I still can’t believe it sometimes. I feel like I have no control anymore. Anything can happen anytime to my child and I am scared and terrified even though I look tough. Some days except his mobility he is so cheerful that I forget for a minute that he has leukemia. This first month is definitely crucial but until he beats it, I don’t think my mind will be at rest any day. My soul hurts trying to understand everything and get adjusted to our new normal. In the corner of my brain, there is the reminder what the ER doctor said. This will be a marathon and we need to save our energy and use it resourcefully. Some days are too busy to even process emotions. Every night cuddling in the hospital bed, I appreciate every single thing about him. Watching him sleep, I try to soak in the smell of his hair so that I am not missing out anything #childhoodleukemia#leukemiaawareness#childhoodcancer
Sweet little Nico enjoying a nap 💤 in his camper van gently covered by his super soft @paradeorganic swaddle. Thanks @twoandhalfer oandhalfer for sharing! •
Mignon petit Nico profitant d’une petite sieste 😴 couvert de sa couverture si douce en coton bio. #paradeorganics
well i gave up pumping bc...well... it sucks 🏀s and the reality is this kid is going to be my side kick for lyfe and will be attached to my hip errday so no need for the bottle (besides not really into hearing him scream when all he really wants is the boob 🙊) #breastfedbaby#wahm#wahmlife#workathomemom#pbkids
Thank you for understanding I’m not as active here as I would like to be. I miss you and I really appreciate your support as I am mostly pre-occupied with the process of putting my house back together while not being able to live there. Friends get friends through the good, the bad and I’m adding water damage😘😘😘 Thank you everyone xo
Ohhhh hey personality typing. I’m an INTJ - basically, I’ve been strategically planning to take over your life for the last 30 years so that I can then leave you alone. Did you know that in middle school, I strategically wore my hair in a ponytail almost every day, looking like a drowned rat, so that when I wore my hair down (maybe once a month,) I looked dramatically different and got noticed? 🤦♀️ Hashtag psychopath. 😂🤣😂
Do you know what your type is? Myers-Briggs? Enneagram? Personality Code? Strengths Finder? This book does an awesome job of summarizing all the things about typology. It’ll help you understand who you are and how to relate to others better. One of my favorite reads on personality types ever.
Tell me what your Myers-Briggs is - mine is INTJ. Or what’s your Enneagram number? Mine is 5. 👀👀👀 Would love to hear about your personality typing.
I love that Livy is getting pretty good at taking pics for me, otherwise I’d be in none 🤦🏼♀️ Sam doesn’t think to take pics of the kids and I and to be honest I forget to ask a lot of the time! 😅
Do you have a lot of photos with you and your littles? Is your hubs on his game with snapping some candid shots? Time goes way to bloody fast and I’m wanting to embrace being in the picture with the kids even if I think I look like shit 🙃
I'm pretending its still Sunday this morning, thanks to a gorgeous little babe who wanted to be awake and chatting to me every twenty minutes. Lucky she is cute!Thought I better post last weeks letter G fun.
G is for glorious gumtrees in our garden. We are lucky enough to have around 30 gumtrees on our property, but these guys are just so beautiful we had to share. Some stand so tall we struggle to see the tops, let alone pick their beautiful gumnuts and blossoms! Photo evidence of the cute baby keeping me awake included 😂 #thenatureabc#letterg#gumtrees#garden
no bad days with these gals 💕 you’d never know she has a broken arm. She jumped in a bouncy house today, sprayed a firehose, climbed the playground & with no hesitation painted with her left hand at the art festival with no complaints🤘🏻 she’s a tough little mama 💪🏼