I knew that this would happen
that you would break my heart
it was stupid of me not to listen
I was stupid from the start
you told me you were different
now I know you are all the same
god gave me nothing... just a sh*t load of f*cking pain.
It's hard for me to hate you
it's hard for me not to care
because always in my mind she is going to be there
I want to forget it god knows I'm going insane
am I listening to my heart or thinking with my brain?
I wish I knew why you did it,
what you were thinking at the time
but then I know I don't want to know
anything more would drive me insane. ~ Latoya B. #depressed#fallenstars#exists#brokenhearts#notalive#dead#depression#listens#write#fallenstars#anxiety#stress
Have faith in true love ❤ cause it #exists have sabr and protect yourself from other evil deeds which seems good to your eyes , cherish your soul by falling in love with Allah and his messenger 💙 only then you or someone else will be able to love you truly ! Love is not you being there when everything is fine , love is not having romantic looks , love is not looking pretty , love is not always thinking about the other person should understand you always ! It's about you being there no matter what ups n downs come you still gonna hold on to it with deep believes in Allah that everything will be rewarded with the best and your love story is gonna be the best and most favorite of oneself ! , Love is about always looking into each other's eyes with a blessfull thought and alot of care ❤ , love is being messy and still loving the same , not caring how you look !!, Love is about living for the person whom you love just for the sake of allah , love is always thinking about them and being nice to them not just when you need your work to be done but ALWAYS ❤ love is supplicating together , love is salutation for one another , love is forgiving ❤ , love is guiding each other towards good , love is taking each other more closer to Allah with every blessed day you live ! , Love is being everything for each other ! You being his/her best friend , you being his/her comic book which makes them laugh and smile , Love is infinite which should be done and carried out with a lot if humbleness ... #love
Mommy and Me, flash back to July 4th 2018. Amidst the sad news on my mind; from the passing of a close friend July 1st, to the family separation crisis at the border..., and personal life challenges itself.... I had promised Bella, and really wanted to get my mind off of all the bad news around us; I find the time and energy to go enjoy the moment at the beach with my Bella despite the bad news.
Seating at my friends funeral this past Sunday, I knew I was there but still couldn't believe I was really seating there with so many of his family and closed friends around. I'm still trying to get over the shock of that news. He was so young, with a young daughter and so much to live for. I'm so saddened by his death, and especially seeing his daughter experiencing that moment in her life at her age. This has brought me new perspectives. And to always remember to live my life as if it was my last. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone. Today you can be here and the next you are gone. .
I hold on to my Bella, Family, Friends and Associates stronger than before. And I learned to don't ignore my spirit when it commands me to communicate more/keep in touch more. Sometimes we get so busy with our lives especially living in N.Y.
May God continue to be with all of us as we live our lives here on this planet that was made for us to enjoy but there are some evil that dwells within it and we THAT ARE THE LIGHTS OF THE WORLD HAS TO COME TOGETHER AND PRAY and to LIFT UP THE VIBRATION OF THE WORLD TO HELP BRING BALANCE.
Sleep in Peace and in power, Kevin. We Miss you so much. .
Regrann from @geniusheart - In #QuantumPhysics , entangled particles remain #connected so that actions performed on one affect the other, even when separated by great distances. The phenomenon so riled #AlbertEinstein he called it "spooky action at a distance." The rules of #quantum#physics state that an unobserved photon #exists in all possible states simultaneously but, when observed or measured, exhibits only one state.
Spin is depicted there as an axis of rotation, but actual particles do not rotate.
#Entanglement occurs when a pair of particles, such as photons, interact physically. A laser beam fired through a certain type of #crystal can cause individual photons to be split into pairs of entangled photons.
The photons can be separated by a large distance, hundreds of miles or even more.
When observed, Photon A takes on an up-spin state. #Entangled Photon B, though now far away, takes up a state relative to that of Photon A (in this case, a down-spin state). The transfer of state between Photon A and Photon B takes place at a speed of at least 10,000 times the speed of #light , possibly even instantaneously, regardless of distance. VIA #LiveScience#Science#QuantumMechanics#QuantumEntanglement - #regrann