Finally get to relax after finishing another 2359 assignment (although I almost got a heart attack by accidentally deleting my assignment on Jupyter)
P.S. my eyes were open in this photo
es nervt mich wenn ich ihrendwo raus gehe wo menschemmassen sind das ich denke jeder schaut mich an. es fällt mir generell aich schwer in die pause zu gehen weil ich einfach denke jeder schaut mich an. eine freundin von mir wollte oft immer mit mir raus gehen, ich habe mich nie getraut nein oder so zu sagen weil ich dachte das könnte sie verletzen u immer wenn wir raus gegangen sind war ich so verspannt..ich habe nur auf mein handy eig geguckt u dachte mir so "wann kann ich endlich nahause gehen". es nervt mich das ich nicht selbstbewusst bin but ich will eher in der schule leise sein, eher unauffällig. es ist mir in der schule unangenehm wenn die aufmerksamkeit bei mir ist....
Ask your kids "If I #died what's the 3 biggest things you would remember about me". If anything they say hurts your heart it's time to make changes. Examples could include: You were always on your phone. You were always drinking. You always yelled at me. You never spent time with me.
I asked my kids tonight. I apparently still have some changes to make.
The devil is telling so much lies. “Your are not good enough” “you are ugly” “you are stupid” “you aren’t loved” “it is better to die”
So much lies is he telling and so much people is he hurting everyday again and again. But please people don’t listen to this! When you hear some lies in your head. Rebuke satan and say that he must leave you. And turn to him your back, and pray to God for strength. God is with you in this fight every day again. God loves you, you are loved, you are beautiful as you are, you aren’t stupid. God loves you all and He made you for a reason. You all aren’t mistake. Don’t listen to the lies from satan. ————————————————————-
Never Give up the fight!! ————————————————————
Father we pray to You, will You give us strength to know the truth, to know that we are loved by You Father. That we know that we always may go to You. Father that the people who don’t know You, may find You. Father will You be with them all? We all need You Lord. We Love you. Thank You Lord that You are with us and that You loves us. In Jesus name we pray. Amen!
1 Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.
2 Blessed is the man against whom the Lord counts no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit.
3 For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long.
4 For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was dried up as by the heat of summer.
5 I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did not cover my iniquity;
I said, “I will confess my transgressions to the Lord,” and you forgave the iniquity of my sin. Selah
6 Therefore let everyone who is godly offer prayer to you at a time when you may be found;
surely in the rush of great waters, they shall not reach him.
7 You are a hiding place for me; you preserve me from trouble; you surround me with shouts of deliverance. Selah
8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you.
9 Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not stay near you.
10 Many are the sorrows of the wicked, but steadfast love surrounds the one who trusts in the Lord.
11 Be glad in the Lord, and rejoice, O righteous, and shout for joy, all you upright in heart!