Wait... Could it be... A drawing? WHOAAAA. 💖 Has anyone figured out who the hell this boi is yet? I'll prepare a prize for anyone who can legitimately tell me who this is and answer something from where he's from because they're a gamer. I don't want y'all just researching who this is. 😂
I had a terrible habit when I was in school. If I made a mistake while writing in the first few lines of the right side of a notebook, I'd tear up the page and start again. I hated wasting paper but I hated my mistakes even more. Fortunately, I have since learned to restrain myself from destroying my notebooks. However, the idea hasn't left me. I still abandon things for the little mistakes. I would quit going to gym altogether because I didn't go that one day so what's the point, I won't even attempt the exam because I don't know everything about the subject. Those of you who remember my last post can see that it's no longer there. I abandoned the 100 days of productivity challenge after ONE day because I didn't study as much as I'd hoped to that day and then I removed the evidence of even having attempted.
My unrealistic expectations of myself, inconsistency, need for perfection and my inability to forgive myself for my flaws and mistakes have held me back for as long as I can remember. And none but I can change that. So here's to getting back up and trying again for the umpteenth time. For what else is there to do.
별일없이 사는데 왜 마음은 허전할까
"행복해지고 싶다면 다음과 같은 사실을 두려워하지 말고 정면으로 받아들여야 한다. 우리는 항상 불행하고, 우리의 슬픔과 괴로움, 그리고 두려움에는 늘 그만한 이유가 있다는 그 사실을 말이다. 이런 감정들을 따로 떼어 놓고 볼 수는 없는 법이다." -
-마르탱 파주[완벽한 하루] 중에서