EVOLUTION OF A RECLUSE.... It's not worth going to see a squirrel grab a nut, or fish swimming around in a big tank if I must put up with the ugly contemporary human pollution that accompanies each excursion. The squirrel may enliven me and remind me of better vistas but the price in social interaction isn't worth it. If, on my way to visit the squirrel, I encounter a single person who gains stimulation by seeing me, I feel like I have given more than I've received and I get sore.
If every time I go somewhere to see a fish swimming, I become someone else's stimulation, I feel shortchanged. I'll buy my own fish and watch it swim. Then, I can watch the fish, the fish can watch me, we can be friends, and nobody else interferes with the interaction, like trying to hear what the fish and I are talking about. I won't have to get dressed a certain way to visit the fish. I needn't dress the way my pride dictates, because who's going to see me? I needn't wear any pants. The fish doesn't care. He doesn't read the tabloids. But, if I go out to see a fish other than my own, I'm right back where I started: entertaining others, which is more depleting than visiting the new fish is entertaining.
I find no stimulation in watching ordinary people trying to put the make on other uninteresting people. I can fix my own cup of coffee and not have to look at or talk to other people. No matter where I go, I stimulate others, and have been doing so all my life. It used to be I'd sometimes get stimulated back.
My favourite stars 🌟 I have read that it is unusual to call multiple stars a school however, it is symbolic to say “a school of stars” due to the fact that their shine is as beautiful and serene as a school of fish dancing. Every time I dive next to a school of fish I can’t help but think it is the most wonderful sky I’ve ever seen! The ocean is changing my world with every new breath I take underwater. / Minhas estrelas favoritas 🌟 Eu li que não é usual chamar o coletivo de estrelas de cardume porém, é simbólico dizer “um cardume de estrelas” devido ao fato do brilho delas ser tão belo e sereno quanto o de um cardume de peixes dançando. Todas as vezes que mergulho ao lido de um cardume de peixes vem logo o pensamento de que é o mais incrível céu que já vi! O oceano está mudando meu mundo a cada vez que eu respiro em baixo d’água. #stars#starynight#underwater#schooloffish#estrelas#céu#ceuestrelado#mergulho#dive#scubadiving#arraialdocabo#ocean#cardume#cardumedeestrelas#schoolofstars#universe#scubadivemylife#divemylife#fish#tagalongi