My name is Louisa, I’m 21 and I’m a nurse student from Germany. In the course of the last, let me say, 5 years I discovered for myself the necessity to talk about death and the process of grieving. It’s a topic very close to my heart and I’m pretty sure to a million more hearts out there. Society does not really set the right frame yet to talk about it openly, not many people like to hear or think about something that scares them. So a lot of people are keeping things to themselves but I believe we could all profit from each others experiences with death and grieving, if we just started talking about it more. I believe it could help to get to some kind of understanding, make us see that we are not alone in this. So I decided to create this Instagram page and just see where it goes. Maybe there are a few people out there who see the same importance as I.
Isn’t it funny how from one moment to the next someone enters your life & suddenly your whole world is taken by a storm and you can’t imagine life without them anymore. It’s like an invasion to what you thought was comfort, your previous life is overthrown, turned upside down...but there you stand happier, calmer, balanced & in love.
It’s more than a desire.
Much more than a complex feeling.
It’s when your soul lusts for that persons soul, because all along they were meant to be a part of you.
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Sometimes when I look into the mirror, I don't recognise myself. ☆
It's almost the same with feeling horrible all of a sudden. Most of the time I can't even explain what's wrong and why I'm feeling like that. It just starts out of nowhere and then I will add things to make it worse - worries about someone, insecurity about real feelings of people towards myself, self-destruction, past, the permanent question if I'm being overdramatic about something,.. .it's a down spiral and I can't stop it myself. It will just be gone all of a sudden, just like it came. Until the next time.
And then I feel ridiculous and stupid for that. ☆
I make no sense.
I don't know how to live. I compare my life with everyone else and think how better they are doing than me. And I can't help it. I am jealous of every little thing others have and I don't. I can't change how I think but I still want change in my life. people say I am not sad, i just pretend that I am sad. And I think they are right because pretending helps doesn't it? But I don't want to go around and be happy just to get sad again. You will be thinking from my previous posts how bipolar I am. One minute I am saying something and the other I am saying something else. Yeah I change my mind every minute. And you know what nobody hurt me. It's the truth, I am suicidal because of me, I can change things, I am the only one who can make it alright. But I am scared. I am scared of being happy. And I hurt myself by doing things that I would regret in the future. But at that point of time, it just seems that this would be the end, I won't feel this ever again. But eventually my actions makes me feel more suicidal. You know I want help from someone else because I can't do it for me. I can't even explain the doctor what's wrong with me. You know I always have this kind of little hope that he would come and help me. But at the same time I know it's impossible. I have two different opinions to everything. I love him but I hate him too, I want him but I don't want him also because I know.
Насколько вы честны по отношению к себе?К своим чувствам и эмоциям?
Я вот только недавно поняла насколько важно для меня ЧЕСТНО признаваться себе в чувстве раздражения, гнева и наоборот,в том,что нравится по-настоящему.
Для меня важно быть собой.На 💯 такой какая я внутри и излучать это в мир.
Мне всегда было плевать ,что думают другие обо мне. Есть только очень малый круг людей,чье мнение для меня важно.
Чего не могу сказать о профессиональной сфере.
Я обожаю ,когда меня критикуют.Вот прямо ,чем жёстче,тем быстрее я начинаю расти.
Ребенка учу тому же- нужно уметь выражать СВОИ чувства,позитивные они или негативные, и любить и ненавидеть то,что хочешь именно ты,и никогда не стараться быть похожей на кого-то, будь просто собой! .
А у вас как с честностью?