This morning I realized something huge and I'm so grateful to have been able to see this that I wanted to share. So I'm a highly sensitive person and I realized that when people push my buttons and I feel something within me that bothers me, I project my anger on that person because it's an insecurity within me. It wouldn't even bother me if it wasn't something I was insecure about in the first place. It made me realize I have a lot of work to do in fixing my relationship with myself still. I know that because people pick up on cues of how you feel about yourself and mirror that back to you. If you are confident, people will view you that way. If you think of yourself as high value, you will only accept someone who treats you that way in return. It puts a fire under my ass to love myself for me and work on myself more and more. 🙏
It's not easy, it's hard. It means remembering awful things and working through those feelings. Coming to an understanding of situations that I couldn't figure out so I hid in the back of my brain but they still caused me immense pain I held inside me. I am able to let go of these experiences now because I've forgiven mostly myself for my past mistakes and see I was addicted to chaos and drama myself. It takes two to tango and it's hard to swallow but as I write this I know it's true. I can't blame other people for my lack of happiness because it truly starts from within.
Phoenix chic! First day back from vaca in @toronto_insta and got to do this color transformation! Using dia richesse 6.40 (6ccc) and 7.43 (7cg) and painted some lighter pieces and used my super secret formula to tone dia richesse violet copper (rose gold) with a dot of 7.43 I was able to create this beautiful peachy coppery sensation!
My daughters #dreamcatcher above her bed springs to mind every time I see this necklace! 😀 It's the latest addition to the Beryl Lane website. The elegant Lavaliere Necklace is from the late Edwardian era (c1915) and made by early Australian jeweller Edwards & Dumbrell of Melbourne, Victoria. For more information please DM or head to the 'New In' section of the Beryl Lane website. Link in Bio☝️