|| The most dangerous animal in this world is a SILENT smiling woman || ——————————————————— Another one @francesnievesmakeupartist recap new makeup brand with @ynaomi_ !! A spectacular reto and vintage colors! Each one of them with a unique meaning that I’m more than sure that they gonna give you the mega tb of your life !! ——————————————————— I take this shoot with a Canon 80D hook up with a Canon 70-200 at F.8, one flash by her side and one direct light on her top, I color grade the picture on Lightroom, and retouch on photoshop, also the last step is to put that orange color that it’s like my trademark on the photos 😂 ——————————————————— #makeuptransformation#makeupphotography#nixcosmetics#cosmetics#agencymodel#models
Subcredits: @Carina.danielle @portrait_catharsis
This gets worse before it gets better. Bear with me.
This is the type of depression that follows you around like a like a cloud of light rain, not powerful enough that it drives you crazy, but enough that you’re cold, wet and miserable.
The depression feeds right back into the fear and the whole cycle starts again; new fears grew in the gloom of my mind and I ended up limiting myself. I didn’t want to go after career opportunities because I was afraid I wouldn’t be good enough.
I didn’t want to go for romantic relationships because I felt unqualified and like a burden.
I didn’t turn to God because I felt unworthy.
I found myself often laying in bed in the morning and thinking how much I hated myself and wanted to die.
And I don’t mean this in a suicidal sense, but in the context of how utterly tired and miserable I was with my broken self. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I’m talking about the feeling of thinking “If I just stopped existing, I wouldn’t mind. I’d be grateful to not exist.”