It was breaking my heart
having to choose to put myself first because even though I knew in my mind
that it was the right thing to do..
I felt in my heart like I gave up on you.
The truth is,
we're not good for each other.
I can't force you to communicate with me
because you won't meet me half way.
I've finally learned to respect myself
and know that it's not okay at all
to ALWAYS be available
when it's ONLY convenient to you.
You have to choose for yourself that you want to be a better person and grow.
I had high hopes for you,
but I can't continue to watch your journey when it's throwing me off my own.
For whatever reason why we met,
I'm still thankful.
I hope some day you realize that it's not healthy to keep yourself closed off forever.
I struggled with this for a long time too,
but we just make it harder on ourselves
when we are in-denial
that we can do everything all on our own.
It takes a lot more strength
to admit you're struggling
and choosing to be vulnerable enough
to ask for help.
I would never look at you as someone weak,
I would see you for who you are
and accept you wholeheartedly.
"Vulnerability is not weakness;
it's our greatest measure of courage." - Brené Brown
Enjoying the first day of light since a while - this month is crazy, I am planning so many things that I don’t know by which one I should start. But I always stay positive when everything looks chaotic and I know I will do the right thing at the right time✌🏻 you cannot start something without trusting yourself first
❄️☃️13 more days and I’ll be back in upstate NY potentially freezing my ass off for a whole month. Im beyond excited & definitely ready for the cold thanks to my winter gear from my friends over at @loveyourmelon
Had such an awesome weekend doing a few photo shoots and hanging out in MA with Mar🐻. Working hard to get these edits wrapped up! Here’s one of the first ones from the weekend. Thanks to @dafne.st.hilaire and @courtneyperry_ for being so great to work with.
"Looks like Japan to me!"
Esta es otra de las fotos que hice para @michopocho y no quería perder la oportunidad de compartirla, viendo el resultado tan guay que salió. Espero que os guste tanto como a mí (no voy a comisión con @michopocho lo prometo). En esta ocasión son tonos más sueves, sin tanta saturación y tan loquers, pero de vez en cuando nunca viene mal, más aún introducir modelos mssculinos tan buenos como @n.roca junto a un fichaje old school en esta cuenta @reinarpia así que... GOSENLA MI ENTE ✨✨✨