"Breathless" Inktober 2018 " with you I fly ,feel free and alive ,with out you I want to die feel like Im drowning or berried alive " . . .
Hello everyone👋 , here is my #22 Inktober drawing based on the prompt "breathless". we are almost done with Inktober 😬... have a nice one guys
"Anxiety is loves greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds onto you. You want to save him but you know he will strangle you with his panic." - Anais Nin
Photo by @shaunhollingsworth
I am mostly grateful to God for giving me these talents, am glad that I am glad that I am able to dance and write my own personal music.
For me it's not about the money, it's more for the love I have for God that he blessed me with the these gifts and if am not able to use to change lives and the world? what did he bless me for. (Our fear is not that we're inadequate. Our greatest fear is that we're powerful beyond measure) #dance#dancer#drowning#jh
When I have been triggered I will wake up in the night and fight for hours with myself to convince myself that what has just happened to trigger me is not the same as what has happened before. I am not in danger, my friends and peers do not want to hurt me, and I am safe. I feel heavy, uncomfortable in my skin, and like there is a baseball sized lump in my throat. My mind is screaming. I feel like a prisoner of my own mind. At least now I know to fight back and not to trust the PTSD brain. Instincts are worth listening to but not when you have been triggered and are in a panic. "PTSD: It's not the person refusing to let go of the past, but the past refusing to let go of the person. When we feel weak, we drop our heads on the shoulders of others.”
Quote from healthyplace.com