there was a time when agreeing to anything beyond the present moment seemed like an unshakeable burden. like i said goodbye to so many broken yesterday’s that tomorrow only held on to me as a hostage.
but i said yes, one time. i said yes, tomorrow i will live. and i did. and i said yes to tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and more days than i can count now.
these days, when yesterday cuts me, i just greet her like an old friend i grew too much for.
Let me tell you my story... I’m broken inside because I lost someone. After we’ve been together for more than a year, he decided that we are not meant to be. I was there everyday for him. I devoted myself to him. The way he ended was so heartless too. He told me we were not meant to be because of my attitude and also he said that “two different races can’t be together “ because it is written in the Bible. He ends our relationship based on what he read in the Bible??? He told me he only needs God and I’m a devil who is trying to ruin his life!!! After I gave all my heart, sympathy, companionship,true friendship, compassion and deep love, he broke my heart and everything else... I can’t stop crying and I am devastated. While I cry and try to fix our relationship, he ignore me and go about his life, don’t give a f*ck about my feelings. Funny how he thinks he is the son of God, and treats me like trash! He is evil and not at all Godly. I feel emptiness inside and gutted out. Please feel free to leave comments if you know ways to cope the pain I’m feeling inside...🔪💔#broken#brokenheart#relationship#love#deerue#pain