i think i just tried to kill myself.
i was upset and crying and shaking over the fact that i think i have a crush on this girl and that i need to break up with my girlfriend because she’s not always there for me when i need her to and she ignores me and having this long distance relationship isn’t good for me mentally but i can’t do that to her there’s no way i would be able to do that to her and the other girl, she probably doesn’t even like me back she probably thinks i’m annoying at first i tried to deny i had a crush on her but i cant deny it anymore and i don’t know what to do i tried to escape i cut myself but the cuts weren’t deep enough oh god i wish they were i cant take living this life any longer
I've cried more than I though was possible in the past 2 months and 2 weeks. It's ridiculous how fast time can pass but your heart doesn't change at all. It just hurts more than it used to. Even the smallest things are affecting me. And hiding what's going on from her is so fucking hard
3 personal tormentors who laugh, taunt, caused and celebrated my agony. The other represents those who listen but look away with no intention of helping. It was a very difficult part of my past. #depressingart#painart#darkart#sketch