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People this is just a little over a week in and I've had one small deviation (tasted potatoes) and one BIG deviation this past weekend I carb binged the day before starting my period. And I mean binge, people, mini donuts, pizza, marshmallows, and a few bites of strawberry cheesecake ice cream. I felt immediately tired and anxious. I already feel amazing again tonight, Tuesday night, after 2 days of carnivore eating. TWO DAYS! With keto it would take longer for me to feel normal (not this good) after a binge, and I got worse keto flu. 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾 It really does seem like magic, my brain is QUIET. I can feel my emotions, in what I can only assume is a more normal way. The negative emotions do not feel so painful that they are unbearable. They feel manageable and pass quicker. And I'm experiencing deep happiness and peace in the moments with my babies, not anxiously trying to gird myself for the next catastrophe. Not thinking ahead to the million things, but focusing on each moment mindfully, without much effort. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ For me, the smallest house chores can completely overwhelm me. There are some things I can't bring myself to do, or touch. I will completly ignore a task if it makes me feel anxious. With my borderline I am constantly feeling judged, insulted, hurt, angry, paranoid, and I experience paralyzing fear and panic attacks. My mind instantly produces suicidal thoughts at the slightest upset. The last couple months when I have PMS I can hardly get out of bed sometimes. If I need to get up I have to mentally prepare myself for up to 30 minutes. I cry pretty much constantly. I feel like I cannot do anything at all, but I force myself to take care of my babies. ALL OF THIS DISAPPEARS WHEN I EAT ONLY ANIMAL-DERIVED FOODS. is it placebo? I really don't think so, because I never expect this drastic change and it always takes me by surprise. 
#georgiaede #carnivore #carnivoreketo #mentalhealth #meatheals #anxiety #anxietyrelief #depression #ocd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonality #bpd #bpdproblems #bpdawareness #bpdrecovery #bpdfam #bpdlife #bpdwarrior
People this is just a little over a week in and I've had one small deviation (tasted potatoes) and one BIG deviation this past weekend I carb binged the day before starting my period. And I mean binge, people, mini donuts, pizza, marshmallows, and a few bites of strawberry cheesecake ice cream. I felt immediately tired and anxious. I already feel amazing again tonight, Tuesday night, after 2 days of carnivore eating. TWO DAYS! With keto it would take longer for me to feel normal (not this good) after a binge, and I got worse keto flu. 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾 It really does seem like magic, my brain is QUIET. I can feel my emotions, in what I can only assume is a more normal way. The negative emotions do not feel so painful that they are unbearable. They feel manageable and pass quicker. And I'm experiencing deep happiness and peace in the moments with my babies, not anxiously trying to gird myself for the next catastrophe. Not thinking ahead to the million things, but focusing on each moment mindfully, without much effort. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ For me, the smallest house chores can completely overwhelm me. There are some things I can't bring myself to do, or touch. I will completly ignore a task if it makes me feel anxious. With my borderline I am constantly feeling judged, insulted, hurt, angry, paranoid, and I experience paralyzing fear and panic attacks. My mind instantly produces suicidal thoughts at the slightest upset. The last couple months when I have PMS I can hardly get out of bed sometimes. If I need to get up I have to mentally prepare myself for up to 30 minutes. I cry pretty much constantly. I feel like I cannot do anything at all, but I force myself to take care of my babies. ALL OF THIS DISAPPEARS WHEN I EAT ONLY ANIMAL-DERIVED FOODS. is it placebo? I really don't think so, because I never expect this drastic change and it always takes me by surprise. #georgiaede  #carnivore  #carnivoreketo  #mentalhealth  #meatheals  #anxiety  #anxietyrelief  #depression  #ocd  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #borderlinepersonality  #bpd  #bpdproblems  #bpdawareness  #bpdrecovery  #bpdfam  #bpdlife  #bpdwarrior 
Doodles for a friend and a tribute to very early @lilpump 😂 bitch I'm larry. Also, SO FUCKING STOKED FOR #inktober2018 !!!! #doodlesofinstagram #mysketchbook #inkdrawing
I was inspired to create my own bpd page in order to share my struggles with and spread awareness about bpd. In my opinion, bpd is one of the most misunderstood mental illnesses. I found a cool infographic on Reddit that helps us gain a clearer understanding of what bpd is.

#borderlinepersonality #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorderrecovery #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #bpd #bpdproblems #bpdmemes #bpdrecovery #bpdawareness #bpdthings #bpdfam #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalillnessrecovery #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #bpdbrat
I was inspired to create my own bpd page in order to share my struggles with and spread awareness about bpd. In my opinion, bpd is one of the most misunderstood mental illnesses. I found a cool infographic on Reddit that helps us gain a clearer understanding of what bpd is. #borderlinepersonality  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #borderlinepersonalitydisorderrecovery  #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness  #bpd  #bpdproblems  #bpdmemes  #bpdrecovery  #bpdawareness  #bpdthings  #bpdfam  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalillnessrecovery  #actuallybpd  #actuallyborderline  #bpdbrat 
Worship the shrine of the reckless
Let all of the pieces just slip through the cracks
Focus just on destruction
Keep all of the fear in the backs of my eyes...... #bearded #heartbeard #ratemybeard #instabeard #beardgang #bpdfam #beardporn #staybearded #beardsofinstagram #beard #beards #beardedandtattoed #tattoo #sleeve #snapback #septum #selfie #starwars
I learned something today......nobody can make you happy,sad,angry etc......those are choices we make. Just because a person makes me feel special, that doesn't mean i can't give myself that feeling when im alone. I used to look for someone to MAKE me happy. Now i SHARE my happiness with others. Kanye said it best. "So much personally what do you want from me I could be by myself and still enjoy the company"......#bpd #bpdawareness #bpdproblems #actuallybpd #selflove #selfforgiveness #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdwarrior #bpdlife #bpdfam #bpdrecovery #bpdawareness #wehurtpeople #sorry #bpdgirlfriend #bpdboyfriend #bpdnon #sheblockedme #crazyboyfriend
I learned something today......nobody can make you happy,sad,angry etc......those are choices we make. Just because a person makes me feel special, that doesn't mean i can't give myself that feeling when im alone. I used to look for someone to MAKE me happy. Now i SHARE my happiness with others. Kanye said it best. "So much personally what do you want from me I could be by myself and still enjoy the company"......#bpd  #bpdawareness  #bpdproblems  #actuallybpd  #selflove  #selfforgiveness  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #bpdwarrior  #bpdlife  #bpdfam  #bpdrecovery  #bpdawareness  #wehurtpeople  #sorry  #bpdgirlfriend  #bpdboyfriend  #bpdnon  #sheblockedme  #crazyboyfriend 
I really don’t give a fuck about what you think of me.... unless you think I’m awesome...
In which case, you are correct.
...carry on. 🤓💁🏻‍♀️🙃
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#dontgiveafuck #sirensong #thelessyoucarethehappieryouwillbe #truestory #mermaidvibes #sequinsfordays #monokini #waterfall #photoshoot #torontophotographer #torontomodel #somethingjusttouchedmyleg #imliterallywearingafuckinglure #thebeardedpantiedroppers #BPDfam #vixen #girlgang
I really don’t give a fuck about what you think of me.... unless you think I’m awesome... In which case, you are correct. ...carry on. 🤓💁🏻‍♀️🙃 • • 📸 @6scape • #dontgiveafuck  #sirensong  #thelessyoucarethehappieryouwillbe  #truestory  #mermaidvibes  #sequinsfordays  #monokini  #waterfall  #photoshoot  #torontophotographer  #torontomodel  #somethingjusttouchedmyleg  #imliterallywearingafuckinglure  #thebeardedpantiedroppers  #BPDfam  #vixen  #girlgang 
So I did my 5km run this evening and I came back feeling disappointed. I don't know why but the minute I came into the house I was in a bad mood and I just feel like I want to cry. So much for the happy endorphins you get from exercise. "Hello endorphins are you there?" Oh well at least I did something with my day, meeting my counsellor tomorrow for coffee so that's something else to do for the week to keep me feeling accomplished. 
Today hasn't been a good day but tomorrow might be.. Let's wait and see ✨
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#bpd #bpdfam #bpdthings #bpdsupport #bpdrecovery #depressionquotes #depression #anxiety #anxietyrelief #hope #recovery #feelinghopeful #mentalhealthblog #mentalillness #mentalhealthblog #mentalillnessisreal #mentalillnessawareness #depressionquote #mentalhealth
So I did my 5km run this evening and I came back feeling disappointed. I don't know why but the minute I came into the house I was in a bad mood and I just feel like I want to cry. So much for the happy endorphins you get from exercise. "Hello endorphins are you there?" Oh well at least I did something with my day, meeting my counsellor tomorrow for coffee so that's something else to do for the week to keep me feeling accomplished. Today hasn't been a good day but tomorrow might be.. Let's wait and see ✨ . . . . . . #bpd  #bpdfam  #bpdthings  #bpdsupport  #bpdrecovery  #depressionquotes  #depression  #anxiety  #anxietyrelief  #hope  #recovery  #feelinghopeful  #mentalhealthblog  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthblog  #mentalillnessisreal  #mentalillnessawareness  #depressionquote  #mentalhealth 
Anyone else indecisive asf???
Anyone else indecisive asf???
⚔️THΣCHΣV⚔️
#thechev
President: @von_knox
Capo: thebeardedoak
Co_capo: cc_thebeard
Co_capo: alexander_berg
Co_capo: ilskogtattoo
Scouts:
boodya_74
Chrisguld
Marcuschainsaw
Fredrock_
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#beardedvillainssweden #beardedvillains 
#stayloyal #staybearded #stayvillain #worldwidebrotherhood #bvscsupport #villainhopeful #villainhopefulsweden
#villainhopefulsalute #papichma

#beardedvillainseurope
#beardedvillains_europe
#beardedvillainsworldwide
#heartbeard #ratemybeard #instabeard #beardgang #bpdfam #beardporn #staybearded #beardsofinstagram 
#brutalbeards #beardthefuckup #beardandtattoos #beardmodel  #beardsace  #beardedlifestyle #beardsofinstagram #skullbeard #unlimitedbeards
⚔️THΣCHΣV⚔️ #thechev  President: @von_knox Capo: thebeardedoak Co_capo: cc_thebeard Co_capo: alexander_berg Co_capo: ilskogtattoo Scouts: boodya_74 Chrisguld Marcuschainsaw Fredrock_ ------------------------------ 🇸🇪⚔VILLΛΙИ HOPΣFÚŁ⚔🇸🇪 ------------------------------ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀʀᴅ|ᴄʜᴀʀɪᴛʏ|ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ|ʀᴇsᴘᴇᴄᴛ|ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ ------------------------------ Mission Statement " To Unite Bearded Men of all cultures, races, creed and sexuality in a Brotherhood devoted to Loyalty, Honor and Respect toward all people, Dedicated to the betterment of mankind through fraternity Charity and Kindness “ ------------------------------- @beardedvillains @beardedvillains_sweden ------------------------------- #beardedvillainssweden  #beardedvillains  #stayloyal  #staybearded  #stayvillain  #worldwidebrotherhood  #bvscsupport  #villainhopeful  #villainhopefulsweden  #villainhopefulsalute  #papichma  #beardedvillainseurope  #beardedvillains_europe  #beardedvillainsworldwide  #heartbeard  #ratemybeard  #instabeard  #beardgang  #bpdfam  #beardporn  #staybearded  #beardsofinstagram  #brutalbeards  #beardthefuckup  #beardandtattoos  #beardmodel  #beardsace  #beardedlifestyle  #beardsofinstagram  #skullbeard  #unlimitedbeards 
⚔️ŁOИGΣST BΣAЯD⚔️
At WBD Stockholm I had the honor to meet this wonderful brother @viktor_erik_jensen 
He has the longest beard in sweden 85cm
(33.5in)
President: @von_knox
Capo: thebeardedoak
Co_capo: cc_thebeard
Co_capo: alexander_berg
Co_capo: ilskogtattoo
Scouts:
boodya_74
Chrisguld
Marcuschainsaw
Fredrock_
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🇸🇪⚔VILLΛΙИ HOPΣFÚŁ⚔🇸🇪
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ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀʀᴅ|ᴄʜᴀʀɪᴛʏ|ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ|ʀᴇsᴘᴇᴄᴛ|ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ
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Mission Statement " To Unite Bearded Men of all cultures, races, creed and sexuality in a Brotherhood devoted to Loyalty, Honor and Respect toward all people, Dedicated to the betterment of mankind through fraternity Charity and Kindness “
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@beardedvillains
@beardedvillains_sweden
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#beardedvillainssweden #beardedvillains 
#stayloyal #staybearded #stayvillain #worldwidebrotherhood #bvscsupport #villainhopeful #villainhopefulsweden
#villainhopefulsalute #papichma

#beardedvillainseurope
#beardedvillains_europe
#beardedvillainsworldwide
#heartbeard #ratemybeard #instabeard #beardgang #bpdfam #beardporn #staybearded #beardsofinstagram 
#brutalbeards #beardthefuckup #beardandtattoos #beardmodel  #beardsace  #beardedlifestyle #beardsofinstagram #skullbeard #unlimitedbeards #beardconnection
⚔️ŁOИGΣST BΣAЯD⚔️ At WBD Stockholm I had the honor to meet this wonderful brother @viktor_erik_jensen He has the longest beard in sweden 85cm (33.5in) President: @von_knox Capo: thebeardedoak Co_capo: cc_thebeard Co_capo: alexander_berg Co_capo: ilskogtattoo Scouts: boodya_74 Chrisguld Marcuschainsaw Fredrock_ ------------------------------ 🇸🇪⚔VILLΛΙИ HOPΣFÚŁ⚔🇸🇪 ------------------------------ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀʀᴅ|ᴄʜᴀʀɪᴛʏ|ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ|ʀᴇsᴘᴇᴄᴛ|ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ ------------------------------ Mission Statement " To Unite Bearded Men of all cultures, races, creed and sexuality in a Brotherhood devoted to Loyalty, Honor and Respect toward all people, Dedicated to the betterment of mankind through fraternity Charity and Kindness “ ------------------------------- @beardedvillains @beardedvillains_sweden ------------------------------- #beardedvillainssweden  #beardedvillains  #stayloyal  #staybearded  #stayvillain  #worldwidebrotherhood  #bvscsupport  #villainhopeful  #villainhopefulsweden  #villainhopefulsalute  #papichma  #beardedvillainseurope  #beardedvillains_europe  #beardedvillainsworldwide  #heartbeard  #ratemybeard  #instabeard  #beardgang  #bpdfam  #beardporn  #staybearded  #beardsofinstagram  #brutalbeards  #beardthefuckup  #beardandtattoos  #beardmodel  #beardsace  #beardedlifestyle  #beardsofinstagram  #skullbeard  #unlimitedbeards  #beardconnection 
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yeeeehhhh🐐 it upsets me that borderlines are seen in such a negative light but then I remember all that negative stigma is a waste of energy because in the end we strong AF babies!!!! We know what tf it is!!! and we have each other so none of it matters🌹🌹🌹 BE KIND TO YOURSELF. You are SO GOOD, you are KIND, you are BEAUTIFUL in and out, You are PASSIONATE, IMPORTANT & you are VALID✨ ILY!!! ILY!!! #iloveyou #bekindtoyourself #bekind #important #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #awareness #growthmindset #growth #mentalhealthmemes #memes #journey #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #actuallyborderline #borderline #bpdfam #bpdrecovery #bpdsupport #support #bpdawareness #dbt #cbt #personalitydisorder #borderlinefamily #family #breakstigmas
yeeeehhhh🐐 it upsets me that borderlines are seen in such a negative light but then I remember all that negative stigma is a waste of energy because in the end we strong AF babies!!!! We know what tf it is!!! and we have each other so none of it matters🌹🌹🌹 BE KIND TO YOURSELF. You are SO GOOD, you are KIND, you are BEAUTIFUL in and out, You are PASSIONATE, IMPORTANT & you are VALID✨ ILY!!! ILY!!! #iloveyou  #bekindtoyourself  #bekind  #important  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #awareness  #growthmindset  #growth  #mentalhealthmemes  #memes  #journey  #bpd  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #actuallyborderline  #borderline  #bpdfam  #bpdrecovery  #bpdsupport  #support  #bpdawareness  #dbt  #cbt  #personalitydisorder  #borderlinefamily  #family  #breakstigmas 
This is me this morning when I was about attempting to leave the house (excuse the pose). Unfortunately I started freaking out about the bus and the fact it was my first DBT appointment and I didn't make the bus or the appointment. Sometimes it's the smallest things that freak me out, like the bus times or the fact I have to be even around people. I really don't know why this happens to me. I still can't comprehend why this happens at all. Even though I was diagnosed with BPD quite awhile ago I still find it hard to understand it completely. These emotions, behaviours, these feelings, sometimes I cannot even process them fully and I just feel in a daze most of the time. Suppose I just need to learn how to deal with them and which reactions are normal or not. All a learning curve but I can't let it keep upsetting me. Just another day of dealing with BPD and not having a clue how to do it!  Oh the joys of the stigma in Ireland and the waiting lists are off the charts😅🙄 Irregardless, I am off tonight to train for a 5km run so that's some benefit in the day. On to the next one ... #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalillness #mentalhealthblog #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #depression #anxiety #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness
This is me this morning when I was about attempting to leave the house (excuse the pose). Unfortunately I started freaking out about the bus and the fact it was my first DBT appointment and I didn't make the bus or the appointment. Sometimes it's the smallest things that freak me out, like the bus times or the fact I have to be even around people. I really don't know why this happens to me. I still can't comprehend why this happens at all. Even though I was diagnosed with BPD quite awhile ago I still find it hard to understand it completely. These emotions, behaviours, these feelings, sometimes I cannot even process them fully and I just feel in a daze most of the time. Suppose I just need to learn how to deal with them and which reactions are normal or not. All a learning curve but I can't let it keep upsetting me. Just another day of dealing with BPD and not having a clue how to do it! Oh the joys of the stigma in Ireland and the waiting lists are off the charts😅🙄 Irregardless, I am off tonight to train for a 5km run so that's some benefit in the day. On to the next one ... #bpd  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthblog  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #depression  #anxiety  #mentalhealthrecovery  #mentalhealthmatters  #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness 
Repost @bpd.mgt 
When I was little, my mum often emotionally manipulating me into complying to make her life easier. I have a younger sister and as my mother was a working mum with a husband that helped very little (in fact he was more like a hindrance than anything else) so it was natural that she’d try and lighten the load by any way she could find. She’d say all sorts of things with one thing in common - she wanted me to behave compliantly by appealing to my conscience, urging me to put myself into the other person’s shoes. She made me give up my own healthy sense of justice by encouraging me to give up things for my sister as she’s only little and she doesn’t understand things. I wanted to please her so I behaved compliantly and learnt that what I wanted didn’t matter as much as what others wanted. My role in the world was to be a good girl. I felt I was only loveable If I put others’ needs before my own. I thought that’s what “good people” did. Turns out, this is absolute nonsensical bullshit. I was manipulated big time - not because my mum is a bad person but she didn’t know any better, she was damaged herself - and as a result, I lived my life anticipating what other people may feel, think, how they’ll react. I saw myself through others’s eyes. I could sense their preconception of me was and started behaving accordingly. I was so busy anticipating others’ needs that I forgot to develop a personality. I stopped developing altogether, as a person. I only realised a few years ago what happened to me. That I was cheated out of a life basically. And you know what? I do not need to anticipate anybody’s response, mood, feelings, thoughts - none of that. I only need to focus on my own feelings. Focus on what’s best for me. And if the thought pops up in my head - “but what if my actions will make them angry? Sad? Upset?” Well, they’ll just have to deal with it. #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #borderlinepersonality #bod #bpdawareness #bpdproblems #bpdrecovery #bpdfam #mentalhealth #personaldevelopment #selfacceptance #empathy #empath
Repost @bpd.mgt When I was little, my mum often emotionally manipulating me into complying to make her life easier. I have a younger sister and as my mother was a working mum with a husband that helped very little (in fact he was more like a hindrance than anything else) so it was natural that she’d try and lighten the load by any way she could find. She’d say all sorts of things with one thing in common - she wanted me to behave compliantly by appealing to my conscience, urging me to put myself into the other person’s shoes. She made me give up my own healthy sense of justice by encouraging me to give up things for my sister as she’s only little and she doesn’t understand things. I wanted to please her so I behaved compliantly and learnt that what I wanted didn’t matter as much as what others wanted. My role in the world was to be a good girl. I felt I was only loveable If I put others’ needs before my own. I thought that’s what “good people” did. Turns out, this is absolute nonsensical bullshit. I was manipulated big time - not because my mum is a bad person but she didn’t know any better, she was damaged herself - and as a result, I lived my life anticipating what other people may feel, think, how they’ll react. I saw myself through others’s eyes. I could sense their preconception of me was and started behaving accordingly. I was so busy anticipating others’ needs that I forgot to develop a personality. I stopped developing altogether, as a person. I only realised a few years ago what happened to me. That I was cheated out of a life basically. And you know what? I do not need to anticipate anybody’s response, mood, feelings, thoughts - none of that. I only need to focus on my own feelings. Focus on what’s best for me. And if the thought pops up in my head - “but what if my actions will make them angry? Sad? Upset?” Well, they’ll just have to deal with it. #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #borderline  #borderlinepersonality  #bod  #bpdawareness  #bpdproblems  #bpdrecovery  #bpdfam  #mentalhealth  #personaldevelopment  #selfacceptance  #empathy  #empath 
Barber tomorrow. Needed! 
Any suggestions what to do? ✌
Barber tomorrow. Needed! Any suggestions what to do? ✌
Borderline personality disorder (BPD) manifests in many different ways, but for the purposes of diagnosis, mental health professionals group the symptoms into nine major categories.
Borderline personality disorder (BPD) manifests in many different ways, but for the purposes of diagnosis, mental health professionals group the symptoms into nine major categories.
⚔️COLD HOPΣFÚŁ⚔️
President: @von_knox
Capo: thebeardedoak
Co_capo: cc_thebeard
Co_capo: alexander_berg
Co_capo: ilskogtattoo
Scouts:
boodya_74
Chrisguld
Marcuschainsaw
Fredrock_
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Mission Statement " To Unite Bearded Men of all cultures, races, creed and sexuality in a Brotherhood devoted to Loyalty, Honor and Respect toward all people, Dedicated to the betterment of mankind through fraternity Charity and Kindness “
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@beardedvillains_sweden
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#beardedvillainssweden #beardedvillains 
#stayloyal #staybearded #stayvillain #worldwidebrotherhood #bvscsupport #villainhopeful #villainhopefulsweden
#villainhopefulsalute #papichma

#beardedvillainseurope
#beardedvillains_europe
#beardedvillainsworldwide
#heartbeard #ratemybeard #instabeard #beardgang #bpdfam #beardporn #staybearded #beardsofinstagram 
#brutalbeards #beardthefuckup #beardandtattoos #beardmodel  #beardsace  #beardedlifestyle #beardsofinstagram #skullbeard #unlimitedbeards #beardconnection
⚔️COLD HOPΣFÚŁ⚔️ President: @von_knox Capo: thebeardedoak Co_capo: cc_thebeard Co_capo: alexander_berg Co_capo: ilskogtattoo Scouts: boodya_74 Chrisguld Marcuschainsaw Fredrock_ ------------------------------ 🇸🇪⚔VILLΛΙИ HOPΣFÚŁ⚔🇸🇪 ------------------------------ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀʀᴅ|ᴄʜᴀʀɪᴛʏ|ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ|ʀᴇsᴘᴇᴄᴛ|ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ ------------------------------ Mission Statement " To Unite Bearded Men of all cultures, races, creed and sexuality in a Brotherhood devoted to Loyalty, Honor and Respect toward all people, Dedicated to the betterment of mankind through fraternity Charity and Kindness “ ------------------------------- @beardedvillains @beardedvillains_sweden ------------------------------- #beardedvillainssweden  #beardedvillains  #stayloyal  #staybearded  #stayvillain  #worldwidebrotherhood  #bvscsupport  #villainhopeful  #villainhopefulsweden  #villainhopefulsalute  #papichma  #beardedvillainseurope  #beardedvillains_europe  #beardedvillainsworldwide  #heartbeard  #ratemybeard  #instabeard  #beardgang  #bpdfam  #beardporn  #staybearded  #beardsofinstagram  #brutalbeards  #beardthefuckup  #beardandtattoos  #beardmodel  #beardsace  #beardedlifestyle  #beardsofinstagram  #skullbeard  #unlimitedbeards  #beardconnection 
“A creative man is motivated by the desire to achieve, not by the desire to beat others.” Ayn Rand
#beardedvillains #stayvillain #stayloyal #villainsalute #bearded #heartbeard #ratemybeard #instabeard #beardgang #bpdfam #beardporn #staybearded #beardsofinstagram #ziamob #bonesarmy #ziamob #ziavillain #inboneswecrust #rottenbones #nmvillains
Couples photo.
Couples photo.
My Package From @beardedvillains_northpack_fr Came In!!! Shoutouts To @michaelrmd For Helping Get All The NorthPack Goodies, Appreciate It Bro!!!
#beardedvillains #stayvillain #stayloyal #villainsalute #bearded #heartbeard #ratemybeard #instabeard #beardgang #bpdfam #beardporn #staybearded #beardsofinstagram #ziamob #bonesarmy #ziamob #ziavillain #inboneswecrust #rottenbones #nmvillains
I get angry and I go crazy! I own this! I have no control! #impulsive #ohno #bpb #bpdthings #impulsecontrole #bpdproblems #bpdawareness #bpdfam #bpdquotes
#Repost @bpd4oruandme
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Community day left me feeling like I didn’t even have a weekend. .
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#bpd #bpdproblems #bpdmemes #bpdrecovery #bpdawareness #bpdfam #sadmemes #badmemes
So I am now a huge fan of @kkingsdrawings !
#Totallyblownaway
#cameatmefromnowwhere
#wow
#😍
🎩🔪🍻👊❤🇨🇦
#bvmember
#beardevillainsmember
#villain
#villains
#beardedvillains
#beardedvillain
#thebeardedpantiedroppers
#beardedvillainscanada
#btfu 
#villainous
#bearded
#beards
#beardstyle
#beardlife
#bigbeard
#bpdfam
#beardedmenarebetter
#beardgang
#beardsofinstagram
@beardedvillains
@beardedvillainswinnipeg
@bvqueenscanada
@beardedvillains_queens
So I am now a huge fan of @kkingsdrawings ! #Totallyblownaway  #cameatmefromnowwhere  #wow  #😍 🎩🔪🍻👊❤🇨🇦 #bvmember  #beardevillainsmember  #villain  #villains  #beardedvillains  #beardedvillain  #thebeardedpantiedroppers  #beardedvillainscanada  #btfu  #villainous  #bearded  #beards  #beardstyle  #beardlife  #bigbeard  #bpdfam  #beardedmenarebetter  #beardgang  #beardsofinstagram  @beardedvillains @beardedvillainswinnipeg @bvqueenscanada @beardedvillains_queens
HAPPY! 
7000 followers! 
Amazing! 
Thanks! ❤
HAPPY! 7000 followers! Amazing! Thanks! ❤
When I was little, my mum often emotionally manipulating me into complying to make her life easier. I have a younger sister and as my mother was a working mum with a husband that helped very little (in fact he was more like a hindrance than anything else) so it was natural that she’d try and lighten the load by any way she could find. She’d say all sorts of things with one thing in common - she wanted me to behave compliantly by appealing to my conscience, urging me to put myself into the other person’s shoes. She made me give up my own healthy sense of justice by encouraging me to give up things for my sister as she’s only little and she doesn’t understand things. I wanted to please her so I behaved compliantly and learnt that what I wanted didn’t matter as much as what others wanted. My role in the world was to be a good girl. I felt I was only loveable If I put others’ needs before my own. I thought that’s what “good people” did. Turns out, this is absolute nonsensical bullshit. I was manipulated big time - not because my mum is a bad person but she didn’t know any better, she was damaged herself - and as a result, I lived my life anticipating what other people may feel, think, how they’ll react. I saw myself through others’s eyes. I could sense their preconception of me was and started behaving accordingly. I was so busy anticipating others’ needs that I forgot to develop a personality. I stopped developing altogether, as a person. I only realised a few years ago what happened to me. That I was cheated out of a life basically. And you know what? I do not need to anticipate anybody’s response, mood, feelings, thoughts - none of that. I only need to focus on my own feelings. Focus on what’s best for me. And if the thought pops up in my head - “but what if my actions will make them angry? Sad? Upset?” Well, they’ll just have to deal with it. #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #borderlinepersonality #bod #bpdawareness #bpdproblems #bpdrecovery #bpdfam #mentalhealth #personaldevelopment #selfacceptance #empathy #empath
When I was little, my mum often emotionally manipulating me into complying to make her life easier. I have a younger sister and as my mother was a working mum with a husband that helped very little (in fact he was more like a hindrance than anything else) so it was natural that she’d try and lighten the load by any way she could find. She’d say all sorts of things with one thing in common - she wanted me to behave compliantly by appealing to my conscience, urging me to put myself into the other person’s shoes. She made me give up my own healthy sense of justice by encouraging me to give up things for my sister as she’s only little and she doesn’t understand things. I wanted to please her so I behaved compliantly and learnt that what I wanted didn’t matter as much as what others wanted. My role in the world was to be a good girl. I felt I was only loveable If I put others’ needs before my own. I thought that’s what “good people” did. Turns out, this is absolute nonsensical bullshit. I was manipulated big time - not because my mum is a bad person but she didn’t know any better, she was damaged herself - and as a result, I lived my life anticipating what other people may feel, think, how they’ll react. I saw myself through others’s eyes. I could sense their preconception of me was and started behaving accordingly. I was so busy anticipating others’ needs that I forgot to develop a personality. I stopped developing altogether, as a person. I only realised a few years ago what happened to me. That I was cheated out of a life basically. And you know what? I do not need to anticipate anybody’s response, mood, feelings, thoughts - none of that. I only need to focus on my own feelings. Focus on what’s best for me. And if the thought pops up in my head - “but what if my actions will make them angry? Sad? Upset?” Well, they’ll just have to deal with it. #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #borderline  #borderlinepersonality  #bod  #bpdawareness  #bpdproblems  #bpdrecovery  #bpdfam  #mentalhealth  #personaldevelopment  #selfacceptance  #empathy  #empath 
I don't feel much pain
Got a knife in my back, and a bullet in my brain
I’m clinically insane
Walkin' home alone, I see faces in the rain........ #bearded #heartbeard #ratemybeard #instabeard #beardgang #bpdfam #beardporn #staybearded #beardsofinstagram #beard #beards #beardedandtattoed #tattoo #tattooed #handtattoo #sleeve #snapback #selfie
I surround myself with cute things to make difficult things easier to manage.
I surround myself with cute things to make difficult things easier to manage.
First...let me take a selfie
First...let me take a selfie
I literally got up and took my meds and asked for some PRN lorazapam, had a coffee and went back to bed. Where my tooth has been taken out it is so painful. I can't handle tooth pain it effects my  Mental health massively. I find it really difficult to understand that sometimes to get to a to c you have to go through b. It's something I've always struggled with and I have the mentality of needing the end result quickly. It's stupid. Doesn't make sense and childish I guess. I don't know. It's how I am anyway. I've asked to see the doctor today for some pain relief. Waiting game. My dad has gifted me this! I've really got into my colouring and art therapy this time during hospitalization. Im going to stick to one picture and complete it before moving onto another. I struggle with that. #inpatient #hospitalized #mentalhealthblogger #blogs #bpdblog #bpdcommunity #bpdblogger#bpdfam #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #psychosis #suicidalthoughts #intrusivethoughts #impulsivebehavior #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #mentalillness #stigma#endthestigma #therapy #arttherapy #copingstrategies #distractions #medication #medicated #meds #psychward #mentalhealthunit #psychiatricunit #looneybin
I literally got up and took my meds and asked for some PRN lorazapam, had a coffee and went back to bed. Where my tooth has been taken out it is so painful. I can't handle tooth pain it effects my Mental health massively. I find it really difficult to understand that sometimes to get to a to c you have to go through b. It's something I've always struggled with and I have the mentality of needing the end result quickly. It's stupid. Doesn't make sense and childish I guess. I don't know. It's how I am anyway. I've asked to see the doctor today for some pain relief. Waiting game. My dad has gifted me this! I've really got into my colouring and art therapy this time during hospitalization. Im going to stick to one picture and complete it before moving onto another. I struggle with that. #inpatient  #hospitalized  #mentalhealthblogger  #blogs  #bpdblog  #bpdcommunity  #bpdblogger #bpdfam  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #psychosis  #suicidalthoughts  #intrusivethoughts  #impulsivebehavior  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #stigma #endthestigma  #therapy  #arttherapy  #copingstrategies  #distractions  #medication  #medicated  #meds  #psychward  #mentalhealthunit  #psychiatricunit  #looneybin 
I had a relatively good week, I am struggling today. It's like my brain is saying, oh you've had your fun, time to go back to crippling anxiety & mysterious physical symptoms... I was enjoying myself feeling great and happy. I hate how this seems to cycle, my bad days outweigh my good days lately and it's really bloody hard. It's hard to get up everyday and be positive when you are absolutely exhausted because your body feels that 5 hours sleep is enough. It's exhausting smiling when all you want to do is cry and hide. It's exhausting when all my physical symptoms make me feel like I'm just slowly dying and my Drs think I'm too young to have anything seriously wrong... It's just exhausting being me. It's exhausting living like this.... my anxiety is crippling and I suffer so many physical symptoms on a day to day basis which make basics in life so difficult. 
But, a big but... I have to keep going and so do you, reading this. Life is a gift and it shouldn't be squandered no matter how hard it gets. I'm not dismissing anyone's journey either because it's incredibly hard going through any mental illness journey, all I'm saying is you need to keep fighting, you need to keep getting up. It will get better and it'll all be worth it have faith & hope ❤ ** This is me on my good day
I had a relatively good week, I am struggling today. It's like my brain is saying, oh you've had your fun, time to go back to crippling anxiety & mysterious physical symptoms... I was enjoying myself feeling great and happy. I hate how this seems to cycle, my bad days outweigh my good days lately and it's really bloody hard. It's hard to get up everyday and be positive when you are absolutely exhausted because your body feels that 5 hours sleep is enough. It's exhausting smiling when all you want to do is cry and hide. It's exhausting when all my physical symptoms make me feel like I'm just slowly dying and my Drs think I'm too young to have anything seriously wrong... It's just exhausting being me. It's exhausting living like this.... my anxiety is crippling and I suffer so many physical symptoms on a day to day basis which make basics in life so difficult. But, a big but... I have to keep going and so do you, reading this. Life is a gift and it shouldn't be squandered no matter how hard it gets. I'm not dismissing anyone's journey either because it's incredibly hard going through any mental illness journey, all I'm saying is you need to keep fighting, you need to keep getting up. It will get better and it'll all be worth it have faith & hope ❤ ** This is me on my good day
Monday. Coffee. Work. Yeah... ✌
Monday. Coffee. Work. Yeah... ✌
It’s actually very scary and exhausting to not know which one you will feel at any given time 😔 The outside world doesn’t know the battle we face day in and day out. I never get to talk about how I feel with anyone in real life because they always reply with “well everyone is going through some things” and it just makes me never want to talk about my mental health ever again 💔 when people say “are you ok” I’m going to say yes even though I want to jump off a bridge every other 5 minutes but I can’t tell them that because they won’t know how to properly respond to us or know how to make us feel better. 
#BPD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder 
#MentalHealth
#MentalHealthAwareness
#BPDSurvivor #Anxiety #Depression
#NoMotivation #DontWantToLive
#Suicide #SuicidePrevention
#IWantToGetBetter #BPDFam 
#IJustWantToBeAccepted #EverydayIsAStruggle #NeedFreinds
#FightingBPD #Warrior #Coping
#BPDRecovery #BPDCommunity
#EmotionallyUnstable #LosingHope
#ShittyLife #Psychosis #FML
#MentalHealthIsReal #TheStruggle 
#ForeverAlone #NoHope
It’s actually very scary and exhausting to not know which one you will feel at any given time 😔 The outside world doesn’t know the battle we face day in and day out. I never get to talk about how I feel with anyone in real life because they always reply with “well everyone is going through some things” and it just makes me never want to talk about my mental health ever again 💔 when people say “are you ok” I’m going to say yes even though I want to jump off a bridge every other 5 minutes but I can’t tell them that because they won’t know how to properly respond to us or know how to make us feel better. #BPD  #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder  #MentalHealth  #MentalHealthAwareness  #BPDSurvivor  #Anxiety  #Depression  #NoMotivation  #DontWantToLive  #Suicide  #SuicidePrevention  #IWantToGetBetter  #BPDFam  #IJustWantToBeAccepted  #EverydayIsAStruggle  #NeedFreinds  #FightingBPD  #Warrior  #Coping  #BPDRecovery  #BPDCommunity  #EmotionallyUnstable  #LosingHope  #ShittyLife  #Psychosis  #FML  #MentalHealthIsReal  #TheStruggle  #ForeverAlone  #NoHope 
Community day left me feeling like I didn’t even have a weekend. .
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#bpd #bpdproblems #bpdmemes #bpdrecovery #bpdawareness #bpdfam #sadmemes #badmemes
oh HAHAHA I can’t even front and act like this isn’t me in a picture. Probably one of the most unhealthy coping mechanisms I have (ok probably not but it defs makes it to top 10 lol) 
#copingskills #coping #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mh #bpd #bpdmemes #bpdrecovery #bpdawareness #bpdsupport #support #bpdfam #actuallyborderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #dbt #cbt #journey #breakstigmas #memesdaily #memes #mentalhealthmemes
oh HAHAHA I can’t even front and act like this isn’t me in a picture. Probably one of the most unhealthy coping mechanisms I have (ok probably not but it defs makes it to top 10 lol) #copingskills  #coping  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mh  #bpd  #bpdmemes  #bpdrecovery  #bpdawareness  #bpdsupport  #support  #bpdfam  #actuallyborderline  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #personalitydisorder  #dbt  #cbt  #journey  #breakstigmas  #memesdaily  #memes  #mentalhealthmemes 
I know I shouldn't, but I'm tired of pretending to be into it. It's been months. #bpd #bpdrecovery #bpdproblems #bpdmemes #bpdfam
There have been so many times lately where I’ve been watching a movie or TV and they reference BPD in a character with obvious other psychopathic issues and it makes me so mad because this disorder does not need to be romanticized or criticized by stupid TV producers who don’t know shit about what they’re putting out
There have been so many times lately where I’ve been watching a movie or TV and they reference BPD in a character with obvious other psychopathic issues and it makes me so mad because this disorder does not need to be romanticized or criticized by stupid TV producers who don’t know shit about what they’re putting out
⚔️Zia Mob⚔️
Brothers For Life! I’ll Stand By Your Side & Fight For You Til The End Of Time!!! #beardedvillains #stayvillain #stayloyal #villainsalute #bearded #heartbeard #ratemybeard #instabeard #beardgang #bpdfam #beardporn #staybearded #beardsofinstagram #ziamob #bonesarmy #ziamob #ziavillain #inboneswecrust #rottenbones #nmvillains #brothersinink
It’s #bivisibilityday! Hello, hi! 👋🏼