I have been suicidal even before I knew what suicidal means. They think they can help me out now. After all these years, they still think there's hope. As for now, they think I'm normal.
I have cried for help. Medical help indeed. They denied at first saying that it'll be the same like a nice family talk. Don't they realise that a nice family talk can't cure a stomachache or diabetes. Can it? Then how can a nice family talk take away 'my suicidal' . Why can't they understand that if a thing like nice family talk ever existed then I wouldn't have been suicidal in the first place. I'm not scared to call out for help. But it seems that they are too scared to help me out.
It's ok. Many have managed it before me too and with idols like #eminem , everyday I hush the suicidal self with a new coping strategy. And I overthink a lot + inquisitive by nature so I'm not afraid to ever run out of ideas. I'll always find a new escape plan (^^)
Guess who in town .
You might be wondering "why am I making a big deal of it?".
My cousin's used to live nearby when we were young but we grew up
They had to get jobs and eventually they started living in other cities in India.
As my cousin's where in town we tried new things like soap football and after that we went to ab's.😀 A video is uploaded on my channel on experiencing soap football if you want to you could watch it link in bio. #cousins#followifyoulike#folllow#soapfootball#soapfootball ⚽️❤️