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A review for Yoplait caramel coconut 🥥

I've actually been a girl scout 🤷🏼‍♀️😏✨ This cookie was by my favorite one and thin mints cannot surpass this one.

When I first tasted this flavor my face scrunched up a bit, no going to lie. The taste of it was like straight up butter. After another taste though, it tasted okay.

I like how they added little coconut flakes in here! 🙈 🍦I would rate this a 5/10🍦
It was actually a little bland after 4 spoons of it.
Worth a try, but I probably won't be having this again 😬
A review for Yoplait caramel coconut 🥥 I've actually been a girl scout 🤷🏼‍♀️😏✨ This cookie was by my favorite one and thin mints cannot surpass this one. When I first tasted this flavor my face scrunched up a bit, no going to lie. The taste of it was like straight up butter. After another taste though, it tasted okay. I like how they added little coconut flakes in here! 🙈 🍦I would rate this a 5/10🍦 It was actually a little bland after 4 spoons of it. Worth a try, but I probably won't be having this again 😬
[ lunch✨]
an apple, banana with peanut butter, 2 plums, pinapple, a mandarin
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so ik this lunch was kinda small because i went to the cafe with my best friends after, so i thought i would make up by eating a muffin. however i got really triggered by one of my friends because she said she is on a diet and is not eating sugar and unhealthy stuff. i was mentally ready to conquer the muffin but then everything just fell apart.. i did drink a chai latte which is liquid calories so at least that is a win i guess.. •
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[ lunch✨] an apple, banana with peanut butter, 2 plums, pinapple, a mandarin • TW>> so ik this lunch was kinda small because i went to the cafe with my best friends after, so i thought i would make up by eating a muffin. however i got really triggered by one of my friends because she said she is on a diet and is not eating sugar and unhealthy stuff. i was mentally ready to conquer the muffin but then everything just fell apart.. i did drink a chai latte which is liquid calories so at least that is a win i guess.. • • • • #recoveryjourney  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fighteatingdisorders  #fuckeatingdisorders  #edfighter  #recoverywin  #anorexia  #orthorexia  #fuckana  #fightana  #edwarrior  #edfight 
#Lunch is my usual salad, didn’t manage the cereal either 😔 must have stared at it for a good 15 minutes too 😅 maybe next time x⁣
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#Breakfast is a blueberry yogurt and I’m also going to try and have a portion of this cereal. The amount of red makes me feel sick 😅 but I was thinking if I can even manage a half portion then that would be a really big step forward and show me I can do it ☺️ #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edrecovery #anafighter #fuckana #edwarrior #edfight #nourishnotpunish #eatittobeatit #recovery #calories #strongerthanana #nomorerestriction #anorexia #beatingana #smallstepscount #strongnotskinny #edfamily #ed #anawho #fearfoods #mentalheath #mentalhealthawareness
#Breakfast  is a blueberry yogurt and I’m also going to try and have a portion of this cereal. The amount of red makes me feel sick 😅 but I was thinking if I can even manage a half portion then that would be a really big step forward and show me I can do it ☺️ #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #calories  #strongerthanana  #nomorerestriction  #anorexia  #beatingana  #smallstepscount  #strongnotskinny  #edfamily  #ed  #anawho  #fearfoods  #mentalheath  #mentalhealthawareness 
Different lunch of @lotusbiscoff spread crumpets ☺️❣️ haven’t had crumpets or biscoff in so long so thought I’d reintroduce them😅 have a good week 💕
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Ngl I feel myself slipping backwards. The thoughts around self harm and other stuff are coming more apparent after me trying to ignore it and suppress it for so long. The whole reason I got referred to Camhs was for my self harm problem, but they never did anything for that at all, just identified my ed and then put me on a meal plan which was so difficult in the community I had to go ip which pushed me to gain weight and eat more ‘fear foods’. This made my self harm and suicidal ideation worse, and after being discharged from ip it lead to me attempting twice, being discharged only a few days later from A&E both times. No one gives a shit if I try again. Yes ik my family, friends & boyfriend would and that’s the only reason I’m trying to keep going because I love them with all my heart. So if I can’t fight for myself, I have to fight for them. And I need to remember my goals of being a mh nurse. I want to help people and I can’t do that if I’m not here. I must be strong☹️💖
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Different lunch of @lotusbiscoff spread crumpets ☺️❣️ haven’t had crumpets or biscoff in so long so thought I’d reintroduce them😅 have a good week 💕 - •TW• Ngl I feel myself slipping backwards. The thoughts around self harm and other stuff are coming more apparent after me trying to ignore it and suppress it for so long. The whole reason I got referred to Camhs was for my self harm problem, but they never did anything for that at all, just identified my ed and then put me on a meal plan which was so difficult in the community I had to go ip which pushed me to gain weight and eat more ‘fear foods’. This made my self harm and suicidal ideation worse, and after being discharged from ip it lead to me attempting twice, being discharged only a few days later from A&E both times. No one gives a shit if I try again. Yes ik my family, friends & boyfriend would and that’s the only reason I’m trying to keep going because I love them with all my heart. So if I can’t fight for myself, I have to fight for them. And I need to remember my goals of being a mh nurse. I want to help people and I can’t do that if I’m not here. I must be strong☹️💖 ♡ #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #edsolider  #edwarrior  #edfight  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #vegetarian  #eatittobeatit  #strongnotskinny  #nourishnotpunish  #edarmy  #boobsnotbones  #anarecovery  #reasonstorecover  #prorecovery  #recoverymotivation  #weightgainiscool  #realrecovery  #edfam  #recoveryisworthit  #veganfood  #veganeats  #vegan  #biscoff  #crumpets  #food 
Breakfast was 30g of protein crunch with 125ml of semi skimmed milk followed by the alpro yoghurt. Went back to the good old cereal today , yummy!! Really excited for Camden today !!! But my mum is just so angry with me for no reason at all . She always does this and it makes me feel like shit .  Anyway I didn’t quite finish this but I ate enough of it to still be allowed to go . I’ll try to be a little active on my story while I’m there but I’ll probably forget tbh 😂 Hope you all have a great day !!
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Breakfast was 30g of protein crunch with 125ml of semi skimmed milk followed by the alpro yoghurt. Went back to the good old cereal today , yummy!! Really excited for Camden today !!! But my mum is just so angry with me for no reason at all . She always does this and it makes me feel like shit . Anyway I didn’t quite finish this but I ate enough of it to still be allowed to go . I’ll try to be a little active on my story while I’m there but I’ll probably forget tbh 😂 Hope you all have a great day !! - - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
[ breakfast🥄]
another smoothie bowl!! this was made with banana, frozen berries and coconut water. topped with bluebs and oats. yum
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#almuerzo: sándwich toscano (pan miga integral con quesillo, palta, tomate, lechuga y palmitos) con crema ácida
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AAA MIREN ESE SÁNDWICH POR DIOS DJEBDKBD #recoverywin !! Quería probarlo hace mucho tiempo pero me daba cosita pedirlo, ver el pan y entrar en pánico jsksjs:( pero hoy día simplemente me atreví porque si lo seguía posponiendo no iba a superarlo nunca 🥪❤
Me lo comí TODO y no me arrepiento, estaba super rico, me encantó. Admito que pensé en dejar 1 o 2 trozos de los 4 que dividí pero al final no lo hice porque quería comerlo todo y no tiene nada de malo jaksj así que soy felizzz
14:50 p.m. #almuerzo : sándwich toscano (pan miga integral con quesillo, palta, tomate, lechuga y palmitos) con crema ácida - AAA MIREN ESE SÁNDWICH POR DIOS DJEBDKBD #recoverywin  !! Quería probarlo hace mucho tiempo pero me daba cosita pedirlo, ver el pan y entrar en pánico jsksjs:( pero hoy día simplemente me atreví porque si lo seguía posponiendo no iba a superarlo nunca 🥪❤ Me lo comí TODO y no me arrepiento, estaba super rico, me encantó. Admito que pensé en dejar 1 o 2 trozos de los 4 que dividí pero al final no lo hice porque quería comerlo todo y no tiene nada de malo jaksj así que soy felizzz
Night snack as my mum said I couldn’t eat the same thing every night !! I had 20g of dates (fear!!!) and an alpro pudding. It was nice to have a change but the calories were lower than my usual snack which is the last thing I need today . Today has been so up and down but I know I can’t keep letting my calories end up so low . I’ll try harder tomorrow I promise . Sleep well my loves xx -
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Night snack as my mum said I couldn’t eat the same thing every night !! I had 20g of dates (fear!!!) and an alpro pudding. It was nice to have a change but the calories were lower than my usual snack which is the last thing I need today . Today has been so up and down but I know I can’t keep letting my calories end up so low . I’ll try harder tomorrow I promise . Sleep well my loves xx - - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
Dinner tonight was 2 Linda McCartney sausages with 60g of green beans and 100g of Mediterranean vegetables . I freaked out a lot when I saw this big plate of food but eventually managed to remind myself it was mostly only veg and eat most of it . Thank you to anyone who sent me reasons to eat it I read them all and it really helped me . After I pushed through and ate a lot of this my parents said we could go to Camden tomorrow which is like my favourite place !! I’m really excited and it gives me a reason to eat my snack tonight. Hope you all had a lovely evening xx
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Dinner tonight was 2 Linda McCartney sausages with 60g of green beans and 100g of Mediterranean vegetables . I freaked out a lot when I saw this big plate of food but eventually managed to remind myself it was mostly only veg and eat most of it . Thank you to anyone who sent me reasons to eat it I read them all and it really helped me . After I pushed through and ate a lot of this my parents said we could go to Camden tomorrow which is like my favourite place !! I’m really excited and it gives me a reason to eat my snack tonight. Hope you all had a lovely evening xx - - - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
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Breakfast: an apricot
Lunch: a bag of lettuce and 2 mini tortillas with chicken curry and a rice pudding
A/snack: frisko ice cream
Pre dance snack: banana protein bar
Dinner: lettuce, cucumber and 2 mini tortillas with chicken curry
N/snack: pombar crisps

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Xoxo - Breakfast: an apricot Lunch: a bag of lettuce and 2 mini tortillas with chicken curry and a rice pudding A/snack: frisko ice cream Pre dance snack: banana protein bar Dinner: lettuce, cucumber and 2 mini tortillas with chicken curry N/snack: pombar crisps #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #ed  #edfighter  #edsucks  #edrecovery  #recovery  #recoveryishard  #anaisabitch  #goawayana  #eatingdisordersucks  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #edfight  #anawho  #fuckyouana  #recoveryfamily  #prorecovery  #recovertolive  #backtonormallife  #beatingana  #beatinged  #edwarrior  #fightana  #fightanorexia  #anorexiafighter  #eatingdisorderfight  #strongnotskinny  #edfam  #edcommunity 
#EveningSnack is a giant bowl of yogurt and raspberries 😊 not the most elegant picture as the raspberries are really juicy 😋 I know I’m nowhere near what I should be today so I’m really going to try fit something else in⁣
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Today has been a huge struggle, fighting myself over my body image hugely at the moment and it’s just killing my appetite and desire to eat 😔 it’s really reset my recovery which I’m gutted about too. Hoping I can get back on track ASAP because my fiancé is away for a few days with work in a couple of weeks so I’ll be home alone which I’m totally dreading 😟 need to be in a better place by then because it’s also when my next appointment with the ED team is 😅 I’ll keep fighting it as best I can, hope you all do too xx⁣
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#EveningSnack  is a giant bowl of yogurt and raspberries 😊 not the most elegant picture as the raspberries are really juicy 😋 I know I’m nowhere near what I should be today so I’m really going to try fit something else in⁣ ⁣ ! TW !⁣ ⁣ Today has been a huge struggle, fighting myself over my body image hugely at the moment and it’s just killing my appetite and desire to eat 😔 it’s really reset my recovery which I’m gutted about too. Hoping I can get back on track ASAP because my fiancé is away for a few days with work in a couple of weeks so I’ll be home alone which I’m totally dreading 😟 need to be in a better place by then because it’s also when my next appointment with the ED team is 😅 I’ll keep fighting it as best I can, hope you all do too xx⁣ ⁣ #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #calories  #strongerthanana  #nomorerestriction  #anorexia  #beatingana  #smallstepscount  #strongnotskinny  #edfamily  #ed  #anawho  #fearfoods  #mentalheath  #mentalhealthawareness 
Well that’s today’s #FDOE 🤗 don’t have much to say, but what I’d like to establish is a #qotd under all my posts from now on, hopefully someone will answer😂 so today’s #qotd is: what’s your favorite ice cream? 
#aotd: mine is B&J half baked pint 
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Afternoon snack when I got home was this protein bar . Had a really nice time out with my friends and managed to get the train alone without doing anything stupid!!! My calories aren’t quite on track to reach my goal but they are a lot higher than yesterday which is good . I’m taking my dog for a walk now as we didn’t have chance before I went . Body image is horrible today but I’m pushing through with food. Have a great evening everyone xx
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Afternoon snack when I got home was this protein bar . Had a really nice time out with my friends and managed to get the train alone without doing anything stupid!!! My calories aren’t quite on track to reach my goal but they are a lot higher than yesterday which is good . I’m taking my dog for a walk now as we didn’t have chance before I went . Body image is horrible today but I’m pushing through with food. Have a great evening everyone xx - - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
5 jours sans sport, and so what ?
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De jour en jour j’apprends de plus en plus à combattre mon hyperactivité ✨
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“parce que je n’avais pas le temps”, “parce que j’avais la flemme”, “parce que j’avais besoin de repos”, j’ai réussi à m’en accorder.
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Parce que le sport doit rester un plaisir, pas une addiction. Parce qu’on a pas a se forcer à y aller.
Parce que ça n’est pas une obligation.
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Lâcher prise à ce niveau là aussi, c’est ce que j’apprends.
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Ces trois derniers jours j’étais malade je ne suis même pas sortie de chez moi, donc pas de marche non plus.
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très difficile pour moi qui ai besoin de m’activer, mais vous voyez ? c’est possible.
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Et bien évidemment j’ai mangé comme d’habitude sans diminuer.
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Libérer vous de l’hyperactivité. D’un coup ou petit à petit, comme vous le sentez mais POSEZ VOUS.
Trouvez un autre moyen de canaliser votre angoisse, l’hyperactivité ne vous apportera rien de bon, je peux vous l’assurer.
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Ça n’est pas rater UNE fois le sport qui va vous faire grossir, vous faire perdre vos gains, ni deux fois, ni trois fois ni même deux semaines.
Ça n’est pas “faire moins de pas que d’habitude” qui vous transformera non plus.
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Continuez à manger les mêmes quantités, diminuez l’hyperactivité, laissez votre corps se reposer et premez soin de vous.
Même si c’est angoissant, j’en conviens. Mais c’est important. .
Essayez, essayez et vous verrez que rien, non rien be changera.
Vous n’allez pas grossir, vous n’allez pas perdre vos muscles, vous serez juste en meilleure santé ✨
5 jours sans sport, and so what ? - De jour en jour j’apprends de plus en plus à combattre mon hyperactivité ✨ . “parce que je n’avais pas le temps”, “parce que j’avais la flemme”, “parce que j’avais besoin de repos”, j’ai réussi à m’en accorder. . Parce que le sport doit rester un plaisir, pas une addiction. Parce qu’on a pas a se forcer à y aller. Parce que ça n’est pas une obligation. . Lâcher prise à ce niveau là aussi, c’est ce que j’apprends. . Ces trois derniers jours j’étais malade je ne suis même pas sortie de chez moi, donc pas de marche non plus. . très difficile pour moi qui ai besoin de m’activer, mais vous voyez ? c’est possible. . Et bien évidemment j’ai mangé comme d’habitude sans diminuer. - Libérer vous de l’hyperactivité. D’un coup ou petit à petit, comme vous le sentez mais POSEZ VOUS. Trouvez un autre moyen de canaliser votre angoisse, l’hyperactivité ne vous apportera rien de bon, je peux vous l’assurer. - Ça n’est pas rater UNE fois le sport qui va vous faire grossir, vous faire perdre vos gains, ni deux fois, ni trois fois ni même deux semaines. Ça n’est pas “faire moins de pas que d’habitude” qui vous transformera non plus. . Continuez à manger les mêmes quantités, diminuez l’hyperactivité, laissez votre corps se reposer et premez soin de vous. Même si c’est angoissant, j’en conviens. Mais c’est important. . Essayez, essayez et vous verrez que rien, non rien be changera. Vous n’allez pas grossir, vous n’allez pas perdre vos muscles, vous serez juste en meilleure santé ✨
Lunch today was 2 little toast with 50g of quorn , 20g of sweetcorn and 15g of light mayo . Decided to go out with my friends afternoon even though I’m not feeling too great . My parents trusted me to go on the train on my own which is nice , it just feels good to get some of my independence back . On my way now !!! I’ll have my afternoon snack when I get home, so I’ll see ya then xx
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Lunch today was 2 little toast with 50g of quorn , 20g of sweetcorn and 15g of light mayo . Decided to go out with my friends afternoon even though I’m not feeling too great . My parents trusted me to go on the train on my own which is nice , it just feels good to get some of my independence back . On my way now !!! I’ll have my afternoon snack when I get home, so I’ll see ya then xx - - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
My #nightsnack last night was *half* of this pint.✨🙈 This was so good 😍😋
I have a project to do this weekend for language arts.
I did very bad on a test yesterday... I mean, I know the words, but the way the test is set up confuses me so much!! The words weren't even that hard for me. They were incontrovertible, array, alacrity, torrid, and like 11 more 😅

People say advanced language arts is hard in my grade. I don't have a problem understanding the material, it's just the tests are terrible and I'm not the only one not doing well on them.

My grade isn't like a C or anything, it's a B. But that's not where I usually am....
My #nightsnack  last night was *half* of this pint.✨🙈 This was so good 😍😋 I have a project to do this weekend for language arts. I did very bad on a test yesterday... I mean, I know the words, but the way the test is set up confuses me so much!! The words weren't even that hard for me. They were incontrovertible, array, alacrity, torrid, and like 11 more 😅 People say advanced language arts is hard in my grade. I don't have a problem understanding the material, it's just the tests are terrible and I'm not the only one not doing well on them. My grade isn't like a C or anything, it's a B. But that's not where I usually am....
Morning snack was a huge challenge!!! A had a weetabix on the go drink and a nakd bar . Liquid calories are a massive fear of mine and nakd bars had become a huge fear for some reason ?? Glad I challenged myself but I feel so so guilty now 😭 I think we will walk the dog now even though the weather is horrible so hopefully that will distract me a little . Have a nice day xx
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Morning snack was a huge challenge!!! A had a weetabix on the go drink and a nakd bar . Liquid calories are a massive fear of mine and nakd bars had become a huge fear for some reason ?? Glad I challenged myself but I feel so so guilty now 😭 I think we will walk the dog now even though the weather is horrible so hopefully that will distract me a little . Have a nice day xx - - - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
[ snackie again❣️]
got hungry while studying so decided to eat this hahaha it was bomb af btw the best clif bar i have had:)
feeling kinda guilty but oh well it was worth it
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for morning snack after my ballet class i had half of this huuge poppyseed bretzel that i bought from the international food market thing.ate it with tea and it was so cozy and felt like hardcore autumn🍂🍁
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[ brekkie🌞]
haven’t had a smoothie bowl in such a long time ahh
this contained banana, frozen fruit, passionfruit, coconut water, spinach and green powder. topped it with more banana, passionfruit and a little bit of granola and coconut flakes:)
this was suuper big so i had a hard time eating it all but i finished!!
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[ brekkie🌞] haven’t had a smoothie bowl in such a long time ahh this contained banana, frozen fruit, passionfruit, coconut water, spinach and green powder. topped it with more banana, passionfruit and a little bit of granola and coconut flakes:) this was suuper big so i had a hard time eating it all but i finished!! • • • • #recoveryjourney  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fighteatingdisorders  #fuckeatingdisorders  #edfighter  #recoverywin  #anorexia  #orthorexia  #fuckana  #fightana  #edwarrior  #edfight 
A very late breakfast was oatmeal. I’ve been having oats so much recently and can’t help but feel guilty about it , but that’s stupid because oats are actually really healthy!! Timings will be completely fucked up now but it’s all good . Hope you all have a lovely day xx
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Throwback to the gooood times❤️ #motivation
CHALLENGE!!! Had loads of calories to make up so I knew I was going to have to challenge myself . I had my usual protein yoghurt with a Breyer’s ice cream bar !!! I was honestly shaking while I was eating this but it was so yummy . Guilt is sky high now so I’m planning to just sleep it off . Night my loves xx
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CHALLENGE!!! Had loads of calories to make up so I knew I was going to have to challenge myself . I had my usual protein yoghurt with a Breyer’s ice cream bar !!! I was honestly shaking while I was eating this but it was so yummy . Guilt is sky high now so I’m planning to just sleep it off . Night my loves xx • TW- Only reached 1200 today 😭 - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
Dinner was so much, but really, like to much, it's a huge plate... It kinda felt like a binge or something, but that's just ana speaking i guess? Had a super hard dance class after dinner so i needed the energy tbh. When i came back i had this chinois thing and it's so good! It's a french pastry with cream.😋😋💕
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Breakfast: strawberry protein quark
Lunch: a bag of sweet coconut & vanilla popcorn and a cola zero
Dinner: to much rice pilav with 2 mini tortillas
N/snack: 'chinois'

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Dinner was so much, but really, like to much, it's a huge plate... It kinda felt like a binge or something, but that's just ana speaking i guess? Had a super hard dance class after dinner so i needed the energy tbh. When i came back i had this chinois thing and it's so good! It's a french pastry with cream.😋😋💕 Xoxo - Breakfast: strawberry protein quark Lunch: a bag of sweet coconut & vanilla popcorn and a cola zero Dinner: to much rice pilav with 2 mini tortillas N/snack: 'chinois' #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #ed  #edfighter  #edsucks  #edrecovery  #recovery  #recoveryishard  #anaisabitch  #goawayana  #eatingdisordersucks  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #edfight  #anawho  #fuckyouana  #recoveryfamily  #prorecovery  #recovertolive  #backtonormallife  #beatingana  #beatinged  #edwarrior  #fightana  #fightanorexia  #anorexiafighter  #eatingdisorderfight  #strongnotskinny  #edfam  #edcommunity 
#AfternoonSnack was some crackers and chicken and #EveningSnack is yogurt, biscuits and some caramelised onion crackers 😊⁣
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Going to try as hard as I can tomorrow to get back on the recovery track, going to aim for 3 decent meals and then snacks if I can manage them, build up again xx⁣
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#AfternoonSnack  was some crackers and chicken and #EveningSnack  is yogurt, biscuits and some caramelised onion crackers 😊⁣ ⁣ Going to try as hard as I can tomorrow to get back on the recovery track, going to aim for 3 decent meals and then snacks if I can manage them, build up again xx⁣ ⁣ #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #calories  #strongerthanana  #nomorerestriction  #anorexia  #beatingana  #smallstepscount  #strongnotskinny  #edfamily  #ed  #anawho  #fearfoods  #mentalheath  #mentalhealthawareness 
Dinner tonight was scary big !! 2 quorn fillets , a half portion of Bombay potatoes and 70g of sweetcorn . But even with this there is no way I can meet my calories even with a challenging n/s . I honestly have no idea what else to say apart from that you are all beautiful and deserve so much more than this shitty illness . Keep fighting everyone xx
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Dinner tonight was scary big !! 2 quorn fillets , a half portion of Bombay potatoes and 70g of sweetcorn . But even with this there is no way I can meet my calories even with a challenging n/s . I honestly have no idea what else to say apart from that you are all beautiful and deserve so much more than this shitty illness . Keep fighting everyone xx - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
Afternoon snack when I got home was an alpro pudding and a protein bar . Family therapy was actually the most pointless thing!!! We literally drove 35minutes to talk for like 5 minutes . I tried refusing to be weighed because I don’t feel comfortable with her but she insisted. She said I lost some weight but I don’t know how much . I blamed it on uncalibrated scales but I’m not really surprised tbh . I’m taking the dog out now it’s finally stopped raining !!! See y’all later xx
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Afternoon snack when I got home was an alpro pudding and a protein bar . Family therapy was actually the most pointless thing!!! We literally drove 35minutes to talk for like 5 minutes . I tried refusing to be weighed because I don’t feel comfortable with her but she insisted. She said I lost some weight but I don’t know how much . I blamed it on uncalibrated scales but I’m not really surprised tbh . I’m taking the dog out now it’s finally stopped raining !!! See y’all later xx - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
Quick lunch before family therapy, which only me and mum are going to lmao 😂 2 slices of little toast with 30g of marmalade . Haven’t got time to write much but I’ll do an update afterwards even though I think I’m going to refuse to be weighed . Have a nice afternoon everyone xx
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[ lunchie ]
rice with beans and frozen peas, corn and carrot🥕
This used to be one of my fav foods haha
Hopefully today i can go grocery shopping with my mom cause i want to pick out some snacks and stuff:)
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#Breakfast is my usual cereal and tomatoes with a can of Pepsi⁣
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Finding recovery just impossible at the moment, so down and low it’s hurting 😔 wanna hide away from the world, I can barely even bring myself to speak to anybody today, just want to be left alone I guess. Recovery is just so hard, and no one understands unless they’ve felt it too ⁣
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#Breakfast  is my usual cereal and tomatoes with a can of Pepsi⁣ ⁣ Finding recovery just impossible at the moment, so down and low it’s hurting 😔 wanna hide away from the world, I can barely even bring myself to speak to anybody today, just want to be left alone I guess. Recovery is just so hard, and no one understands unless they’ve felt it too ⁣ ⁣ #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #calories  #strongerthanana  #nomorerestriction  #anorexia  #beatingana  #smallstepscount  #strongnotskinny  #edfamily  #ed  #anawho  #fearfoods  #mentalheath  #mentalhealthawareness 
Morning snack was half of this. I’m so annoyed with myself I knew I couldn’t do it on my own and now my mum will never be able to trust me again . I guess it’s just too soon to be in charge of my own food . My mum will be home for lunch so that will be ok . I guess I’ll see you then , have a wonderful day xx
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[ quick breakfast <3 ]
breakfast was an Alpro go on blueberry, this rye and rice pastry + unpictured 1/2 banana with peanut butter
so this morning i had a huge math exam so i had to eat a large breakfast that my brain would work. i was super nervous but it went ok so thats good!! I did the test for the max time 3h and 30min ew •
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[ quick breakfast <3 ] breakfast was an Alpro go on blueberry, this rye and rice pastry + unpictured 1/2 banana with peanut butter so this morning i had a huge math exam so i had to eat a large breakfast that my brain would work. i was super nervous but it went ok so thats good!! I did the test for the max time 3h and 30min ew • • • • #recoveryjourney  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fighteatingdisorders  #fuckeatingdisorders  #edfighter  #recoverywin  #anorexia  #orthorexia  #fuckana  #fightana  #edwarrior  #edfight 
Breakfast this morning was more oats !!! I had moma plain porridge with 2 teaspoons of sweetener. I’m loving warm porridge in the morning at the moment because I’ve got a shitty cold and it’s cold outside 😂I’m being left alone for 3 hours today which is going to be tough because I’m eating my morning snack unsupervised!! We’ll have to see how that goes ?? Trying to distract myself best as I can while she’s gone with school work and maybe a live . Anyway have a lovely day everyone xx
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Breakfast this morning was more oats !!! I had moma plain porridge with 2 teaspoons of sweetener. I’m loving warm porridge in the morning at the moment because I’ve got a shitty cold and it’s cold outside 😂I’m being left alone for 3 hours today which is going to be tough because I’m eating my morning snack unsupervised!! We’ll have to see how that goes ?? Trying to distract myself best as I can while she’s gone with school work and maybe a live . Anyway have a lovely day everyone xx - - - • #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
Und hier noch mehr leckers Essen was ich auf den spanischen Straßen die letzten 10 Tage gegnossen habe 😍
Ich habe mich wirklich ein bisschen in diese Empanadas verliebt und möchte sie unbedingt mal demnächst zuhause nachmachen 🙈 ob das was wird? 😅
Naja ich bin jetzt am Flughafen und warte auf meinen Flieger zurück nach Deutschland 😊 es war zwar super schön hier, aber jetzt freue ich mich auch wieder auf zuhause, mein gewohntes Umfeld, mein Bett,  und vor allem meinen Hund 😍🙈 was vermisst ihr immer am meisten wenn ihr weg seid?
Und hier noch mehr leckers Essen was ich auf den spanischen Straßen die letzten 10 Tage gegnossen habe 😍 Ich habe mich wirklich ein bisschen in diese Empanadas verliebt und möchte sie unbedingt mal demnächst zuhause nachmachen 🙈 ob das was wird? 😅 Naja ich bin jetzt am Flughafen und warte auf meinen Flieger zurück nach Deutschland 😊 es war zwar super schön hier, aber jetzt freue ich mich auch wieder auf zuhause, mein gewohntes Umfeld, mein Bett, und vor allem meinen Hund 😍🙈 was vermisst ihr immer am meisten wenn ihr weg seid?
Night snack was the usual protein yoghurt with 24g nuts . My mum says I need to  have something different tomorrow so I’m not sure what I’ll have 😳 Had a chilled out evening watching some tv cuddled up my doggy . I know I say this every night snack post but I really want a good night sleep tonight , very unlikely though because my head is all over the place rn . Night everyone, see you all tomorrow xx
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Night snack was the usual protein yoghurt with 24g nuts . My mum says I need to have something different tomorrow so I’m not sure what I’ll have 😳 Had a chilled out evening watching some tv cuddled up my doggy . I know I say this every night snack post but I really want a good night sleep tonight , very unlikely though because my head is all over the place rn . Night everyone, see you all tomorrow xx • TW - reached 1250 today , it’s been a hard day 😪 - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
I tried them a couple of month before and I wish I had some of them again bc there tastes really good 💖*unbezahlte Werbung wegen markenerkennung  #schokobonswhite #kinderschokobons #fererro  #anarecovery #fightana #eatittobeatit #anorexia #edfight #anorexicrecovery #realcovery #recoverywin #fearfood #hugerecoverywin #healtynotskinny #recoveryispossible #healthyfood #healthylifestyle #superfood #recoveryisworthit #edfam #fitfood#tasty #edwarrior #veganiseasy #health #eatingdisorder #fuckana #miarecovery
I tried them a couple of month before and I wish I had some of them again bc there tastes really good 💖*unbezahlte Werbung wegen markenerkennung #schokobonswhite  #kinderschokobons  #fererro  #anarecovery  #fightana  #eatittobeatit  #anorexia  #edfight  #anorexicrecovery  #realcovery  #recoverywin  #fearfood  #hugerecoverywin  #healtynotskinny  #recoveryispossible  #healthyfood  #healthylifestyle  #superfood  #recoveryisworthit  #edfam  #fitfood #tasty  #edwarrior  #veganiseasy  #health  #eatingdisorder  #fuckana  #miarecovery 
PTW: (old photo /tbt)because I’m having reallyyyyy bad body image. I would give literally anything to just lose weight and get back down to my lowest weight and smaller. It was the only time I have been truly happy in a long long time. I found these photos that were taken around 6 months ago the day I was admitted. I wanted them so I could post transformation photos but now I just find myself scrolling though them and missing the time when I wasn’t completely gigantic. I went to the adults edu to have a snack and EVERYONE was thinner than me. EVERYONE. I didn’t end up having a snack there but I did have a panic attack. I’m not going there. I am legitimately contemplating running away on the day I am transferred there but a part of me doesn’t want to face the repercussions if/when I do get caught... at least i could get a day or two of not eating though?? Idk... I’m so so so scared. My birthday is in 10 days. I’m supposed to be moving in 7. I want to prolong it, a few more days because everything is happening so fast and it’s all too much for me and I just want to get out of hospital and I don’t want to be as disgusting and fat as I currently am. I’m embarrassed. I’m a whale. I want to be small and boney and I don’t know what to do. PTW over: I hope you’re all doing okay? Thank you so much for all of the support and lovely messages, they mean the world to me. Remember my DMs are always open to each and every one of you.☺️
PTW: (old photo /tbt)because I’m having reallyyyyy bad body image. I would give literally anything to just lose weight and get back down to my lowest weight and smaller. It was the only time I have been truly happy in a long long time. I found these photos that were taken around 6 months ago the day I was admitted. I wanted them so I could post transformation photos but now I just find myself scrolling though them and missing the time when I wasn’t completely gigantic. I went to the adults edu to have a snack and EVERYONE was thinner than me. EVERYONE. I didn’t end up having a snack there but I did have a panic attack. I’m not going there. I am legitimately contemplating running away on the day I am transferred there but a part of me doesn’t want to face the repercussions if/when I do get caught... at least i could get a day or two of not eating though?? Idk... I’m so so so scared. My birthday is in 10 days. I’m supposed to be moving in 7. I want to prolong it, a few more days because everything is happening so fast and it’s all too much for me and I just want to get out of hospital and I don’t want to be as disgusting and fat as I currently am. I’m embarrassed. I’m a whale. I want to be small and boney and I don’t know what to do. PTW over: I hope you’re all doing okay? Thank you so much for all of the support and lovely messages, they mean the world to me. Remember my DMs are always open to each and every one of you.☺️
Dinner tonight was 68g of quorn fajita strips with 3 smiles and 60g of green beans. Having a tough night eating wise , I’ve got a weigh in with my family therapist instead of my normal nurse and I’m really stressed about that . There’s no way I can reach my calories today or even close . I’m in such a downward spiral I don’t know how to stop it . Anyway have a nice evening all xx
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Dinner tonight was 68g of quorn fajita strips with 3 smiles and 60g of green beans. Having a tough night eating wise , I’ve got a weigh in with my family therapist instead of my normal nurse and I’m really stressed about that . There’s no way I can reach my calories today or even close . I’m in such a downward spiral I don’t know how to stop it . Anyway have a nice evening all xx - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
#Snack is yogurt and biscuits, also got some porridge and a rice pudding for later 😊⁣
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Finding eating a huge struggle today, having to force every bite 😔 it’s really hard because I was so proud of all the progress id made too xx⁣
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#Snack  is yogurt and biscuits, also got some porridge and a rice pudding for later 😊⁣ ⁣ Finding eating a huge struggle today, having to force every bite 😔 it’s really hard because I was so proud of all the progress id made too xx⁣ ⁣ #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #calories  #strongerthanana  #nomorerestriction  #anorexia  #beatingana  #smallstepscount  #strongnotskinny  #edfamily  #ed  #anawho  #fearfoods  #mentalheath  #mentalhealthawareness 
Got a further one😍😊❣️😂🤤 i used a Strategie to get more topping: I just put a layer of ice cream into the bowl, then filled the gaps with sauce and other candys/fruits, added further ice cream and then topping again😂 #anorexiafighter #anorexiekampf #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafight #magersuchtrecovery #essstörungrecovery #foodisworthit#prorecovery#recoverymeal#magersuchtkampf#edfighter#edfight#food#mealdiary
Those biscuits were so scary but it were my pre ed favourites so i enjoyed it all yayy!!💪💪
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Breakfast: an apple and a soya light
Lunch: an apple, a bag of lettuce and 2 mini tortillas
A/snack: 2 biscuits with vanilla filling
Dinner: rice pilav with 3 mini tortillas
N/snack: cornetto

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Those biscuits were so scary but it were my pre ed favourites so i enjoyed it all yayy!!💪💪 Xoxo - Breakfast: an apple and a soya light Lunch: an apple, a bag of lettuce and 2 mini tortillas A/snack: 2 biscuits with vanilla filling Dinner: rice pilav with 3 mini tortillas N/snack: cornetto #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #ed  #edfighter  #edsucks  #edrecovery  #recovery  #recoveryishard  #anaisabitch  #goawayana  #eatingdisordersucks  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #edfight  #anawho  #fuckyouana  #recoveryfamily  #prorecovery  #recovertolive  #backtonormallife  #beatingana  #beatinged  #edwarrior  #fightana  #fightanorexia  #anorexiafighter  #eatingdisorderfight  #strongnotskinny  #edfam  #edcommunity 
@pizzaexpress yesterday night with their new vegan puttanesca pizza with jackfruit was insane😻 Also had the new vegan carrot cake, literally so delicious - my dad had the same as me and he loved it!🍕🍰
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@pizzaexpress yesterday night with their new vegan puttanesca pizza with jackfruit was insane😻 Also had the new vegan carrot cake, literally so delicious - my dad had the same as me and he loved it!🍕🍰 • • #like4like  #likeforlike  #follow4follow  #followforfollow  #gainfollowers  #gaintrain  #food  #foodporn  #foodreview  #foodblogger  #blogger  #iphonexphotography  #iphonex  #jerseychannelislands  #vegansoflondon  #londonvegans  #londonvegan  #vegansofldn  #london  #pizza  #jackfruit  #carrotcake  #vegancake  #vegancarrotcake 
My go to when I couldn't eat hard foods was a nice pint of ice cream. I do love chocolate halo top but surprise surprise you feel sick if you eat 2 tubs in one sitting 😂#anawho #anarecovery #anafight #anafighter #anawarrior #anasoldier #edrecovery #edfam #edfamily #edfight #edfighter #edwarrior #edsoldier #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #pintparty #halotop #chocoholic
Afternoon snack to make up calories back at home was a rice pudding ( full fat !!) and a graze box . I’m super worried about having 2 full fat things in a day but I know that’s stupid because a calorie is a calorie full fat or low fat !! Got loads of errands to run with mum and then we’ll have the usual walk a bit later than normal. Timings are going quite well today for once even if I’m a little behind calorie wise. See y’all later xx
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Afternoon snack to make up calories back at home was a rice pudding ( full fat !!) and a graze box . I’m super worried about having 2 full fat things in a day but I know that’s stupid because a calorie is a calorie full fat or low fat !! Got loads of errands to run with mum and then we’ll have the usual walk a bit later than normal. Timings are going quite well today for once even if I’m a little behind calorie wise. See y’all later xx - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
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i love blueberries so much i could eat them all day every day
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whole wheat pasta with vegan bolognese sauce!! huuuge challenge oml
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[ breakfast🍓]
alpro go on naturell yoghurt with some strawberries, banana and bluebs:)
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Brekkie was @quakeroatsuk porridge made with @alpro soya milk topped with jam and a circle of sultanas to be artsy 😂💘
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Hope you all have had a good week, I’m so glad it’s Friday tomorrow! Mainly because I’m having a sleepover with my boyfriend, I love cuddling him, and waking up next to someone you love is just amazing 🙈❣️ #showusyouroats
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Brekkie was @quakeroatsuk porridge made with @alpro soya milk topped with jam and a circle of sultanas to be artsy 😂💘 - Hope you all have had a good week, I’m so glad it’s Friday tomorrow! Mainly because I’m having a sleepover with my boyfriend, I love cuddling him, and waking up next to someone you love is just amazing 🙈❣️ #showusyouroats  ♡ #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #edsolider  #edwarrior  #edfight  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #vegetarian  #eatittobeatit  #strongnotskinny  #nourishnotpunish  #edarmy  #boobsnotbones  #anarecovery  #reasonstorecover  #prorecovery  #recoverymotivation  #weightgainiscool  #realrecovery  #edfam  #recoveryisworthit  #veganfood  #veganeats  #vegan  #alpro  #porridge  #food 
Lunch today was a bagel thin with a full fat (!!!!) dairylea . I very proud of myself for eating on plan despite my mum not being here . I’m trying to see it as making sure I’m not eating loads later but the guilt is really strong . Town with my nan was good I didn’t buy anything apart from a Pepsi max . Have a nice afternoon everyone xx
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Lunch today was a bagel thin with a full fat (!!!!) dairylea . I very proud of myself for eating on plan despite my mum not being here . I’m trying to see it as making sure I’m not eating loads later but the guilt is really strong . Town with my nan was good I didn’t buy anything apart from a Pepsi max . Have a nice afternoon everyone xx - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
#Breakfast is my usual cereal with some tomatoes 😊⁣
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Really just feeling terrible in myself at the moment, had a rough afternoon and evening yesterday which has really impacted on my appetite and general mood 😔 I’m trying hard to move on but sometimes it just isn’t that easy. I can feel my old restricting ways creeping back in too which really isn’t helping. I know I need to tackle it for recovery but some days it’s just so so hard 😔 especially when I want to restrict and lose weight because of the way I’m feeling in my body. Just need to try as hard as I can and try fight through xx⁣
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#Breakfast  is my usual cereal with some tomatoes 😊⁣ ⁣ ! TW !⁣ ⁣ Really just feeling terrible in myself at the moment, had a rough afternoon and evening yesterday which has really impacted on my appetite and general mood 😔 I’m trying hard to move on but sometimes it just isn’t that easy. I can feel my old restricting ways creeping back in too which really isn’t helping. I know I need to tackle it for recovery but some days it’s just so so hard 😔 especially when I want to restrict and lose weight because of the way I’m feeling in my body. Just need to try as hard as I can and try fight through xx⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #calories  #strongerthanana  #nomorerestriction  #anorexia  #beatingana  #smallstepscount  #strongnotskinny  #edfamily  #ed  #anawho  #fearfoods  #mentalheath  #mentalhealthawareness 
Morning snack was half my nature bar , I was going to bin the whole thing but then I realised I’d just have more calories to eat later so that wouldn’t be smart . Going into town with my nan now hopefully that will be fun . Anything is better than sitting here . See you’ll later xx
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Some further impressions of my traveling 🤗 on the first pic you can see my today’s #lunch It’s called ,,Kaiserschmarren” which is something like scrambled pancakes with jam 😍❣️ so delicious. The fourth pic shows yesterday’s #dinner, a classic hamburger 😊 picture five is Sunday’s dinner ( Looks weird but it’s just spinach that was mixed into the noodle dough ) and then today’s #breakfast , which was a bun with cheese and a cup of flakes ( had another fuller one ) 🤗 tomorrow is the last day before driving back home and I’m already pissed when thinking of the 14 hours of driving in the bus😖 #anorexiafighter #anorexiekampf #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafight #magersuchtrecovery #essstörungrecovery #foodisworthit#prorecovery#recoverymeal#magersuchtkampf#edfighter#edfight#food#mealdiary
Some further impressions of my traveling 🤗 on the first pic you can see my today’s #lunch  It’s called ,,Kaiserschmarren” which is something like scrambled pancakes with jam 😍❣️ so delicious. The fourth pic shows yesterday’s #dinner , a classic hamburger 😊 picture five is Sunday’s dinner ( Looks weird but it’s just spinach that was mixed into the noodle dough ) and then today’s #breakfast  , which was a bun with cheese and a cup of flakes ( had another fuller one ) 🤗 tomorrow is the last day before driving back home and I’m already pissed when thinking of the 14 hours of driving in the bus😖 #anorexiafighter  #anorexiekampf  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexiafight  #magersuchtrecovery  #essstörungrecovery  #foodisworthit #prorecovery #recoverymeal #magersuchtkampf #edfighter #edfight #food #mealdiary 
Sorry it’s so late !! Way earliers breakfast was this fuel protein porridge . It was yum , I filled it just below the fill line and the consistency was just perfectly thick and creamy . I’m having a really bad body image day and I’m staying with my nan today so not restricting will be very difficult . There was a bit of an incident last night I’m not going to go into detail but it’s set me back a little and I’ve lost a lot of trust for my parents 😒 Have a great day everyone xx
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Sorry it’s so late !! Way earliers breakfast was this fuel protein porridge . It was yum , I filled it just below the fill line and the consistency was just perfectly thick and creamy . I’m having a really bad body image day and I’m staying with my nan today so not restricting will be very difficult . There was a bit of an incident last night I’m not going to go into detail but it’s set me back a little and I’ve lost a lot of trust for my parents 😒 Have a great day everyone xx - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
Hallo.💞
Ich hoffe es geht euch gut? 
Naja, mir auf jeden fall nicht. 
Erstens, ich habe im moment fast garkein hobby.. ich vermisse reiten so unfassbar. Ja, reiten war eines meiner hobbys, für 7Jahre. ✨
Und zweitens, ich hab vorgestern den abend nur durchgeheult. 
Weil ich berufspraktische Tage habe.. ich blieb gestern sogar zuhause, weil ich bis 5 gehabt hätte. Peinlich peinlich.🤦🏼‍♀️ Das ding ist halt nur.. ich hätte es ja ausgehalten wenn es ein anderer job wäre, aber ich „arbeite“ als Buchhalterin im büro. (Nur weil meine tante da arbeitet😂) jetzt weiß ich das ich AUF JEDEN FALL NICHT im Büro arbeiten werde. ._.
Schönen abend euch noch💞
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Hallo.💞 Ich hoffe es geht euch gut? Naja, mir auf jeden fall nicht. Erstens, ich habe im moment fast garkein hobby.. ich vermisse reiten so unfassbar. Ja, reiten war eines meiner hobbys, für 7Jahre. ✨ Und zweitens, ich hab vorgestern den abend nur durchgeheult. Weil ich berufspraktische Tage habe.. ich blieb gestern sogar zuhause, weil ich bis 5 gehabt hätte. Peinlich peinlich.🤦🏼‍♀️ Das ding ist halt nur.. ich hätte es ja ausgehalten wenn es ein anderer job wäre, aber ich „arbeite“ als Buchhalterin im büro. (Nur weil meine tante da arbeitet😂) jetzt weiß ich das ich AUF JEDEN FALL NICHT im Büro arbeiten werde. ._. Schönen abend euch noch💞 - #fail  #ed  #anorexie  #anorexia  #es  #edfamily  #edwins  #edfight 
Night snack was just the usual protein yoghurt with 28g of marmite cashews.  Anybody else been watching the circle , been loving it !! It kind of shows how easy it is to hide behind social media . Hoping I’ll sleep tonight I’m exhausted honestly but my head never shuts up 😩
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Dinner tonight was 2 quorn fillets with 3 smiles and 25g of green beans. Not feeling good this evening, all I want to do is skip my dinner and snack and fast tomorrow but I know I can’t do that !! I’m trying to stay motivated by thinking about how much happier I was pre ed but I just feel so fat and disgusting. Sorry for the negativity tonight , I’m really trying my best . Have a good evening xx
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Dinner tonight was 2 quorn fillets with 3 smiles and 25g of green beans. Not feeling good this evening, all I want to do is skip my dinner and snack and fast tomorrow but I know I can’t do that !! I’m trying to stay motivated by thinking about how much happier I was pre ed but I just feel so fat and disgusting. Sorry for the negativity tonight , I’m really trying my best . Have a good evening xx - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
#Snack is yogurt, biscuits and a rice pudding, also had a hugeeee bowl of porridge 🥣😋 really had to check myself with calories today as there’s a few stresses going on outside of my control, but I know I always handle stress through my eating 😔 just gotta be aware and keep on top of it 😊

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#Snack  is yogurt, biscuits and a rice pudding, also had a hugeeee bowl of porridge 🥣😋 really had to check myself with calories today as there’s a few stresses going on outside of my control, but I know I always handle stress through my eating 😔 just gotta be aware and keep on top of it 😊 #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #calories  #strongerthanana  #nomorerestriction  #anorexia  #beatingana  #smallstepscount  #strongnotskinny  #edfamily  #ed  #anawho  #fearfoods  #mentalheath  #mentalhealthawareness 
Really did my best today! I don't know if it's enough, but at least i tried.
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Breakfast: fruit cocktail and an actimel
M/snack: /
Lunch: spaghetti bolognese
A/snack: apple
Dinner: veggies in tomato sauce with french bread
Dessert: cornetto
N/snack: pombar crisps

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Really did my best today! I don't know if it's enough, but at least i tried. Xoxo - Breakfast: fruit cocktail and an actimel M/snack: / Lunch: spaghetti bolognese A/snack: apple Dinner: veggies in tomato sauce with french bread Dessert: cornetto N/snack: pombar crisps #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #ed  #edfighter  #edsucks  #edrecovery  #recovery  #recoveryishard  #anaisabitch  #goawayana  #eatingdisordersucks  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #edfight  #anawho  #fuckyouana  #recoveryfamily  #prorecovery  #recovertolive  #backtonormallife  #beatingana  #beatinged  #edwarrior  #fightana  #fightanorexia  #anorexiafighter  #eatingdisorderfight  #strongnotskinny  #edfam  #edcommunity 
[ post dance snackies ]
this is one of my fav protein bars i love them but they are so expensive:(
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tomorrow at school we have this thing in class where everyone brings candy and cookies and stuff and then we all eat them.. i’m stressed
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Oui j’adore le fromage et alors ?
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combien de fois mes repas se sont terminés par des “compulsions” sur du fromage ?
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Combien de me fois je me suis promis de ne plus jamais manger de fromage ?
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Combien de fois me suis-je limitée à “deux bouts pas plus” par jour ?
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Combien de fois j’ai tenté de tout contrôler ?
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Combien de fois je me suis sentie mal après ce que j’appelais une compulsion ?
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Mais aujourd’hui j’arrête, je m’écoute. 
Tout ce contrôle ne rime qu’à une chose : frustration et encore plus de risque de perdre le contrôle, de “criser”.
Alors j’accepte et puis c’est tout.
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Ce midi j’ai pris du fromage. J’en avais encore envie ce soir. Soit. .
ET-ALORS-?
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Alors ce soir je me suis fait plaisir, j’ai mangé avec appétit cette belle assiette que vous voyez là. Et non je ne culpabilise pas, tout simplement car je ne me suis pas posée de limites, pas fixée de “contrôle” donc je n’ai échoué en rien.
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Oui je me fais souvent ce genre de dessert, souvent je culpabilise.
Mais pas ce soir.
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Et vous savez pourquoi ?
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Parce que je prends le courage de m’écouter, je prends le courage d’essayer. Et non je ne pense pas aux conséquences, à l’impact que ça aura sur mon poids. 
Tout simplement parce que
1- Ça n’aura AUCUN impact
et 2- parce que je vis dans le moment présent. J’ai aimé, j’ai savouré, on s’en fou du futur.
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Parce que la vie c’est fait pour se faire plaisir et parce qu’on en a qu’une, battez vous, dépassez vos peurs et osez agir, vous n’en serez que plus heureuses ✨
✨ Dessert ✨ - Oui j’adore le fromage et alors ? . combien de fois mes repas se sont terminés par des “compulsions” sur du fromage ? . Combien de me fois je me suis promis de ne plus jamais manger de fromage ? . Combien de fois me suis-je limitée à “deux bouts pas plus” par jour ? . Combien de fois j’ai tenté de tout contrôler ? . Combien de fois je me suis sentie mal après ce que j’appelais une compulsion ? . Mais aujourd’hui j’arrête, je m’écoute. Tout ce contrôle ne rime qu’à une chose : frustration et encore plus de risque de perdre le contrôle, de “criser”. Alors j’accepte et puis c’est tout. . Ce midi j’ai pris du fromage. J’en avais encore envie ce soir. Soit. . ET-ALORS-? . Alors ce soir je me suis fait plaisir, j’ai mangé avec appétit cette belle assiette que vous voyez là. Et non je ne culpabilise pas, tout simplement car je ne me suis pas posée de limites, pas fixée de “contrôle” donc je n’ai échoué en rien. . Oui je me fais souvent ce genre de dessert, souvent je culpabilise. Mais pas ce soir. . Et vous savez pourquoi ? . Parce que je prends le courage de m’écouter, je prends le courage d’essayer. Et non je ne pense pas aux conséquences, à l’impact que ça aura sur mon poids. Tout simplement parce que 1- Ça n’aura AUCUN impact et 2- parce que je vis dans le moment présent. J’ai aimé, j’ai savouré, on s’en fou du futur. . Parce que la vie c’est fait pour se faire plaisir et parce qu’on en a qu’une, battez vous, dépassez vos peurs et osez agir, vous n’en serez que plus heureuses ✨
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oatmeal with banana, apples, peanut butter and some dark chocolate pieces
I’m so stressed cause i have an upcoming math exam and i literally can’t do any of the stuff my brain just refuses to cooperate.. but i’m trying to stay positive and work really hard haha
hope y’all have a nice day💕
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[ brekkie today✨] oatmeal with banana, apples, peanut butter and some dark chocolate pieces I’m so stressed cause i have an upcoming math exam and i literally can’t do any of the stuff my brain just refuses to cooperate.. but i’m trying to stay positive and work really hard haha hope y’all have a nice day💕 • • • • #recoveryjourney  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fighteatingdisorders  #fuckeatingdisorders  #edfighter  #recoverywin  #anorexia  #orthorexia  #fuckana  #fightana  #edwarrior  #edfight 
Morning snack today was a protein bar and rice pudding pot . This was really late because my mum forgot to tell me that the English tutor was coming so it was a hella shock when he showed up 😂 Feeling alright this morning eating is difficult as always but I’m feeling a lot less hopeless and anxious . I’m taking the dog out on my own when my mum goes to work for the first time in recovery . I’m really nervous and I don’t know whether I can trust myself but I’ll give it my best shot . Hope you all have a wonderful afternoon xx
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Morning snack today was a protein bar and rice pudding pot . This was really late because my mum forgot to tell me that the English tutor was coming so it was a hella shock when he showed up 😂 Feeling alright this morning eating is difficult as always but I’m feeling a lot less hopeless and anxious . I’m taking the dog out on my own when my mum goes to work for the first time in recovery . I’m really nervous and I don’t know whether I can trust myself but I’ll give it my best shot . Hope you all have a wonderful afternoon xx - - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
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#desayuno: porridge de avena con frutos rojos
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Ah ya, que exagerada sjhsksj peeero les juro que fue la cosa más rica que he comido, definitivamente mi porridge favorito por sobre todosss 😍
Quise probar algo nuevo y salió maravilloso jajskaj probablemente lo vuelva a hacer miles de veces
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-1/2 taza de avena
-1 taza de leche
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Lo puse al microondas hasta que tuvo la consistencia que me gusta y después le puse media bolsa de un mix para batidos congelada (red antioxidante de Minuto Verde) que trae uvas, frutillas, frambuesas y arándanos🍓🍇 Y listooo, las frutas por suerte no estaban horriblemente congeladas, quedaron perfectas💘😩 y el sabor de cada una estaba muy rico además hace mil años que no como uvas y frambuesassss, estaba exquisito😍❤
7:00 a.m. #desayuno : porridge de avena con frutos rojos - NO SÉ CÓMO EXPLICARLES LO QUE FUE ESTE PORRIDGE Ah ya, que exagerada sjhsksj peeero les juro que fue la cosa más rica que he comido, definitivamente mi porridge favorito por sobre todosss 😍 Quise probar algo nuevo y salió maravilloso jajskaj probablemente lo vuelva a hacer miles de veces - Para el porridge usé: -1/2 taza de avena -1 taza de leche -stevia -esencia de vainilla Lo puse al microondas hasta que tuvo la consistencia que me gusta y después le puse media bolsa de un mix para batidos congelada (red antioxidante de Minuto Verde) que trae uvas, frutillas, frambuesas y arándanos🍓🍇 Y listooo, las frutas por suerte no estaban horriblemente congeladas, quedaron perfectas💘😩 y el sabor de cada una estaba muy rico además hace mil años que no como uvas y frambuesassss, estaba exquisito😍❤
Hello everyone !!! Sorry for my absence yesterday, I was in a really bad place and all I would have done was trigger people with my food and feelings . Anyway I’ve got a lot of making up to do from yesterday. Breakfast was back to the good old 30g of protein crunch with 125ml of semi skimmed and a alpro yoghurt. I don’t think today will be very eventful I’ll be on my own quite a bit so I may do a live at some point. I’ll have my usual walk and we need to get some makeup for my mum at the shops . Timings will probably be very off today because I can only eat under supervision but it’ll be ok . Thanks for everyone who checked up on me yesterday , love you all lots . Have a nice day xx
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Hello everyone !!! Sorry for my absence yesterday, I was in a really bad place and all I would have done was trigger people with my food and feelings . Anyway I’ve got a lot of making up to do from yesterday. Breakfast was back to the good old 30g of protein crunch with 125ml of semi skimmed and a alpro yoghurt. I don’t think today will be very eventful I’ll be on my own quite a bit so I may do a live at some point. I’ll have my usual walk and we need to get some makeup for my mum at the shops . Timings will probably be very off today because I can only eat under supervision but it’ll be ok . Thanks for everyone who checked up on me yesterday , love you all lots . Have a nice day xx - - - - - #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawho  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit 
Brekkie this morning was @nestle golden nuggets (a childhood fave), @alpro vanilla 👀 milk and I topped it all with sultanas bc we all know I love something sweet 😂 in my @coconutbowls 🥣 #coconutbowls.
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School is going well, I’ve settled in and I’m understanding the A level work! I’m keeping up with notes, deadlines and homework and I’m going to continue to stay motivated and work hard and hopefully I can get A grades or B’s 🤞🏼
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Hope you’re all well💋 keep fighting and striving to get well because life does get better and it will get easier, “it may be stormy now but it never rains forever”. 🌛
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Brekkie this morning was @nestle golden nuggets (a childhood fave), @alpro vanilla 👀 milk and I topped it all with sultanas bc we all know I love something sweet 😂 in my @coconutbowls 🥣 #coconutbowls . - School is going well, I’ve settled in and I’m understanding the A level work! I’m keeping up with notes, deadlines and homework and I’m going to continue to stay motivated and work hard and hopefully I can get A grades or B’s 🤞🏼 - Hope you’re all well💋 keep fighting and striving to get well because life does get better and it will get easier, “it may be stormy now but it never rains forever”. 🌛 ♡ #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #edsolider  #edwarrior  #edfight  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #vegetarian  #eatittobeatit  #strongnotskinny  #nourishnotpunish  #edarmy  #boobsnotbones  #anarecovery  #reasonstorecover  #prorecovery  #recoverymotivation  #weightgainiscool  #realrecovery  #edfam  #recoveryisworthit  #cereal  #food 
Lieve volgers,
Een aantal van jullie waren al op de hoogte, maar ik ben sinds afgelopen maandag opgenomen bij Emergis in Goes, 170 km verwijderd van mijn eigen huisje😥. Ik heb het LOODzwaar en de maaltijden zijn een ramp. Ik doe het wel, om vervolgens in mijn kamer in huilen uit te barsten. Ik mis thuis, ik mis mijn eigen eten, eigen bed, mijn zus, ouders en vriendinnen, ik mis het lege gevoel en ik mis afleiding. Ik heb zó ontzettend veel heimwee.... maargoed, we doen het voor een goed doel en ik moet hier doorheen.
Voel je vrij om een kaartje te sturen, dit vind ik erg leuk!;
Emergis eetstoornissen
Tnv Daphne Aarsen
Abbekindersezandweg 2
4462RB Goes.

Liefs!❤️
Lieve volgers, Een aantal van jullie waren al op de hoogte, maar ik ben sinds afgelopen maandag opgenomen bij Emergis in Goes, 170 km verwijderd van mijn eigen huisje😥. Ik heb het LOODzwaar en de maaltijden zijn een ramp. Ik doe het wel, om vervolgens in mijn kamer in huilen uit te barsten. Ik mis thuis, ik mis mijn eigen eten, eigen bed, mijn zus, ouders en vriendinnen, ik mis het lege gevoel en ik mis afleiding. Ik heb zó ontzettend veel heimwee.... maargoed, we doen het voor een goed doel en ik moet hier doorheen. Voel je vrij om een kaartje te sturen, dit vind ik erg leuk!; Emergis eetstoornissen Tnv Daphne Aarsen Abbekindersezandweg 2 4462RB Goes. Liefs!❤️
How has it been almost a month since I last posted?!🤭SO much has changed! However I’m still having my oatmeal for breakfast before work😉With a big ole blob of coconut peanut butter too!
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20:40 p.m.
#cena: dos rebanadas de pan molde con palta + una taza de té sabor a menta chocolate
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Se supone que son 3 rebanadas pero hoy día me ha dolido mucho el estómago todo el día y no podía así que mi mamá me dejó comer 2:( de hecho me dio la tontera y pensé en no comer nada pero no me lo permitió y me ayudó a hacerme las ganas de ir a prepararme mi comida
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Ayer y hoy volví a publicar todas mis comidas pero era para dejar un ejemplo del nuevo plan, ya no másss
20:40 p.m. #cena : dos rebanadas de pan molde con palta + una taza de té sabor a menta chocolate - Se supone que son 3 rebanadas pero hoy día me ha dolido mucho el estómago todo el día y no podía así que mi mamá me dejó comer 2:( de hecho me dio la tontera y pensé en no comer nada pero no me lo permitió y me ayudó a hacerme las ganas de ir a prepararme mi comida - Ayer y hoy volví a publicar todas mis comidas pero era para dejar un ejemplo del nuevo plan, ya no másss
#afterschoolsnack 😁✨ Yes, that is right. @benandjerrys for an afternoon snack.

I craved it, so I had it.

So today was hard, mentally.
I couldn't do gym or cc practice because of my hip 🤷🏼‍♀️😥
Which is why this felt even harder.
✨
I feel disliked. Everyone dislikes me. In school, my friends, and people on here.
😓
I better just go then.
Bye

#pintparty #benandjerrys #vegan
#afterschoolsnack  😁✨ Yes, that is right. @benandjerrys for an afternoon snack. I craved it, so I had it. So today was hard, mentally. I couldn't do gym or cc practice because of my hip 🤷🏼‍♀️😥 Which is why this felt even harder. ✨ I feel disliked. Everyone dislikes me. In school, my friends, and people on here. 😓 I better just go then. Bye #pintparty  #benandjerrys  #vegan 
17:00 p.m.
#colacion: yogurt Danone Light sabor mango maracuyá + granola con cranberries En Linea + 4 nueces
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El paraíso😍 amo ese yogurt, es definitivamente mi favorito. Y sí, debo dejar los productos light pero los compré porque amo su sabooor y por contradictorio que parezca los sabores de yogurt más ricos y novedosos son de las lineas light💛
Y con esa granola queda la mezcla perfecta, amo los cranberries que tiene
17:00 p.m. #colacion : yogurt Danone Light sabor mango maracuyá + granola con cranberries En Linea + 4 nueces - El paraíso😍 amo ese yogurt, es definitivamente mi favorito. Y sí, debo dejar los productos light pero los compré porque amo su sabooor y por contradictorio que parezca los sabores de yogurt más ricos y novedosos son de las lineas light💛 Y con esa granola queda la mezcla perfecta, amo los cranberries que tiene
#Snack is some yogurt, biscuits and a few sweet chilli crackers 😋 trying to slowly begin to vary my diet where I feel as comfortable as possible and these crackers looked really good 🤤

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#Snack  is some yogurt, biscuits and a few sweet chilli crackers 😋 trying to slowly begin to vary my diet where I feel as comfortable as possible and these crackers looked really good 🤤 #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #fuckana  #edwarrior  #edfight  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #calories  #strongerthanana  #nomorerestriction  #anorexia  #beatingana  #smallstepscount  #strongnotskinny  #edfamily  #ed  #anawho  #fearfoods  #mentalheath  #mentalhealthawareness 
Today i went to the house of a friend in lunch break. Her mom made pancakes so i have absolutely no idea what was in it. It was so scary, but i ate 2 of them and i'm a little bit proud of myself.😊 600 followers challenge is done!🙏💕💕
Xoxo
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Breakfast: baby carrots
M/snack: /
Lunch: 2 crepes with sugar
A/snack: madeleine cake
Dinner: carrots&peas with tuna
N/snack: strawberry ice cream

#anorexia #anorexianervosa #ed #edfighter #edsucks #edrecovery #recovery #recoveryishard #anaisabitch #goawayana #eatingdisordersucks #anorexiarecovery #beatana #edfight #anawho #fuckyouana  #recoveryfamily #prorecovery #recovertolive #backtonormallife #beatingana #beatinged #edwarrior #fightana #fightanorexia #anorexiafighter #eatingdisorderfight #strongnotskinny #edfam #edcommunity
Today i went to the house of a friend in lunch break. Her mom made pancakes so i have absolutely no idea what was in it. It was so scary, but i ate 2 of them and i'm a little bit proud of myself.😊 600 followers challenge is done!🙏💕💕 Xoxo - Breakfast: baby carrots M/snack: / Lunch: 2 crepes with sugar A/snack: madeleine cake Dinner: carrots&peas with tuna N/snack: strawberry ice cream #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #ed  #edfighter  #edsucks  #edrecovery  #recovery  #recoveryishard  #anaisabitch  #goawayana  #eatingdisordersucks  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #edfight  #anawho  #fuckyouana  #recoveryfamily  #prorecovery  #recovertolive  #backtonormallife  #beatingana  #beatinged  #edwarrior  #fightana  #fightanorexia  #anorexiafighter  #eatingdisorderfight  #strongnotskinny  #edfam  #edcommunity 
Ratet mal wer dieses leckere Eis vor ein paar Tagen in den Straßen von Madrid hatte? Genau, ich 🙈
Meine Spanienreise hat letzte Nacht eine überraschende Wendung genommen, da meine Freundin aus Familiären Gründen morgen ganz früh zurück nach Deutschland muss 😕 ich fliege morgen also ab hier zu meinen Eltern die glücklicherweise gerade in der Nähe von der Stadt in der meine Freundin ihre Wohnung hat Urlaub machen. Dort verbringe ich eine Nacht bis es am Donnerstag wieder nach Sevilla geht und am Freitag Vormittag auch wieder zurück nach Deutschland 🙆🏼‍♀️ etwas stressig, aber wir haben uns heute noch einen schönen Tag mit Eis, Strand, Nudeln, Shopping und Crema Catalana gemacht 😉
Ratet mal wer dieses leckere Eis vor ein paar Tagen in den Straßen von Madrid hatte? Genau, ich 🙈 Meine Spanienreise hat letzte Nacht eine überraschende Wendung genommen, da meine Freundin aus Familiären Gründen morgen ganz früh zurück nach Deutschland muss 😕 ich fliege morgen also ab hier zu meinen Eltern die glücklicherweise gerade in der Nähe von der Stadt in der meine Freundin ihre Wohnung hat Urlaub machen. Dort verbringe ich eine Nacht bis es am Donnerstag wieder nach Sevilla geht und am Freitag Vormittag auch wieder zurück nach Deutschland 🙆🏼‍♀️ etwas stressig, aber wir haben uns heute noch einen schönen Tag mit Eis, Strand, Nudeln, Shopping und Crema Catalana gemacht 😉
14:30 p.m.
#almuerzo: arroz con carne de soya, pebre, espinaca y betarraga
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ALMUERZO DE DIOSESSS, ESTABA EXQUISITO DBDBKDJS y #recoverywin !! Porque aumenté la cantidad de arroz como dice mi pauta alimenticia! Siempre me servía 1/2 taza pero hoy día tuve que servir 3/4 y sí, costó comerlo pero lo hice.
Además quedó super rico (amor eterno al arroz con verduras de mi mamá) con la carne de soya (cociné dos cucharadas con agua, sal, pimienta negra y salsa de tomate) y las ensaladassss, todo mezclado😍😋👏
14:30 p.m. #almuerzo : arroz con carne de soya, pebre, espinaca y betarraga - ALMUERZO DE DIOSESSS, ESTABA EXQUISITO DBDBKDJS y #recoverywin  !! Porque aumenté la cantidad de arroz como dice mi pauta alimenticia! Siempre me servía 1/2 taza pero hoy día tuve que servir 3/4 y sí, costó comerlo pero lo hice. Además quedó super rico (amor eterno al arroz con verduras de mi mamá) con la carne de soya (cociné dos cucharadas con agua, sal, pimienta negra y salsa de tomate) y las ensaladassss, todo mezclado😍😋👏