Alone, I wait, till her twilight gate
The Night slips quietly through,
With shadow and gloom, and purple bloom,
Flung over the Zenith blue.
Her stars that tremble, would fain dissemble
Light over lovers thrown,--
Her hush and mystery know no history
Such as day may own.
Day has record of pleasure and pain,
But things that are done by Night remain
For ever and ever unknown.
For a thousand years, 'neath a thousand skies,
Night has brought men love;
Therefore the old, old longings rise
As the light grows dim above.
Therefore, now that the shadows close,
And the mists weird and white,
While Time is scented with musk and rose;
Magic with silver light.
I long for love; will you grant me some?
Day is over at last.
Come! as lovers have always come,
Through the evenings of the Past.
Swiftly, as lovers have always come,
Softly, as lovers have always come
Through the long-forgotten Past
Poem from The Garden of Kama p.113. Published in 1901 and written by the romantic Adela Florence Nicolson under the pseudonym Laurence Hope.
Illustrated by John Byam Liston Shaw in 1914
December 6, 2018
Mercury stationed direct in Scorpio moving forward December 7, 2018 we have the new moon in Sagittarius. December 9, 2018, we had Chiron stationed direct in Pisces, and we also have a Mars and Neptune conjunction going on in Pisces and the north node is Cancer. We have the full moon in Cancer coming up within the next two weeks. This is a lot of water energy (emotions) - Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer - all water signs. And Neptune is called the God of the Sea... how interesting. With all of this water vibration, it’s time to let go. There’s nothing left. The cure is fire. We need to feed off of our fire energy. The Sun is in fire sign Sagittarius. We can drown ourselves in too much water. It’s time to turn up the heat. It’s getting really cold outside. Don’t get too carried away with this energy. The theme here is: "let it burn." It's time to blaze the trail. The victory is here and deception is at an all-time high with yourself and others. You just realized that you were in denial about something: life in general, drug addictions, sex, etc. may be the hot topics. Watch out for scandals and slander on your name about past events, etc. Let it all burn, baby. People may bring up your past, etc. to use it against you. Let your open wounds heal others. Stand in your power, feel your pain, and release it by the full moon in Cancer. Anger and anxiety may be in the mix. Keep calm and direct your energy by relaxing, watching movies, getting some rest and dreaming, and being creative. Focus on you: go within, burn a lot of candles, soak in the tub, draw, listen to music, etc. Get in touch with your feminine side, both men and women, and tell your story. Don’t let anyone else tell it for you. Shhh... I want tell your secrets. @aliciakeys Just treat me like the pages in your diary. I feel such a connection, even when you’re so far away. Sincerely, ✍🏾 The Universe #cosmicallyenchanted#cosmiclove#astrology#astroworld#horoscopes#astronomy#lifecoach#clairvoyant#clairvoyance#dreams#sun#moon#mercurydirect#chiron#chirondirect#mercury#mars#neptune#conjuction#mind#body#soul#heart#newmoon#scorpio#cancer#pisces#earth#air#water
Being witnessed in pain, in a wound, is one of the most powerful ways to heal.
This new moon, I had the opportunity to heal some deep, old, shit.
I am writing this post from a very humble place.
Just last week I made a post saying
“now that I use yoni eggs, men respect me.” and then during the dark moon, when mercury went direct, after spending the previous evening puking my guts out from food poisoning, I got dumped.
I was sitting naked on the bathroom floor
I was in shock. I love this man. “I am leaving Bali” he said. “Tonight”
I am sitting over here, trying to sell you all yoni eggs all the time
So, why I am telling you this?
Because the following day, I was witnessed, in my shock, in my pain by three sisters.
I did not reach out for help. I was so shaken, I didn't even know what I needed. But I found myself with them.
They witnessed me cry and gently asked
“what is the core of this pain?” Abandonment
I’m sharing this with you, because expansion and evolution require a deep letting go of what is unconsciously stored.
And this, for me and for most people, is very difficult to do alone.
We just cant go
A L L
Its too deep, and too old.
It is only because I have been working with my womb, that I know these women, @christiane.kosoul @feminine_coach @tantric.alchemy that I found them that day, that I trusted myself enough to trust them. They have been doing the deep inner work required to witness a woman in this state of shock and despair with out trying to fix or change or advise.
Just silently witness
What I am left with is a feeling of being deeply embodied. I feel life returning. It is like bliss. My light is turning back on, my heart is open. And I feel love for this man for being brave enough to leave when he knew he needed to, and for playing a role for me in order for me to release this abandonment wound which was only just a reflection of how I was abandoning myself.
I want to humbly invite you into my next Yoni Egg Initiation.
I want to invite you to go there with yourself, to allow yourself to release what is blocking you from fully embodying YOUR light.
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