Прошлой ночью Галя и Катя уехали в Серпухов в гитарную школу Александра Виницкого, а мы с Димкой ударились в кулинарные эксперименты. Здесь точечно и совсем не в хронологическом порядке то, как мы делали хинкали и что из этого получилось. )
Last night Galya and Katya went to Serpukhov to the guitar school of Alexander Vinitsky. But Dimka and me started doing the culinary experiments. Here you can see how we did khinkali and reasult of it, point-by-point and not in chronological order. )
"You are being tested"
-You are being tested.
-What kind of test? Why I have so much pain? What about my chance to stay alive? Will I have a normal life? Will I eat my dinner today? When pain will end? It is difficult to breathe. I don't fell my hands. When I can to hold a pencil? I can't to move my legs. Will I have ability to walk by myself? I get worse. When my nightmares will end? When I will see my nearest? My thoughts are becoming tangled. I fell so bad. When the experiment will end?
Drawing people is super hard. This is the first time I have ever drawn a person or attempted to sit still for hours and actually concentrate and I’m pretty stoked about it. My first attempt left me realising after hours of staring at her, I was oblivious that she had some funky eye going on. Now I have taken a break and come back to it,I do feel it’s improved.....but it’s even harder to say when to stop adding or tweaking it. (Damn perfectionism) So I’m going to stop now, until the next one. Hopefully over time I will be able to see the journey of where I started to whether I have improved and that’s part of the fun. She’s not perfect, but I’m proud of how long it’s taken me and the techniques I have learnt. Uploading art is so scary though, being judged on how you express something or how you present your creations can leave you either hyped or defeated. It’s a low self esteem battle and a constant self critiquing journey you just have to keep pushing at and not be hard on yourself. Stay positive, keep learning, have fun creating. Art it beautiful. Everyone will have an opinion and whatever it is, use it to build :)