#shot65 . It’s been awhile since I’ve had a decent shot night. Life has been rough and I haven’t been able to clear my mind and concentrate. But today, today I was able to have a connecting moment with who I’m doing this for... myself. I love every minute of finding myself but these are the greatest moments 💙🤘🏼 #becomingiankole#ftm#onedayatatime
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Dr appointment went great. We talked about a lot of things. And through conversation we decided the main trigger for emotional hardships are due to needing a more frequent dose schedule (leaving situational stuff aside) my body is completely reliant on my shot for hormones now and low levels are common trigger for depression. Gonna see how that goes for now. I'm best right after shot, worst just before. And I'm not diabetic, my levels were perfect! Now to research companies that have trans coverage/assistance for my next surgery. #ftm#t#transman#testosterone#transman#transguy#ftm#femaletomale
JFC I feel like I’m always angry and upset at something and than when I have a few good weeks/months than I feel I can’t be upset or depressed or whatever. Like I feel like people are annoyed and idk what to do. Like I need to talk about it coz that’s how I cope but I don’t want to be a bother to people. Like a few months ago when I first hit up my school councillor I literally told him “if you have your own things going on tell me so I don’t add to your problems”. Like I don’t want to add to someone’s pain coz my emotions are whack. But like!? What do I do!? And likengl I’m so excited for school coz I’ll have my support network but I’m also terrified coz I know it’ll take months again till I actually reach out to the guy. But I’m happy I’m on his radar now like during school he will come talk to me when he hasn’t seen me in his office or at school in awhile. Idk where my rant is going I’m just upset over nothing and I’m mad at myself and I fucking miss school and I need money so I can move out of my parents house
Single arm shoulder press.
If you feel like one side of your body is stronger than the other (ex: my right is stronger than my left) incorporate a few workouts that forces you to only use one muscle at a time, so your “stronger” side doesn’t take over. 💪🏻 #bouldershoulders#armday#shoulders#shoulderworkout