My school started again today and I overthink again that everybody are staring at me.. Yaaay.. Today I dressed blue jeans and a black shirt🤔 Usually I dress all black😂😅 #depressed#depressionquotes#skinny
Guys please know that I’m here for you! My DMs are always open and I’m always willing to be your friend or listen to you vent. I don’t care what you wanna talk about, I’m here if you need. Talk to me about someone you love. Y’all to be about someone passing away. Talk to me about how you failed a test or completely nailed it. Tell me your favourite memory or ask me for a reason to stay. I don’t care what it is, just know I’m proud of you for being alive right now and trying to hold on xx
Voor de mensen die het niet zeker weten, het me niet durven te vragen of voor de mensen die een vermoeden hebben:
Ik ben zwaar depressief, hooggevoelig, heb persoonlijkheidsstoornissen en vooral... I'm just me being me and I'm okay now. 🦋
2019 will be the year I'm spreading my wings and start flying
Because just like the butterfly shows us, we can reach our greatest destinations by changing what needs to be changed. Even the darkness can't stop them from becoming a butterfly
Each day was a blessing to be by your side,
Each day was a blessing to being call " you are mine " .
Each day was a blessing to hear your thoughts & see you smile.
Each day was a blessing to look you in the eyes and say i love you one more time.
Until one day, you decided that it was all my fault.
Until one day, you decided to take all the blame that this wasn’t my fault.
Until one day you decided to be scared to love.
Until one day you decided to cut me out of your vault.
Until one day, you decided to be scared of us.
Until one day, you decided that i weren’t giving you enough time.
Until one day, you decided that i wasn’t enough.
Until one day, you decided to take away all of what was mine.
Until one day, you decided to runnaway from your feelings.
Until one day you decided you didn’t want me to be the love of your life.
Until one day, i had to take my own life. On this day, you had to shred my heart,
On this day, you had to tearing me appart,
On this day, you had to buried me in your yard.
On this day, you had to take my whole life.
On this very day, nothing was left from me except that my life was finaly truly yours to keep.
At this day, i really do hope that this makes you happy. -A.J
You ever have those moments where you just miss them death? you go looking for an old picture, hear song, or go back to a place that reminds you of them? at one point in your life, you mattered so much to them? and for moment you were all they thought about? and the worst part is you can do anything about it because life moves on....and they did too. I'm in love with you, please don't leave me.
Depression, addiction, and anxiety held me captive for many years. One always feeding the other. I had no hope...I had given up and was just existing from one day to the next. I had lost my way. I had lost my purpose. my life, my dreams, goals, ambitions were all driven by my ego. By what the world wanted me to have. How can you have purpose if you are the biggest thing in you live for? My path to healing came when I decided my path was the one God intended for me. My will became what his will is for me. What his purpose is for me!! Today I am not depressed...Today I am sober...Today I am happy! I walk on the righteous path of the lord! Love and blessings...God bless! #depressionquotes#addiction#anxiety#recovery#healing#sober#soberliving#grace#godsplan#happiness#nature#photography#poetry#poems#poetrycommunity#poetsofinstagram
These words were originally written on the wall of a cellar in Cologne, Germany during World War II by Jews who were hiding from the Nazis. Although the original author is unknown, the lyrics to this song leave a lasting impact on all who hear the song. Here are the words below. I forever will be grateful that I learned this song so many years ago. It has been a tool in my tool belt that has helped me get through many dark times. I hope it can help u as well. If you would like a link to the YouTube video so u can download the song just send me a dm. (sharing this can help spread hope and help end suicide in America. Stay tuned for more ways to participate in stoping suicide in America.)
I believe in the sun
Even when it is not shining.
And I believe in love
Even when there’s no one there.
And I believe in God
Even when he is silent.
I believe through any trial
There is always a way.
But sometimes in this suffering
And hopeless despair,
My heart cries for shelter
To know someone’s there.
But a voice rises within me
saying, “Hold on, my child.
I’ll give you strength, I’ll give you hope.
Just stay a little while.” .
May there someday be sunshine.
May there someday be happiness.
May there someday be love.
May there someday be peace. .
Inscription Of Hope written for a choir
By Z. Randall Stroope .