“Day and night.
I toss and turn, I keep stress in my mind, mind.
I look for peace. But see I don't attain,
What I need for keeps.
This silly game we play, play.
Now look at this.
Madness the magnet, Keeps attracting me, me.
I try to run, But see I'm not that fast.
I think I'm first, But surely finish last, last. 'Cause day and night.
The lonely stoner, Seems to free his mind at night.
He's all alone, Through the day 'n' nite.
The lonely loner, Seems to free his mind at night. At, at, at night. Day and night. The lonely stoner, Seems to free his mind at night.
He's all alone, Some things will never change.
The lonely loner, Seems to free his mind at night. At, at, at night.”
——————————————————————————— It’s crazy how the same shit you grew up listening to can speak to you so differently as you get older. Empathy is a weird thing. Many people suppose they have it, I dunno true empathy is hard to quantify. What’s it like to live? I’m sure everyone answers that question differently. So how is it that we all feel the same things so many different ways? This world is chaotic and ambiguous in its intricacies. What is the point of freedom when the world around you remains silent? These questions keep me up at night. As an adult nobody really reaches out to me for anything other than transactional agreements and I hate how hollow that fuckin’ feels. Needless to say I really just feel like the more I progress towards my goals the lonelier it gets. Maybe it’s not as much about what you say as much as how others interpret it.
Here’s the paragraph you skip to for the kids in the back yelling out nobody cares. I always love that phase right before flower, you don’t know who’s gonna turn into what and everything is so alive and ready for the next step. Here’s a bunch of shots for most of the OCT (Photos 3-7) and all the beautiful marbling that showed up in the leaves. Photo 8 is of a Sweet Pink that also showed variegation attributes @secondgenerationgenetics . Photo 9 was the weird Lemon Alien @laplatalabs that ended up the craziest mutant in the end... Just wait hahah. Lastly there’s Pineapple Fields which really impressed me with her vigor all throughout @dynasty_genetics .
1st day of kindergarten, my little guy was all excited when we left the house. Now we are here he is a little nervous lol, man time flys it feels like yesterday this little dude was born!!! He said he wanted to be a police man 🙄 smh lol #Dadlife#Dad#Dadfirst