Sometimes I don't think i can bare this pain. The loss i feel when I hear or say your name. Its excruciating when i see your picture. I want to love you and hold you and feel you in my arms. I want to smell your hair and every essence of you. Tears stream down my face without control, to think of the pain and misunderstanding my dis-ease has caused. I can not take it back, i scream inside every last nerve ending only death will subside. The shame and heartbreak of a mothers pain... the lost child her name is Jordan Rain. I try to hope if a day where we can be... a little slice of heaven in the park my daughter and me. I watch you play and i smile inside the dreams of a mother no longer do they reside. I want so bad to touch your face and take on more or all your pain. Its all i can do as i circle the drain. Misery and remorse in my soul i weep.. i toss and i turn why cant i just sleep.. with dreams of you and a better day. Tomorrow another chance alone I pray. One day please god bring her back.. nothingness whispers the darkness does attack... alone in my thoughts i sit here and i cry... the last wish of a mother before i die.. today i hold on and look to the sky. My vision is of you daughter in my third eye. Holding your hand and laughing with you. It is my vision i try to break threw! One day one day my dear child of mine.. never easy did this get til my last breath.
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Shake/Smoothie/Juice Dilemma 🤦🏽♂️🤦🏽♂️ ———————————————————————
•Are they better for health than food?
•Do they match up with food satiety?
No... liquids digest quicker and you’ll be hungry sooner. •So why choose a juice/smoothie/shake?
Depends on the circumstance 🤷🏽♂️🤷🏽♂️ ——————————————————————
•If drinking 1 of those is all you can do in the morning because you have to drop the kids off and go to work, completely fair enough. •If you just feel like a drink that taste nice, completely fair enough. •If you think these drinks are the key to health or weight loss, don’t drink them. Because they certainly are not the key.
Food is king and a balanced diet will always remain supreme 🥇
Am I against those liquids?
Nah, but I hate seeing people post about ‘super food smoothie’.. like get over it it’s literally doing nothing special.. Eat food and become fuller for longer, but obviously a shake or smoothie every now and then is fun but remember have them because you enjoy them NOT because they are weird magic healthy drinks.. ✌🏽
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