I love this guy Sm 😭💜!! I listen to this every year. Although I’m not in the Christmas spirit & perhaps I haven’t been since I was 14. It died in my family... we haven’t had a Christmas tree since 2015 😂. We don’t do the Christmas dinners, or presents. It’s just a regular day for me. Which is strange to think about, because when I was little I looked forward to that day. I remember thinking of it as magic. The feeling of happiness & not being able to go to sleep. Waking everybody early to unwrap gifts. Sitting stuff out for Santa 😂😂💀. Going over to different family members houses. Now I can’t be in the same room with a family member without arguing. I don’t do family gatherings anymore. I don’t call them. We just don’t talk. My mom might visit her family along with my siblings. But I just lay in bed all day...like I do any other time. This is random ....srrry ... gn army ❤️❤️❤️
I had no idea anyone else in the world thought like me. Sure I knew I related to him in ways. But I didn’t know I did this much. If you were to steal my journal . You would find me question my life & life itself. I always end up with this question “ Am I living life?” It’s a very hard question to me since there are so many ways to live life. Plus would other ppl say that I’m living life, or are all of our images of life different...(which I believe they are💜)???
Shoutout to the mf who played with my bestie’s feelings 👏🏽👏🏽!!! Real clever... your absolutely brilliant!! Why did you treat her the way you did & end up with someone else. The fact that she went through so much trouble trying to change herself for you. Being different for you. Acting all stylish for you. Thinking about you. Dreaming about you. Worrying about you. Talking about YOU. Like that’s literally all she talked about. She would worry & question if she was ever good enough for you. Let me just say she is the smartest person I know. She is someone I trust with my life. You chose to hurt my best friend. She’s not only my bff but my sister.Which I feel so stupid for encouraging her to pursue you. Promising her that she would end up with you. I will never make a promise I can’t keep again. 💔
I’m Srry little TH0tties ... I’m busy at school until 2 weeks from now. They are making everyone take finals (good grades & attendance for nothing). I have to study. I will post , but not as much. Daddy loves y’all 😍😍😱😱😜😜😜..... shshhshs 😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭💀