes you gotta do things you gotta do πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #sectioned  #snack  #smashingit 
Finally got out to see my beautiful boys πŸ’•πŸŒŸ got a couple of errands done that i was worried about too so feeling so much more human!!
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Finally got out to see my beautiful boys πŸ’•πŸŒŸ got a couple of errands done that i was worried about too so feeling so much more human!! . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #doglover  #dogsofinstagram  #labradorsofinstagram 
Eating dinner! Will back post to my earlier little eatings in a bit. Was allowed and able to be out of bed today and feeling so much better for it! Also got a couple of errands done which always chills me out πŸ’•
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Eating dinner! Will back post to my earlier little eatings in a bit. Was allowed and able to be out of bed today and feeling so much better for it! Also got a couple of errands done which always chills me out πŸ’• . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
So today was my first session with this beautiful group of ladies, and let me tell you they were such quick learners.

I love making jewelry but I love teaching the skill even more!! #handmadejewelry 
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Up in time for lunch. They’re trying to give me more sleep because of my episodes but it’s having an impact on my eating and I have no idea what the right thing to do is! I’m following Drs orders but it’s difficult where I’m struggling to get my recommended intake.
Onwards and upwards I suppose 🌟
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Up in time for lunch. They’re trying to give me more sleep because of my episodes but it’s having an impact on my eating and I have no idea what the right thing to do is! I’m following Drs orders but it’s difficult where I’m struggling to get my recommended intake. Onwards and upwards I suppose 🌟 . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
My stomach may be about to explode but massive recovery win today and gonna keep it going! Full breakfast and big lunch of a mountainous jacket potato and beans, followed by chocolate roll and grapes πŸ˜†
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My stomach may be about to explode but massive recovery win today and gonna keep it going! Full breakfast and big lunch of a mountainous jacket potato and beans, followed by chocolate roll and grapes πŸ˜† . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Sensory session! Being laid on top of, shoved against walls, and having a super hard ball rolled on my back and playing with water beads πŸ˜‚
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Sensory session! Being laid on top of, shoved against walls, and having a super hard ball rolled on my back and playing with water beads πŸ˜‚ . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #occupationaltherapy 
Sloppy dinner πŸ‘
Glad to have some outdoor time to do some stretches and yoga while I’m so full I feel like I’m going to explode πŸ˜‚
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Sloppy dinner πŸ‘ Glad to have some outdoor time to do some stretches and yoga while I’m so full I feel like I’m going to explode πŸ˜‚ . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Lunch: mountainous jacket potato and beans, raspberry ripple sorbet πŸ’• managed it all despite the other girl on the table with me crying her way through lunch 😣
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Lunch: mountainous jacket potato and beans, raspberry ripple sorbet πŸ’• managed it all despite the other girl on the table with me crying her way through lunch 😣 . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Back posting to BREAKFAST! (Whoops got distracted πŸ˜‚) managed nearly my full portion and although it was a lot I had good distraction 😊
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Back posting to BREAKFAST! (Whoops got distracted πŸ˜‚) managed nearly my full portion and although it was a lot I had good distraction 😊 . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #sectioned  #breakfast  #mostimportantmealoftheday 
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Late porridge after visit from dietitian. But still getting breakfast in even though it’s close to lunch!
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Ok, so lots of little updates.
Really good appointment with my dietitian. She’s super understanding and trying to work with my awkwardness to get me back on track and gaining back to my minimum πŸ‘Œ
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Backwards step with getting out of here because my placement are being super awkward about my CTO, and so they won’t even start the assessment process so it’s going to take FOREVER to get me out of here. Realistically, me and my mum are just praying that Christmas is an achievable goal.
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Haven’t been able to exercise due to low intake but being accepting of it!
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Got off the painkiller that was giving me horrendous mood swings, only came off it the day before yesterday and woke up feeling like myself again which is sooo much better .
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Late porridge after visit from dietitian. But still getting breakfast in even though it’s close to lunch! . Ok, so lots of little updates. Really good appointment with my dietitian. She’s super understanding and trying to work with my awkwardness to get me back on track and gaining back to my minimum πŸ‘Œ . Backwards step with getting out of here because my placement are being super awkward about my CTO, and so they won’t even start the assessment process so it’s going to take FOREVER to get me out of here. Realistically, me and my mum are just praying that Christmas is an achievable goal. . Haven’t been able to exercise due to low intake but being accepting of it! . Got off the painkiller that was giving me horrendous mood swings, only came off it the day before yesterday and woke up feeling like myself again which is sooo much better . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #sectioned  #breakfast  #mostimportantmealoftheday 
After a hard day I’m so thankful for my dad and my nurse for making it possible to see my besties after visiting hours. And my dad for the biggest and best and most necessary hug on the planet. And my puppies for licking all the unhappiness out of me πŸ’•πŸΆ
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After a hard day I’m so thankful for my dad and my nurse for making it possible to see my besties after visiting hours. And my dad for the biggest and best and most necessary hug on the planet. And my puppies for licking all the unhappiness out of me πŸ’•πŸΆ . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #doglover  #dogsofinstagram  #labradorsofinstagram 
Late night ice cream and grapes to recover from the WORLDS LONGEST LIVE!! I hope you guys enjoyed t and sorry to anyone that missed it or parts of it because it was so unbelievably long but I really enjoyed it and hope it helped even just one person 😊
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Late night ice cream and grapes to recover from the WORLDS LONGEST LIVE!! I hope you guys enjoyed t and sorry to anyone that missed it or parts of it because it was so unbelievably long but I really enjoyed it and hope it helped even just one person 😊 . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #sectioned  #snack  #nightsnack 
Dinner complete πŸ‘ not feeling my bets and keep running out of energy but think its not enough intake so fingers crossed this dinner pulls me up a bit!!
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Going live in a sec for those interested!
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Dinner complete πŸ‘ not feeling my bets and keep running out of energy but think its not enough intake so fingers crossed this dinner pulls me up a bit!! . Going live in a sec for those interested! . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #hospital  #sectioned  #eating 
Ahhhhh challenging porridge for breakfast!!! Feeling super nervous as i know it can make me feel quite full after but at least I’m with my mummy for a few more hours πŸ’•πŸŒŸ
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#foodisfuel #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #EDthoughts #EDrecovery #depression #anxiety #edwarrior #edfighter #recoverywarrior #strongnotskinny #autism #autistic #aspergers #hospital #fightinghard #anorexiabattle #forwardstep #proudface #positivity #mealplan #goodfood #dietitian #healthyeating #inpatient #inpatientrecovery #sectioned #breakfast #mostimportantmealoftheday
Ahhhhh challenging porridge for breakfast!!! Feeling super nervous as i know it can make me feel quite full after but at least I’m with my mummy for a few more hours πŸ’•πŸŒŸ . #foodisfuel  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #EDthoughts  #EDrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoverywarrior  #strongnotskinny  #autism  #autistic  #aspergers  #hospital  #fightinghard  #anorexiabattle  #forwardstep  #proudface  #positivity  #mealplan  #goodfood  #dietitian  #healthyeating  #inpatient  #inpatientrecovery  #sectioned  #breakfast  #mostimportantmealoftheday